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Post by Roxi » Thu Nov 01, 2007 5:02 pm

why are you so stupid!???? Stop sabotauging yourself!!!!!!
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Post by Callisto » Thu Nov 01, 2007 5:11 pm

i am fucking fed up with you lot being snappy and nasty with me when i've done nothing wrong.

fuck off. otherwise you'll have another fucking staff member leaving before xmas.

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Post by kendra » Fri Nov 02, 2007 7:51 am

What the hell its almost midnight and you decide your gonna shave or what the fuck ever?
What don't you get about my room being right next to the bathroom? What don't you get about me needing to get up early? I know you plan on getting up at the same fucking time I do, you ask and then go do whatever the hell you can to screw with me I swear. Get a fucking life. I can't wait to move out.
You don't pay attention to crap.
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Post by Callisto » Fri Nov 02, 2007 4:26 pm

argggh either give me the fucking information properly or just don't bother

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Nov 04, 2007 12:24 am

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. STOP FUCKING HURTING ME. You have pushed me off the edge.
No more. No more.
No fucking more.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Nov 06, 2007 12:42 am

why do i still treat you like a friend? why in the fuck do i ? You are a backstabbing two-faced whore.. you are in "love" with T3.. and yet you also think you and K would be fucking perfect together.. damnit you.. you don't "love" K.. you love the idea that he's untouchable.. and you want to be with the untouchableness.. yet you also "love" T3.. you need to pick something damnit.. and to be honest.. it's been discussed that out of all the people possible.. it's more likely that I'd end up with K as CRAZY as that sounds.. and you know why bitch? You wanna fucking know why?! It's cause I don't want to just fuck him.. I'm not the kind who wants to jump into fucking bed with someone for the fucking hell of it.. you make fucking jokes about me all the time.. well guess what bitch.. I don't fucking give a damn.

Life doesn't revolve around you and your fucking chest.. get that through your fucking head before I beat it in there with your own fucking instrument.

Fucking hate you.. fucking hate myself more for putting up with you..

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Post by caged bird » Wed Nov 07, 2007 1:56 pm

i should have fucking nown better, i could see it in your eyes when i mentioned the OD's that momentary shock. don't get me wrong you did a fucing good job of covering it up - pretending like it would all be fine, that you couldn't see why i'd need the reports, i should be fine, if you thin i'm fine thewn why the fuck am i still waiting for sodding medical reports, why the fuck can't you declare me fit to work. is this some pointless fucking test, a chance to see how long and how far you can push me before i snap - becasue i warn you i'm so damn fucing close to the edge it's not gonna take much more.

you do know that when you take this job from me you're going to totally destroy me right?

i can[t fucking take this anymore
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Post by Beasty » Wed Nov 07, 2007 7:12 pm

Crew is mine bitch. It's the only thing I look forward to day in and day out, so don't start butting yourself into leadership until I'm gone. I'm the fucking Head Bitch in Charge and I'll be damned if you take it away from me.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Fri Nov 09, 2007 6:28 pm

Fucking tickets went on sale at 9 this morning, my mum said she was on there just before and within a second they had sold out. If all the fucking touts wern't so fucking selfish and money orientated, maybe the real fans would have actually been able to get tickets. Now the only one's on ebay I can find are for rediculous prices, the cheapest being at around £52, but my mum thinks even that is too expensive. I'm just really fucked off about it because we had it all planned. I am getting tickets some how, I refuse to give up!

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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Nov 09, 2007 7:56 pm

oh fuck off! it was salad dressing! minimal calories, maximum taste explosion. FUCK OFF!
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Post by PassingCloud » Wed Nov 14, 2007 11:06 pm

i fucking HATE you. get out of my HEAD. i can'T believe you'Re sitting in there, bitching and yelling and ranting and everything. just GET OUT! i don't need you dammit.
get out or get nicer. either one. >:(
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Post by Glockenspiel » Mon Nov 19, 2007 6:36 pm

No. You don't have to do a fucking thing. In fact, I don't want you to do a fucking thing, except for get the fuck out of my fucking way.
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Post by twinkletears » Mon Nov 19, 2007 10:40 pm

why do u get so horrible to me
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Post by kendra » Tue Nov 20, 2007 4:27 am

God I hate Kaiser! Why can't you do the friggin tests huh what the heck is a rhumologist anyway. I'm sick of the run around I'm not gonna bother I'm not gonna get anywhere anyway fuck it all. I don't give a damn anymore.
I'm just a fucking lousy person anyway. I'm not gonna get anywhere with this maybe I'm not even supposed to.
I can't take this run around, maybe it is in my friggin head I don't know

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Post by thewaves » Tue Nov 20, 2007 9:49 am

I think it's obvious that the reason I want to go is to get far away from you. I think that you are absolutely deluded to think otherwise. I think that you never have a clue what you're talking about, and you have no idea who I am. You made me cry for the first time in months, and I guess I'm greatful for that. That being said, I wish that this could be the last time I let you speak to me like this, the last time I let you say horrible offensive things without getting up and leaving for good. I need to get away from you, I've known that for years and years. The year I lived away from you I felt so much more peaceful, the three months in the hospital I felt relieved to be out of your house. Living with you is not easy. You're toxic. You have three miserable daughters, and we're all so terrified of ending up like you. You're the most miserable, lonely woman I could imagine. You're not smart, you're not kind, you're not the least bit supportive. You told me not to go on student exchange because I won't make any friends, you told me that I was "sketchy" in social situations. I think that you're really just afraid that I'll leave you, you'll be one more child down, one step closer to being completely and totally alone. I can't afford rent in Vancouver, so I take advantage of the situation. Every fucking night I've been on Craig's List looking for something I might be able to afford. I can't do this anymore, I can't be comfortable around you. You make me want to hurt myself, but maybe I really want to hurt you.
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Post by jo_alone » Fri Nov 23, 2007 4:40 pm

Would you just stop talking to me for once about recipes and shopping??? You may be able to spend all day on the internet but I'm busy! I've gathered you don't offer to help - fine by me - but don't stop me from doing my own work!!!

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Post by HakunaMatata » Sun Nov 25, 2007 9:51 pm

:argggh:
Will you FUCK OFF!
I'm fed up of you controlling me. Leave me alone, I am NOT a CHILD anymore, even if I do act it sometimes.
So please, do use a favour and piss off outta here.

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Post by max » Sun Nov 25, 2007 10:23 pm

that evil look today was completley unnecessary

why dont you just grow up and fuck off!
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Post by caged bird » Mon Nov 26, 2007 4:06 pm

SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Mon Nov 26, 2007 11:39 pm

Arghhhhhh leave me alone?!
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