Candys Coping Thread
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing pretty good so far. I had a great night sleep. I am cleaning my apartment and after that I am going to do positive things for myself. I also going to write in my journal. I go back to day treatment program tomorrow. I have not heard anything yet about when I am moving but when I do I will let everyone know. I am hanging in there. I will be back on the bus later on. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I got alot of things done so far. I cleaned my apartment and then I wrote in my journal,which helped me alot. I took a nap,cause I was soo tired out. I am doing alright,just watching t.v.,and relaxing. I am not sure what I am going to do the rest of the day,but as long as it is positive,that is better. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am feeling pretty good. I will be back on later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing pretty good so far. I already had dinner and did the dishes. My boy-friend is coming over in a half of hour and we are going out for awhile. I just feel anxious and I do not know why,so I thought going out would help me.I am feeling alot. The groups change today,so I will be not be in many of my groups with my boy-friend,and before the change of the groups we were always together,and I am not comfortable with changes,so that is why I am feeling anxious right now,but I will be alright. NO SI so far,that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am watching t.v.,and relaxing. I am hanging in there. I will be back on the bus sometime later.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. My boy-friend and I went out for awhile. We had a great time. We are watching t.v.,and relaxing. I am feeling pretty good and my moods are stable. I have day treatment program tomorrow,it will feel werid going on Tuesday,it is a change for me. NO SI so far,that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on before I go to bed. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend. We watched t.v.,and took it easy. He left to go home to get some sleep,and I will be doing the same soon. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to going in. I am feeling pretty good and I am doing alright. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I had a great day and writing in my journal helped me alot. I will be just fine. I will be back on the bus tomorrow after I get home. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a rough night sleep,but I did not do any SI,which is good. I just good not get to sleep,so I watched t.v.,till I was tired. I am getting ready for program and I am looking forward to going in. I just wanted to say 
HI to everyone . I am going to enjoy my day. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. Be back on later on.
HI to everyone . I am going to enjoy my day. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. Be back on later on. I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day at program,and the new groups went great. I enjoyed them alot. I have a few things to do and then I am going to relax for awhile. My boy-friend will be over later on. I am hanging in there and doing the best I can. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I also met with my therapist and that went great,we had a good talk. I am feeling pretty good today. I will be back on later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I got alot done so far. My boy-friend and I are going out for awhile,cause my mother is getting verbally abusive to me and I need to get away from here for awhile. I am doing alright. I am feeling somewhat anxious,but I am using my coping skills. I did not write in my journal tonight,cause I had other positive things to do,but tomorrow I will write in it. I do not know where we are going till he gets here,but I will find out. I am hanging in there.I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on later. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great time with my boy-friend. We went to Walmart for awhile and looked around and then we came back to my apartment. We are relaxing and watching t.v.. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I have day treatment program tomorrow,and I am looking forward to it. I am feeling pretty good,just have bad cramps,but I took something for it. After my boy-friend leaves I will be going to bed. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am hanging in there. I will be back on bus sometime tomorrow after program. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep. My nurse messed up my medication before he went on vacation. I was suppose to take Xanax ER at bedtime,and he was giving it to me in the morning,but my therapist and I got it corrected,so boy I slept great. I am getting ready for program and I am looking forward to going in. NO SI last night,that is great. I am hanging in there. I will be back on the bus when I get home sometime. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great day at progarm. I am just feeling somewhat depressed,but I don't know why,it is just the way I am feeling. I am going to do things around the apartment that are positive and hopefully write in my journal. I will be just fine. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on the bus later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I took a nap for awhile,cause I was tired. Then I wrote in my journal which helped me alot.My boy-friend is here and we are watching t.v.. I am feeling alright just feeling anxious,but I am trying to relax which is not that easy. I am hanging in there. I have day treatment program tomorrow and then at 4pm I am getting my haircut,which will make me feel better. Then Friday morning I have to go the hospital,cause I have to have a utrasound on my right breast,the last time I had one done it was negative,so this will be the last one,trying not to worry. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing.I will be back on later.taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night with my boy-friend. We just watched t.v.,and took it easy. He just went home to get some sleep and I will be doing the same thing soon. I have day treatment program tomorrow and I am looking forward to going in. Then I am going to get my haircut at 4pm and my boy-friend is going with me. I did write in my journal also. I did not do any SI tonight that is great. I have bad cramps,due to my monthly. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am feeling alright. I will be back on the bus sometime tomorrow. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a great night sleep. I am getting ready for program and I am looking forward to going in. After program at 4pm, I am getting my hair cut my boy-friend is taking me. I am doing alright and feeling pretty good. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am going to have a good day. I will be back on the bus later after I get things done. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I just got home from program,the groups went great. I am going to take it easy for awhile till my boy-friend gets here to take me to get my haircut.Then we are going to relax and watch t.v.. Iam feeling pretty good,just got bad cramps,otherwise I am doing alright. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I also had a great talk with my therapist,she helped me alot. I will be back on the bus later. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing alright. I went go get my haircut and it looks real nice, After we got back,we both took a nap,cause I was soo tired out. We are going to visit some friends in a little while. I am feeling alright. I have to get up at 7:30,cause I have to go to the hostipal for my test at 9:30 on my right breast. I am doing alright,just a little nervous.I did not do any SI so far,that is great. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on the bus later. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I am doing just fine. My boy-friend and I had a great time visiting. Now we are going to watch t.v.,and take it easy. After he leaves I will be going to bed,cause I have to get up early. I am doing alright,just tired. I did not do any SI tonight and that is great. I have to go to the hospital in the morning,my case-manager is coming over in the afternoon,and then my friend is taking me out for lunch. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I will be back on the bus tomorrow sometime. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I just wanted to say Thanks for all the nice messages that I have received and it helped me alot. I will post here how I made out at the hospital tomorrow when I get home. Thanks so much. taking care of myself
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
Candy's Coping Thread
I had a nervous morning. I went to the hospital for my test,and I was waiting for a half a hour,and when I asked them what took so long,they told me that I was schedule for a mammangon and a utrasound on my right breast,but when they took me back it was for a utrasound,and they told me not to worry and the doctor who looked at the pictures was not worried,that is what I was told. I am trying to calm down and relax. I am going to be alright. I have my case-manager coming over and then later my friend is taking me out for lunch. I will be just fine. I am going to relax and watch t.v. NO SI last night.I just have to wait till I hear from my doctor,not going to worry till then. I will be back on later. taking care of myself.
I am in a dark place like a turtle afraid to deal with the pain that I do not want to feel,but eventually I will slowly face my pain,like the turtle when he comes out of his shell.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
To find yourself,think of yourself first.
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