Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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poisontongue
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Post by poisontongue » Fri Nov 09, 2007 6:01 am

Like I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel... and it's a train.
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Li'lRuby
meeting the neighbors
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Post by Li'lRuby » Fri Nov 09, 2007 6:23 am

I feel like SIing really bad....I'm shaking with the thought of it.
I want to punch a wall. I am feeling so frustrated and sad and guilty....
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
A. A. Milne
From book Winnie the Pooh

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Post by WishIKnew » Fri Nov 09, 2007 8:30 am

Overwhelmed, anxious
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:redstar:I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being :redstar:

Crash and Burn
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shannon88
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Post by shannon88 » Fri Nov 09, 2007 3:06 pm

jelous
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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Binayshee
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Post by Binayshee » Fri Nov 09, 2007 5:04 pm

happy and upbeat

which is great cause i haven't felt that way much lately
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shannon88
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Post by shannon88 » Fri Nov 09, 2007 5:05 pm

content
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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Rae Rae Badfingers
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Post by Rae Rae Badfingers » Fri Nov 09, 2007 9:29 pm

I feel sad, a bit disappointed, slightly hopeful, and loved.
<center>See you dance away
all this bitter pain
See you move in ways
beyond our days
In devotion I linger
And with drained veins
I falter again


Some deranged and some devour to haunt me down in my darkest hour</center>
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Post by shannon88 » Sat Nov 10, 2007 12:58 am

full
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poisontongue
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Post by poisontongue » Sat Nov 10, 2007 1:36 am

ah tired and dead
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Post by kittyfever » Sat Nov 10, 2007 3:39 am

fulfilled, but a bit lonely
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Post by labbaw » Sat Nov 10, 2007 7:26 am

Lonely, tired, irritable, needy and withdrawn all at the same time. I definitely need to pamper myself.
There is a reason for everything.
Hugs welcome
SI-free since Sept 3 2008

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shannon88
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Post by shannon88 » Sat Nov 10, 2007 5:01 pm

tired and out of it
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WishIKnew
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Post by WishIKnew » Sat Nov 10, 2007 5:02 pm

Sad, unwanted, useless, walking on eggshells, on the edge.
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:redstar:I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being :redstar:

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shannon88
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Post by shannon88 » Sat Nov 10, 2007 5:16 pm

blah
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Rae Rae Badfingers
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Post by Rae Rae Badfingers » Sat Nov 10, 2007 11:38 pm

Tired
Slightly confused
Unwanted
<center>See you dance away
all this bitter pain
See you move in ways
beyond our days
In devotion I linger
And with drained veins
I falter again


Some deranged and some devour to haunt me down in my darkest hour</center>
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Post by troubles undone » Sun Nov 11, 2007 12:20 am

drunk. down. urgy.
strange
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"

"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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Post by Beasty » Sun Nov 11, 2007 12:43 am

helpless. lonely. yearning
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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amyfairy
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Nov 11, 2007 12:56 am

a bit anxious and rubbish
and lazy cause have a weekend off doing work cause i can't take it right now
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Nov 11, 2007 2:56 am

unwanted.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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Post by shannon88 » Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:57 am

happy
and who draws a perfect circle anymore
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