Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by wilson » Sun Nov 04, 2007 2:26 pm

i can see you. and it makes me feel more guilty
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Post by Spidey » Mon Nov 05, 2007 1:40 pm

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there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Nov 06, 2007 12:31 am

I'm scared.. that I'm going to drive myself right back to places I've been.. I'm slowly been making progress.. and I'm scared that I'm just going to toss it all away..

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Post by steady hands » Tue Nov 06, 2007 5:03 am

not si'ing scares the shit out of me.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Nov 06, 2007 11:16 am

i'm scared of what happens fter you die ,but.. what could be worse than this?
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Peege » Tue Nov 06, 2007 7:18 pm

not exactly a secret but... i can't do this.

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Post by caged bird » Tue Nov 06, 2007 10:15 pm

how come everyone's changed but me, grown up, living their lives, moved on, skinny, pretty, confident, and then there's me, what the fuck have i got to show for all this time

this isn't how it was supposed to be, and i'm scared.

i just can't
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Post by Beasty » Thu Nov 08, 2007 7:21 pm

I'm afraid that if I get healthy, I won't be interesting anymore and then I'll fade even farther into the background
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Post by Stripe » Thu Nov 08, 2007 7:29 pm

this was not the time for me to stop moaning in place. i havent been this su in ages. i dont know what to do
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Post by Li'lRuby » Fri Nov 09, 2007 6:25 am

I don't know how to talk to my Dad. I just hate him so much sometimes and other times I just feel so guilty around him. Why? Why this? Why all the nagging and the double crossed messages? Why now when I don't need any more stress?? WHY don't I have my knife...........????????????????
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Post by Binayshee » Fri Nov 09, 2007 4:06 pm

last night i dreamed i was having a romance with
some guy who looked like an irl version of otto
from the simpsons. :o and i looked at how
dorky he was, and was repulsed but at the
same time, i couldn't deny how attracted i
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Post by innerpain » Fri Nov 09, 2007 4:28 pm

there is a funny song on youtube called secret by adam sandler look it up
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Post by caged bird » Fri Nov 09, 2007 4:42 pm

i want someone to give me a reason to be able to totally fall apart, becasue living on the edge like this is pure torture.
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs

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Post by Callisto » Sat Nov 10, 2007 1:14 am

i feel like im losing my mind

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Post by labbaw » Sat Nov 10, 2007 7:22 am

I'm scared that I'm always going to be on Disability and never amount to anything, never accomplish anything. I feel like a failure.
There is a reason for everything.
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Post by Scatterbrain » Sat Nov 10, 2007 9:07 am

I'm afraid that I'm starting to go backwards, or just in the totally wrong direction.

I want to tell you.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by Callisto » Sun Nov 11, 2007 3:05 am

whoever said that it was better to have loved and lost is a liar. its better never to have loved, that way there's no chance of you getting hurt when its lost.

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Post by Silent_Tears » Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:58 am

*i thought it better to delete than be in question*
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Post by Li'lRuby » Sun Nov 11, 2007 5:41 am

Why should I stop?? SI is a dance...sometimes you lead sometimes you follow. Right now I'm following....
The old grey donkey, Eeyore stood by himself in a thistly corner of the Forest, his front feet well apart, his head on one side, and thought about things. Sometimes he thought sadly to himself, "Why?" and sometimes he thought, "Wherefore?" and sometimes he thought, "Inasmuch as which?" and sometimes he didn't quite know what he was thinking about.
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Post by joeygirl » Sun Nov 11, 2007 6:12 am

caged bird wrote:i want someone to give me a reason to be able to totally fall apart, becasue living on the edge like this is pure torture.
If you get that reason I would like it too...
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