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fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Fri Oct 26, 2007 7:48 pm

Part of something that woman said to me the other day has stayed with me and now I'm even more reluctant to go to the police because of that.

Li'lRuby · Post by **Li'lRuby** » Sat Oct 27, 2007 12:05 am

I'm hating life. In a downward spiral and can't seem to get out. The thoughts keep shouting at me but everytime I focus they leave. I just want to cut. I want to get my supplies back from my T. Nothing works. I hate this.

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Sat Oct 27, 2007 2:34 pm

i wish i knew why it makes me so uncomfortable, i'm so fucking weird no one else has this problem

i'm so embarassed i must be a total freak

recovering/pastor · Post by **recovering/pastor** » Sun Oct 28, 2007 2:43 am

I've almost reached my lifelong goal, and I'm struggling with what comes next. Because I don't know if I can stand it if this is all there is.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Oct 28, 2007 12:37 pm

the fact that you told me that you reckon i'll never go through with it has just made me even more determined to do it, just to prove you wrong.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Sun Oct 28, 2007 8:04 pm

My heart is just about ready to give up now

Li'lRuby · Post by **Li'lRuby** » Sun Oct 28, 2007 8:11 pm

I'm so scared.

shannie1985 · Post by **shannie1985** » Mon Oct 29, 2007 6:38 am

I'm scared that my family are starting to realize how depressed I am.

figment · Post by **figment** » Mon Oct 29, 2007 6:58 am

I am my problem

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Mon Oct 29, 2007 7:36 am

i am still hung up on a man
i fell in love with over the internet
that i have never met
it's probably all the unknowns
feeding the fanatsy
i love fantasy
it's how i survived
fantasy is both "safe" and "exciting"
but it doesn't really get you where you want to be

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Mon Oct 29, 2007 7:56 am

i run away when i think someone might be starting to feel what i did

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Mon Oct 29, 2007 1:02 pm

i dont feel welcome here anymore. i feel like a pest

Chaocontrol6 · Post by **Chaocontrol6** » Mon Oct 29, 2007 1:30 pm

I feel scared that I'm wrecking everyone else's lives as well as my own, I hate it so much!

kendra · Post by **kendra** » Tue Oct 30, 2007 4:49 am

if my body can hurt me why can't I hurt it?
I WON'T GIVE IN DAMN IT I REFUSE
but it's so hard... why?

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Tue Oct 30, 2007 9:49 am

I was going to try and die today.

Now I'm too tired.

I'm sorry I even thought about it. I don't know what came over me. It was a bit automatic.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Tue Oct 30, 2007 11:18 am

i feel like i am a glutton for punishment.
because my feelings are so often meaningless - yet the results of them still hurt.
i'll never be anything to anyone i want to be someone to.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Wed Oct 31, 2007 4:09 pm

i think you've successfully made me so nervous now by all shouting at me yesterday that i keep making stupid mistakes........thanks for that.

twinkletears · Post by **twinkletears** » Wed Oct 31, 2007 5:03 pm

[size=0]one second im me the next i dont know who i am, i want to hurt let all the anger out but i dont i keep it inside and cut and what the thoughts in my head of all those "i deserve to die" etc, but you dont know so it cant hurt you or scare you just kill me but oh well i love you all i care is you.[/size]

caged bird · Post by **caged bird** » Wed Oct 31, 2007 9:29 pm

i.'.m. s.c.a.r.e.d............

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Wed Oct 31, 2007 10:37 pm

i think about her every single day.

bus

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