Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Oct 27, 2007 1:14 pm

So I'm just fucking about waiting for no fucking reason? Just fuck off and leave me alone.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Oct 27, 2007 8:30 pm

How much have you taken? How much?
FFS, What am I to you?

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Post by southsider » Sat Oct 27, 2007 9:05 pm

Fuck you. What the fuck is your problem?
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Post by Kaelyn » Sat Oct 27, 2007 9:54 pm

ffing chi people, if you ever wake me up again at 4am I'm gonna call the flat caretaker to get you evicted :evil:
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Post by southsider » Sun Oct 28, 2007 3:52 am

There are some times when I feel like I really miss you. Just a little. But mostly I'm glad you're out of my life.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Oct 28, 2007 1:42 pm

why do you call me so early
it annoys me and i tell you every week, DONT CALL ME SO EARLY ON MY DAY I GET TO SLEEP IN!

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Oct 28, 2007 3:02 pm

I'm not lying, I'm not. I'd die to prove to you that I'm not. Please believe me

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Post by twinkletears » Sun Oct 28, 2007 3:12 pm

listen to me
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Oct 28, 2007 3:18 pm

I am tired of the stupid voices in my head. I dont know whats real and whats not any more. its frustraiting! I dont know what to do any more

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Post by Callisto » Sun Oct 28, 2007 5:30 pm

i hope your fucking happy now.

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Post by troubles undone » Sun Oct 28, 2007 6:05 pm

can't you see that you are the problem, not the people around you?
are you that blind to your own actions that you insist on hurting the continually dragging down those that do actually care about you?
why they care, i don't know, because you are such a horrid, manipulative person. and you always will be. nothing will change who you are.

sometimes i like to believe that you are that fucked up you don't know what you are doing and what the effects are on those you have left behind, trampled on and questioning life. because of you. you have done this. you alone. and your twisted little mind games, fucking up other peoples lives.

you play the victim when really you are the one at fault.

its just a shame you can't see this, because now you are the one losing out.

some might call that karma.
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Post by shannie1985 » Sun Oct 28, 2007 7:32 pm

I want you to know I'm sorry for what I put you through. I realize that it wasn't fair for me to expect you to take care of me. I've learned from this whole mess. I'm going to get help.
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Post by Binayshee » Mon Oct 29, 2007 6:49 am

i feel embarrased that i'm still angry at you
i wish it didn't bother me anymore
i don't even know why i'm so angry
i guess because abandonment is uber painful for me
truth is, i barely knew you :lol:
and when i needed to talk to people for support
i had to tell them it was all over the internet :blush:

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Post by wilson » Mon Oct 29, 2007 7:59 am

i owe you my life but i cant bare to talk to you at the moment.
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Post by 5th section » Mon Oct 29, 2007 7:54 pm


no it wasn't comforting. It was bloody depressing & reminded me of a lot of things I didn't want to be reminded of, & I wish I hadn't gone.

and I know it's all my fault that I think that.



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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Oct 29, 2007 8:48 pm

I wouldnt dare tell you im in anything but a good mood cause you would just dive in and blow the little problems to extreams. You thrive on misery and have to make everyone feel misrible. You cant handle anyone being happier then you but if anyone dares to say they are not well, hell noone knows pain and suffering or has had it nearly as bad as you. You only want to be all loving and caring when there is a family tragidy or death. You are so pathetic. Why dont you just stay out of my life! I dont care that your life is so misrible. If its so bad make it better, stop making everyone elce misrible just so you can feel better. I dont belive you when you say youve changed. You keep saying you have but slip right back to your usual misrible self cause we all know your not the one with the problem, its all me and im the one with the problems.

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Post by Neviah » Mon Oct 29, 2007 9:28 pm

i wish you'd never stopped me.

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Post by Beasty » Mon Oct 29, 2007 11:53 pm

-No te puedo amar. No te amaré.
Puedo decir estas palabras muchos tiempos, pero no se puede ser verdad.
Te quiero.
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Post by Callisto » Tue Oct 30, 2007 11:52 am

the fact that i know you've been making nasty comments about me means i now feel scared and paranoid and vulnerable here at work.....its making me want to run away before you too start bullying me

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Post by shannon88 » Tue Oct 30, 2007 6:27 pm

im sorry and i love you
and who draws a perfect circle anymore

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