Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- _MessedUp_
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why? you owe me that at least but you won'e even tell me. and that, that is what is killing me right now
"Life is like a beautiful melody only the lyrics are messed up"
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my cow
days SI free
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- sprouting branches
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ha all that time you thought you was perfect look at you now exactly what you didnt like glad your far away you can stay their too im glad your not with him anymore they didnt lke you anyway, you tried to ruin and my relationship now look at you what goes around comes around
:redstar::redstar: If you could look past my tears, past the fake smile on my face, see right inside me, feel my pain maybe then you would understand.:redstar::redstar:
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I'm sorry that I yelled. I'm sorry if I upset you. You really upset me too. I care about you more than I can tell you. I'm not the person you think I am. I am not so cold and callous and heartless. I have a heart. I have feelings, and you've seen them get hurt. I can't be totally open with you because I don't know how to trust right now. I want to curl up in your arms and for you to tell me in your quiet way that it will all be ok now, but that can never happen. You and I can be nothing more than what we are. I care deeply about you, but I think I need to move on.
Chaos Uncensored: My truest self
"I figure it's better to be known as merely nonconformist,
rather than nonconformist and a liar."
L, I've been looking back upon our relationship over the past few months and I've noticed a disturbing trend. You use me.
I'm not sure if you're aware of this or not, but you do.
---This summer, you whinged to me and asked for my help in breaking up with M and dating DJ. In case you didn't know, I liked you at the time. But I set aside whatever I was doing to help you, listen to you, and drive you to see DJ. Once school started up again, once you were dating DJ, and once you were on good terms with M, you ignore me completely.
---You call me about three weeks ago, sobbing into the phone, asking for me to help you out. Give advice, be comforting, and all that jazz. I didn't mind cause I cared about you. Then, once more, you were done with me.
---My last interaction with you was at lunch earlier this week. You come up to me, act all sweet, and ask for my cornbread. I tell you that I'm not getting cornbread. That was the last time you spoke to me.
Okay, I'm a pretty giving person when it comes to people that I care about and I'm happy to do it. But I do NOT like people taking advantage of me. I do not like being used. I put my own feelings aside to help you date this guy, I listen to you crying when you let him screw you before you were ready, and I always give you my food when you ask. No more.
FUCK YOU, L, fuck you.
I'm not sure if you're aware of this or not, but you do.
---This summer, you whinged to me and asked for my help in breaking up with M and dating DJ. In case you didn't know, I liked you at the time. But I set aside whatever I was doing to help you, listen to you, and drive you to see DJ. Once school started up again, once you were dating DJ, and once you were on good terms with M, you ignore me completely.
---You call me about three weeks ago, sobbing into the phone, asking for me to help you out. Give advice, be comforting, and all that jazz. I didn't mind cause I cared about you. Then, once more, you were done with me.
---My last interaction with you was at lunch earlier this week. You come up to me, act all sweet, and ask for my cornbread. I tell you that I'm not getting cornbread. That was the last time you spoke to me.
Okay, I'm a pretty giving person when it comes to people that I care about and I'm happy to do it. But I do NOT like people taking advantage of me. I do not like being used. I put my own feelings aside to help you date this guy, I listen to you crying when you let him screw you before you were ready, and I always give you my food when you ask. No more.
FUCK YOU, L, fuck you.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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M. do you know that it hurts me everyday you are in such a bad position? it hurts me that i was one of the things that got you there. but how can i help? i'm just the daughter, i'm pretty much useless.
sometimes when you talk to me, i can tell you think i'm made of stone. i'm not, i'm not strong and it really hurts. i'm really sorry. i'm trying, but you dont see. i just want some small sign that you recognise. i'm really trying.
P. again, you are in my head. i know now i'll never love someone as deeply as i loved you. i have to let go now.
sometimes when you talk to me, i can tell you think i'm made of stone. i'm not, i'm not strong and it really hurts. i'm really sorry. i'm trying, but you dont see. i just want some small sign that you recognise. i'm really trying.
P. again, you are in my head. i know now i'll never love someone as deeply as i loved you. i have to let go now.
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"My life's a mess"
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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i really wish you would fuck off out of my life.
really.
i dont care.
really.
i dont care.
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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i HATE formal wear, why are you doing this it's your project now you don't have to ruin the social aspect too
Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly
The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
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i dont fucking want to spend time with you. fuck off.
stop fucking going on at me.
what fucking difference does it make if im on the computer or sitting downstairs with you wtahcing something on tv i'd rather not watch? i mean, really? its pointless.
and why should i come off the computer and T gets to stay on his x box? because surely thats not fair.
and if id fucking gone out i wouldnt be here to spend time with you anyway.
you fuckwit.
stop fucking going on at me.
what fucking difference does it make if im on the computer or sitting downstairs with you wtahcing something on tv i'd rather not watch? i mean, really? its pointless.
and why should i come off the computer and T gets to stay on his x box? because surely thats not fair.
and if id fucking gone out i wouldnt be here to spend time with you anyway.
you fuckwit.
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
I'm going ccrraazzzzyyyyyy
I hope this football game is worth it. It fucking better be worth it.
You know you want to come...right?
I hope this football game is worth it. It fucking better be worth it.
You know you want to come...right?
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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yes, you'd better fucking look for it otherwise i'm going to fucking kill you. it cost me £50!! and you thought it might have fallen on the floor, so what you just LEFT IT THERE?!
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
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