Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by caged bird » Sat Oct 20, 2007 11:01 pm

i'm sorry i've lost you as a friend, i never wanted that, i know it's my fault and i wish things were differnt

help me change them
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Oct 21, 2007 9:46 am

if you asked me.. i wouldn't deny it.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Oct 21, 2007 3:06 pm

Thank you for remembering
Thank you for your kind words
Thank you for saying that you thought I sound really happy and content with my life. It really means a lot to hear you say that.

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Post by caged bird » Sun Oct 21, 2007 5:18 pm

i miss feeling like i belong with all of you, i hate it now i'm not a student anymore - i should have just moved away and forgotten all about this place, not tried to cling on
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
Running with scissors - Augusten Burroughs

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Post by mephistopheles » Sun Oct 21, 2007 5:38 pm

fuck off with your fucking word count :evil:
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by vampirelover » Sun Oct 21, 2007 7:15 pm

the smiles you think show happiness are fake most of the time.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Sun Oct 21, 2007 9:32 pm

one word describes how i feel right now and that is: fail.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Oct 22, 2007 2:59 am

I am weary of this new kindness. Do you have an ulterior motive or is it genuine? I dont know if I can take the mindmessing from you. I am unsure weather to let myself trust you for what if you turn around and hurt me again?

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Post by Binayshee » Mon Oct 22, 2007 4:41 am

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Post by poisontongue » Mon Oct 22, 2007 5:40 am

Lol, I feel kinda happy that your status says single.

And as for me, you're a jealous little bastard. And if you really like her why don't you do something about it? You're pathetic! *pats* Good twisted me.

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Post by last_day » Mon Oct 22, 2007 9:53 am

that kind of hurt.

I wish you could see it. I wish you could see the demons I face, so you could rid me of them, with His gift. I wish you could understand the trouble I think I'm facing, so you could help me. Your help -is- His help, I can't hear Him any other way, so I cling to you. I'm so worried that when you leave, there will be no way to hear at all, and I will stray away from His love... that, I worry about a lot.
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They go and they come
But the stars and the stillness
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Post by kissthesky___x » Mon Oct 22, 2007 11:54 am

everything i touch/care for/love either hurts or dies. i'm no good at this now. i just make things worse. i made everything worse. it's all my fault.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Mon Oct 22, 2007 2:10 pm

i'm really fucking trying. but it's hard when i don't know what to do. *sigh*

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Oct 22, 2007 2:42 pm

i just dont know what to think. I dont know if I can handle you back in my life

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Post by twinkletears » Mon Oct 22, 2007 4:02 pm

why do you have to keep going on about it


if you really loved me you wouldnt do this too me stop hurting me
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Oct 23, 2007 3:36 am

i'd ask you for help... if there was anything you could do.
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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 23, 2007 11:16 am

can't. do. this.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 23, 2007 6:19 pm

i don't want to do this anymore. i can't. :(

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Post by Peege » Tue Oct 23, 2007 8:31 pm

it's all i've got now. it's mine.
so drop it, stop fucking asking and leave it the hell alone!

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They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Post by troubles undone » Tue Oct 23, 2007 11:02 pm

i hate being alone.
and i can't sleep cos im sad.
and thoughts are racing.
and i feel sick.
i just want someone around.
i pretend i dont care, but i really really do.
i miss company, i hate silence and emptyness.
i want sleep.
i ache all over.
im worried about my elbow.

too many thoughts.
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It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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