The Worry Doll Thread

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by thewaves » Fri Oct 05, 2007 8:56 am

I'm worried that he'll change his mind about liking me, that if he looks at me close enough he'll see how ugly I really am. I'm worried that he'll be able to see how much weight I've gained this week. Mostly, I'm worried that I bore him. After all, I'm silly and pathetic enough to worry so much over what a guy thinks.
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Post by Beasty » Thu Oct 11, 2007 2:23 am

I'm worried that I won't get into the college that I really want to go to. I'm worried that giving away my tools won't help. I'm worried that I'll break. I'm worried that I'll never find someone that loves me for me and all of me.
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Oct 12, 2007 11:58 pm

i'm worried i'm going to si again
and then feel so guilty, i'll get stuck in the downward cycle again

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Post by wilson » Sat Oct 13, 2007 10:11 am

im worried im going to fail
im worried i wont get through her death anniversary.
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Post by vampirelover » Sat Oct 13, 2007 11:29 am

im worried il fail my exams
im worried my friends will turn to SI
im worried i cant stop SI
im worried il end up killing myself before september.
Im worried my parents hate me

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Post by Beasty » Mon Oct 15, 2007 4:28 pm

I'm worried that my dream college won't accept me.
I'm worried that if they give me a conditional acceptance, that I won't meet the conditions.
I'm worried that any conditions given will drive me into a state of constant panic.
I'm worried that if I get in, I won't find any friends there.
I'm worried that I will end up killing myself by the end of the year.
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Post by starcatuk » Mon Oct 15, 2007 5:12 pm

im worried ill never stop

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Post by Whats_this_for » Fri Oct 19, 2007 2:23 am

i'm worried about my mum.
i'm worried about my daughter.
i'm worried my husband is disgusted by me.
i'm worried that i'll have to see a doctor and feel so exposed.
i'm worried that my skin will never see the light of day again.
i'm worried that i'll si soon.
i'm worried that stress is causing my skin problems.
i'm worried that i'll never stop worrying.
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Post by red_viola » Mon Oct 22, 2007 3:34 am

i'm worried that i'm annoying everyone.
i'm worried that if i change back from being depresed no one will like me.
i'm worried that someone will tell on me.
i'm worried that my mom will be majorly disapointed in me if she finds out about my SIing.
i'm worried i'm making myself anemic.
i'm worried that my friends all secretly hate me.
i'm worried that this sounds like major whining right now and that you guys have much better things to do then read my worries.
i'm worried that i'll end up in the hospital.
i'm worried no one will like me once i'm better.
i'm worried i'm SIing for attention.
I'm worried that this is too long and it makes me look selfish.
i'm just plain worried...

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Post by twinkletears » Mon Oct 22, 2007 5:52 pm

im worried about everything every second that goes by im scared
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Post by shannie1985 » Tue Oct 23, 2007 5:16 am

I'm worried that he doesn't like me the way I like him

I'm worried that I won't get along with my new therapist.

I'm worried that I won't ever feel like myself again
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Post by Raiku » Tue Oct 23, 2007 9:47 pm

i worry ill die alone
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Post by wilson » Wed Oct 24, 2007 2:48 pm

im worried im not going to be welcome home.
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im over existing in limbo
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i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by amber_lynne10 » Sat Oct 27, 2007 3:29 am

Im worried that...

-My friends only like me because i put up with their crap and im their bank account

-Ill never succeed.

-He still loves her.

-People really deep down hate me.

-I will never be ok again.

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Post by Beasty » Sat Oct 27, 2007 10:42 pm

I'm worried that tonight will be a bad experience. If he asks me out I'll have to turn him down and I've never had to do that before. If he asks me to dance, I'll have to find some way to deal with my people-touching-me thing. AHHHHHHHHH
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Post by Kat_1313 » Tue Oct 30, 2007 12:03 pm

I'm worried that I won't get the job.
I'm worried that me and my boyfriend might have to move.
I'm worried for my cousin and her baby.
I'm worried that I won't be able to handle being a full time student and working if I do get the job.
I'm worried that I'll never be able to stop hurting myself, be it through drinking or SI.
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Post by shannie1985 » Thu Nov 01, 2007 7:15 am

I'm worried that everyone is going to be disappointed in me for losing my job.

I'm worried that he's going to lose interest in me and move on.

I'm worried that my therapy session will go badly and that she'll judge me or I will freeze up.

I'm worried that I've built these walls up too well and I won't be able to let anyone in even if I wanted to.
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Post by Beasty » Fri Nov 02, 2007 2:06 am

I'm worried that when I leave, everybody is going to forget about me
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Post by missmollie » Sat Nov 03, 2007 6:49 am

I'm worried that I'll never keep a regular sleep schedule again.

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Post by kittyfever » Fri Nov 09, 2007 10:15 am

I'm worried that I'll never be able to let "him" go..

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