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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by vampirelover » Sat Oct 13, 2007 11:25 am

stop telling me im going to fail.
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Post by Spidey » Sat Oct 13, 2007 7:21 pm

It's just a matter of time, now.

I have everything I need.

Soon it's going to be alright.

And I'll see you in the spring.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Oct 13, 2007 9:12 pm

Please stop saying such horrid things. You are my mother, you aren't meant to treat me this way. Please mummy, please.
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Post by twinkletears » Sun Oct 14, 2007 1:48 pm

why cant things just be easy for us for once
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Post by Callisto » Sun Oct 14, 2007 2:27 pm

im really scared right now.
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Post by Beasty » Sun Oct 14, 2007 3:58 pm

I want to call. I'm just scared that I won't have anything of use to say
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Oct 14, 2007 4:06 pm

im looking forward for next week. Are you going to call and bring back bad feelings or will you just leave me alone? Can you just accept that I am happy with my life? Can you accept that I am doing what makes me happy? Why cant you accept that I am happy. Do you know that when you call and doubt my happiness, it really brings me down? Do you do that on perpous to validate your view that I am not happy. Why cant you accept my desisisons?

Why do you insist I meet a man and get married. I cant bring myself to tell you I am lesbian as your lovely husband will just brainwash you more and tell you im lesbian because i hate men wich is NOT true. I dont hate men. I hate 1 man. and thats your husband.
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Post by WalkingStick » Mon Oct 15, 2007 2:46 am

K: i was going to tell you tonight. but you canceld our study plans... so i couldn't tell you anything.

Mom: i was going to try to tell you some stuff tonight.. but you came home sick and went straight to bed.

to both of you: i was actually going to try to open up today. and i got shot down twice. i know you guys didn't know that, and it wasn't your fault things came up... but it still really hurts.
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Post by LBC » Mon Oct 15, 2007 2:51 am

I miss you. I wish you'd say that you've changed your mind and that we could work on it.

You understood almost everything so well, and I'm scared I won't ever find that again.

The only thing that keeps me from contacting you is that one thing that you didn't understand, because I'm not up to having that conversation again.

You'll have to make the first move. I won't be that woman.

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If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan

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Post by troubles undone » Mon Oct 15, 2007 5:26 pm

oh bollocks.
shit.
fuck.
twat.

that just about sums it up :roll:
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And live for the moment now"

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Post by 5th section » Mon Oct 15, 2007 5:30 pm

of course I lied. Would you have said any different?
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Mon Oct 15, 2007 8:53 pm

I want to feel special, particularly as it's my birthday tomorrow. Instead I just feel a failure and alone. Where are you?
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Post by Beasty » Mon Oct 15, 2007 10:49 pm

What made me think that I could do this? What in God's name possessed me? I can't do this shit. I just can't
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Oct 15, 2007 11:05 pm

are you mad at me
I am afraid to ask incase you arnt but I dont want you to keep being mad at me if i said something wrong. I wish i could tell you how i feel.
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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 16, 2007 1:53 pm

i may as well not be a part oft this family. everything i do is wrong.
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Oct 16, 2007 2:26 pm

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Post by Neviah » Tue Oct 16, 2007 10:06 pm

stop making me feel like shit. i feel low enough without you stamping me further into the ground.
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Post by LBC » Wed Oct 17, 2007 4:48 am

You were supposed to be a part of this. What were you thinking?

What. Were. You. THINKING??

I want to say, "Your loss," shrug, and leave it, but it's my loss too. :(
If you believe everyone is the future
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan

You always have a choice.
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Post by WalkingStick » Wed Oct 17, 2007 4:57 am

i hope this isn't a mistake you're making.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Oct 17, 2007 1:07 pm

im not stupid and pathetic thank you
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