Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Mon Oct 08, 2007 8:36 pm

Mum: Get out. You do not have any rights to go through my stuff like that, bitch. And don't be so complacent, tell me you're allowed to when you've not been able to trust me. That's not how you're going to build up trust you stupid cow.

Dad: Why bother asking me what I want to eat if you're not preprared to listen or get it right? There was fuck all getting me that food, now i just feel ill for eating it.

S.: You can't treat me like a 2nd gf. Anyone who saw us last week would haev thought we're together. Which is not something that needs to be thought. Sure, we're friends, we're close, but talking to me like that, touching/hugging/kissing me like that. Not on. But if I tell you to your face I know it'll go weird again. So what can I do?! *helpless*

R.: I'm really sorry for being such a horny bitch the other night. You'll either get used or sod off. And I'm sorry cause you're a nice guy, I never meant to hurt you (wow, an apology in advance)

G.: I find it soooo hard to keep up this joking pretence of being together. When we're blates not. It's hard on my head. But how do I tell you this? I hope Thursday goes well for you girl, love you.

That feels better, just wish I could say the last 3 to their faces :-?

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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Oct 08, 2007 9:38 pm

i'm sad because you didn't listen. i'm sad because for the past three or so years, this is a part of me you have totally ignored. i'm sad because you can't encourage me to take a risk, or support me just for the hell of it. i'm sad because when it comes to things like this you are my mother and not my friend. i'm sad because i can't explain to you why this means so much to me. i'm sad because you've never treated me like a teenager, but today you did.
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Post by volta » Mon Oct 08, 2007 10:19 pm

i'm sorry.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Oct 08, 2007 11:40 pm

why do you have to be so frustraiting

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Post by Beasty » Tue Oct 09, 2007 1:36 am

Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
Do not call.
Please call.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Oct 09, 2007 1:58 am

whats with the .0 stuff. I just dont get this .02 or 5.07. What do the numbers after the . mean anyways?

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Post by Arcana » Tue Oct 09, 2007 3:11 am

so, you have my cell number and my e-mail...anytime you want to talk to me, you can reach me...please do
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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 09, 2007 6:35 pm

i'm tired of bothering. if you don't fucking want me to do well then i fucking won't. simple as.

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Post by daisy_chain » Tue Oct 09, 2007 8:13 pm

I hate how much i depend on you, and you dont even realise.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Oct 09, 2007 8:18 pm

you are just really acting weird. Why are you acting the way you are?

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Oct 09, 2007 8:53 pm

i don't understand why you're doing it to yourself, why everyone is going it to themselves.
almost like a competition. the latest trend.
it's not right.
am i the only one that can see that. :-?
or am i jealous.

i don't understand
there is so much more to life than you, than me.

look outside. look at the world. look at someone other than you and you'll realise how easy you've got it.

(not directed at anyone)

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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Oct 09, 2007 8:57 pm

don't you dare turn out to be using me again. i can't deal with that.

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Post by twinkletears » Tue Oct 09, 2007 9:36 pm

why did you rush of so quick weh nim helping you out why dont you help me
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Oct 09, 2007 9:55 pm

why wont you talk to me?

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Post by Beasty » Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:04 am

My grandmother is on the hospital and she's probably just begun the beginning of the end of her life.

Worst part is, I feel absolutely no sadness or loss. I couldn't really care less. I'm such a horrible person.
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Post by kittyfever » Wed Oct 10, 2007 12:43 am

I've been missing my "ex" more and more..*sighs* I'm sorry, and I don't know why I still care.

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Post by Callisto » Wed Oct 10, 2007 2:03 pm

the fact that you keep publically ignoring me is really starting to upset me. at least have the decency to acknowledge me as your friend rather than playing this little game where you ignore me in public and make it look as though im desperately chasing after you when i'm not but act all best friend-y with me in private.

you need to grow up and stop caring so much about your "rep" (not that you have one anyway) because acting this way is just fucking pathetic.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Oct 10, 2007 2:09 pm

Why must you do this to yourself
Why do you always work yourself up into an angry bit of nothingness
Why cant you be nicer to yourself
Why cant you let others into your life
Why do you have to be so withdrawn

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Post by fishhead » Wed Oct 10, 2007 3:12 pm

I wish that you called or responded to my messages.. You changed my life and now we never talk.. :/ It hurt that you didn't call to tell me you weren't going to show up last night.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Oct 10, 2007 4:14 pm

what you did late night was horrible, and no matter how many times you explain your behavior it's not going to make me understand or feel less hurt.

i understand this is a difficult time for you. i need you to acknowledge that i understand because the way you treat me at the moment, like i'm an idiot and don't get anything, is pushing me away from you when we need eachother most.
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.

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