who are you right now? *lang trigs*

[JustMe118]

i am...
hard working
reliable
sad
offended

i am not...
happy
a quitter

i feel...
abandoned
alone
stressed

i want...
someone to care

i need...
love

i have...
stress

i love...
i don't know

i hate...
the people who caused this situation

[Beasty]

i am... in existence

i am not... dependant on others

i feel... broken

i want... comforting

i need... to stop shaking

i have... a dilemma

i love... robin, my puppies, sorbet

i hate... the fact that I'm not always strong enough

[Never Again]

holy frick this'll be grand.

i am...



a dbt reject. no, for real. holy fuck, even my dbt coach won't return my calls.

quite sought after by alcoholics, crack heads, unemployed potheads, married men and 45 yr olds.

transparent. he knows that i f'd with her head. he knows i took her down. i dont know how but he knows. he sees right thru my game.

not on illegal drugs, but nobody believes me.

unable to breathe. pdoc says it's psychosomatic. big word, huh?

completely out of control.

[musicismylife101]

i am...

-smart
-trusting
-loyal
-talkative
-naive
-realistic
-loving

i am not...

-another stupid prep
-a slut
-gangsta
-skinny
-beautiful

i feel...
-helpless
-loving
-loyal
-tired

i want...
-perfection
-jhp

i need...
-my best friend back
-my confidence back
-my blanket
-the future
-the past
-a tutor

i have...

-an amazing boyfriend
-great friends
-a huge heart
-low self esteem
-lots of questions


i love...
-my friends
-music
-fashion
-jhp
-mountains

i hate...
-myself
-science
-self abuse [even though that makes me a hypocrite because i have an ed]
-abuse in general
-hott weather
-stereotypes.

[musicismylife101]

i am...

-smart
-trusting
-loyal
-talkative
-naive
-realistic
-loving

i am not...

-another stupid prep
-a slut
-gangsta
-skinny
-beautiful

i feel...
-helpless
-loving
-loyal
-tired

i want...
-perfection
-jhp

i need...
-my best friend back
-my confidence back
-my blanket
-the future
-the past
-a tutor

i have...

-an amazing boyfriend
-great friends
-a huge heart
-low self esteem
-lots of questions


i love...
-my friends
-music
-fashion
-jhp
-mountains

i hate...
-myself
-science
-self abuse [even though that makes me a hypocrite because i have an ed]
-abuse in general
-hott weather
-stereotypes.

[musicismylife101]

i am...

-smart
-trusting
-loyal
-talkative
-naive
-realistic
-loving

i am not...

-another stupid prep
-a slut
-gangsta
-skinny
-beautiful

i feel...
-helpless
-loving
-loyal
-tired

i want...
-perfection
-jhp

i need...
-my best friend back
-my confidence back
-my blanket
-the future
-the past
-a tutor

i have...

-an amazing boyfriend
-great friends
-a huge heart
-low self esteem
-lots of questions


i love...
-my friends
-music
-fashion
-jhp
-mountains

i hate...
-myself
-science
-self abuse [even though that makes me a hypocrite because i have an ed]
-abuse in general
-hott weather
-stereotypes.

[DecemberLivy]

i am...
putting off going home

i am not...
going to cry

i feel...
lonely
relaxed
warm

i want...
him to ring me, email me, anything, and say he loves me.
i'd die for it

i need...
him to say it, once wasn't enough
i need to be reminded

i have...
art coursework to do, i'm ignoring it

i love...
philip, with all my heart
i miss him

i hate...
mid-morning panic attacks,
him being away from me
this hunger i'm trying to suppress

[twinkletears]

i am - nothing

i am not - a bad person

i feel - alone, scared

i want - to be in my fiances arms forever

i need - to be loved

i have - the best man in the world

i love - him soooooooooo much

i hate - the people commenting my life making me feel like shit.

[Cellardoor]

i am... going to try harder.

i am not... ever going back there.

i feel... like im walking a tightrope.

i want... to be so safe.

i need... to look after myself.

i have... so much potential.

i love... my gf more than ive ever loved anyone.

i hate...not knowing how to fix her.

[Beasty]

i am...
trying.
breaking.
in debt

i am not...
sorry.
as strong as I need to be.

i feel...
naked.
dead.

i want...
a hug.
some relief.

i need...
to be able to trust
to be able to talk on the frigging phone for gods sakes

i have...
no tools.
a shitload of work.
a problem.

i love...
her.
sleep.
my couch.

i hate...
being like this.
almost everyone.
how another she uses me.

[me12323]

i am...

A strong, independant woman.

i am not...
commiting SI

i feel...
Tired
Afraid
Sad

i want...
To feel better

i need...

stronger meds!!!!
rest
somebody who cares.
my racing thoughts and flashbacks to go bye-bye for good!

i have...
2 dogs and a cat

i love...
my husband
my 2 dogs and my cat

i hate...

feeling like it is so hard to cope.


just.... me

[twinkletears]

i am useless

i am not good enough

i feel lonely, scared, anxious

i want to have our normal life

i need it to be over

i have lost my mind

i love my fiance

i hate my enemy

[Arcana]

I am
cold
tired
stressed
way too idealistic


I am not
appreciated
losing enough weight
with it
happy


I feel
scooped out and empty
numb


I want
him
a hug
for this to go away


I need
to study
to put on a sweatshirt


I have
two midterms to study for
to get a grip on what will and will not realistically happen

I love
my sisters
sleeping
food

I hate
food
being awake
constantly being cold
feeling this way

[treasure]

i am... listening to nice music, waiting for a poker game online to start and trying to deal with my random sad thoughts and feelings.

i am not... going to give up.

i feel... sad, tired, warm, alive.

i want... some company, some clear direction, something to help me keep going, to keep to, and extend, my 2 months si free.

i need... to be nicer to myself, to plan for the future instead of avoiding the idea.

i have... a pile of novels i should read that don't seem to interest me any more.

i love... my computer, and the internet.

i hate... feelings that make it difficult to see hope.

[shannie1985]

i am...
barely myself
alone
trying

i am not...
going to succumb to these feelings
stuck here

i feel...
alone
unwanted
sad
empty

i want...
to be myself again
to feel loved

i need...
someone to hold my hand
help

i have...
tomorrow

i love...
my family
my best friend

i hate.
myself sometimes
feeling so alone

[VowsOfSadness]

i am...
often fearfull

i am not...
happy

i feel...
scared

i want...
to be happy. to get over this

i need...
comfort

i have...
stress

i love...
texts. laughing

i hate...
bad memories

[zombiepeople]

i am...
16 years old
allergic to my guinea pigs
still having issues
seemingly stuck
afraid of driving

i am not...
worth much
recovering well from past trauma
sure what to do with the rest of my life
looking forward to my senior year

i feel...
confused
terrified
tired
stressed

i want...
to not have to go to work today
a better computer
a better digestive system
some sherbert

i need...
to be able to get over things and on with my life
stability
comfort
to go grocery shopping

i have...
bad vision
a lot of earrings
many fears
doubts
anxiety
a job
many responsabilities

i love...
being able to relax
cooking
tea
cats
all of my pets
rainy days
sunny days
thunderstorms
fireworks
insence

i hate...
fussy children that are ignored by their parents
when food spoils
having to grow up
the memories
missing people who are gone
always being afraid
feeling full
myself
many people
diet commertials
mosquito bites
spiders
fights that ruin friendships

[DecemberLivy]

i am...
alone, again.

i am not...
where I should be. where everyone else is.

i feel...
so angry at myself, for being the way I am.
fustrated I can't live like other people.

i want...
to be satisfied with myself, and for others to be satisfied with me.
i almost want... to have no expectations for myself. then I wouldn't care.

i need...
someone to tell me i'm not anti social and weird, that I'm normal

i have...
so much, and yet so little to do.

i love...
being alone, but I hate myself for it.

i hate..
enjoying my own company
seeing others my age far for happier and fulfilled, doing what they are supposed to do.

[VowsOfSadness]

i am...
fat. scared. bored. dull. crazy. reckless.

i am not...
doing the things I should be.

i feel...
confused. fake. blank.

i want...
to feel better.

i need...
jonnycakes back

i have...
a lot in the way of friends. if I would really think about it

i love...
being around people. being out. being reckless

i hate..
seeing happy couples ... i can't help it

[yellow_submarine]

i am...
-a person.
-18 years old.
-alive.
-loving.
-going to succeed.

i am not...
-dead.
-going to let myself down.

i feel...
-tired.
-alone.

i want...
-to be thin.
-a hug.
-to fall in love, for real this time.

i need...
-to do well in school.
-a friend.

i have...
-to stop over-analyzing everything.
-to get myself under control.
-to do well this year.

i love...
-my dogs.
-drama-free nights with friends.
-to laugh.

i hate...
-stereotypes.
-not having a friend to talk to.
-the fact that my dad is in pain.