Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Arcana » Wed Sep 26, 2007 3:35 pm

please tell me you're not all dumb enough to believe i fell on a cactus... although i would really appreciate it if you were, atm
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Sep 27, 2007 11:55 am

I'm really tempted right now

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Post by Binayshee » Thu Sep 27, 2007 1:03 pm

i'm afraid that i'm "unlovable" :bawl:

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Post by Never Again » Sat Sep 29, 2007 2:38 am

been nauseous all day. slept with a 45 yr old co-worker that i dont even LIKE 6 days ago. i'm so fucked up. cant take a test until 4 days before my period, whenever the fuck that is, but i know right now is too early.

cant take my anti-anxiety meds if i am pregnant. so i'm freaking the hell out and can't get any relief. how am i going to make it????!!!!!

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Post by Scatterbrain » Sat Sep 29, 2007 2:49 am

I want to get fucked up.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

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Post by Arcana » Sat Sep 29, 2007 5:58 am

when this sort of stuff happens, i always think: "why not just act like the whore you are, because you fucking asked for this"
"I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not."-- Kurt Cobain

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Sep 30, 2007 12:28 am

I don't want to wake up ever again

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Post by Spidey » Sun Sep 30, 2007 1:54 am

I want to turn back time.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Kaelyn » Sun Sep 30, 2007 9:57 am

I feel disgusted about myself for eating the amounts of food a normal person is supposed to eat
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Post by Beasty » Sun Sep 30, 2007 2:41 pm

For the past two weekends, I've gone to your church just to hear you sing. You weren't there. But I'm coming again today. Everyone thinks I'm converting or something, but it's not true: I can't see myself believing in God. I just want to hear you sing.
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Post by kissthesky___x » Sun Sep 30, 2007 3:16 pm

i don't really know if i'm saying the right things. i'm probably just making things worse.

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Post by steady hands » Mon Oct 01, 2007 3:37 am

the idea of recovery scares me.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Oct 01, 2007 6:30 pm

i seem to only be able to exist in 3 states at the moment:

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--crying and desperately lonely

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Post by musicismylife101 » Tue Oct 02, 2007 7:22 am

im scared that every mistake i make will never leave
i feel as though i don't deserve love.
i feel that anyone who loves me will leave me because im too difficult

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Post by Beasty » Fri Oct 05, 2007 12:49 am

I constantly check my email, hoping that I received something from you, even though I know that you will never write.
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Post by Arcana » Fri Oct 05, 2007 1:03 am

I still really like you, you know, even if people say you're not worth chasing... I wish you'd prove them wrong
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Post by twinkletears » Fri Oct 05, 2007 12:04 pm

i want to be even more skinny

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Post by poisontongue » Sat Oct 06, 2007 4:56 am

I can't tell if you're really my friend or not, if you betrayed me or if I betrayed you, and who's forgiven who.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Sat Oct 06, 2007 6:14 am

I can't do this anymore.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by rawhead » Sat Oct 06, 2007 6:22 am

i dont care if i am in dangerous situations, because i want something bad can happen so i can explain why im always so sad.
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