Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Sep 19, 2007 6:06 pm

I'm scared that I am making the wrong decisions.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Thu Sep 20, 2007 6:41 am

I want to dissapear.

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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Sep 20, 2007 11:47 am

there's nothing at all....that malkes me want to get better. there's just emptiness
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by wilson » Thu Sep 20, 2007 3:20 pm

I give up trying to send you hints. there is no point anymore. i give up telling anyone anything. cos its useless.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Sep 20, 2007 6:27 pm

I got really triggered because a woman sat next to me on the train. What has it come too, can't I have anyone near me anymore for fear of them hurting me?

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Sep 21, 2007 12:40 am

I don't feel well.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by balletomane » Fri Sep 21, 2007 3:09 am

I *really* like him. I wish I didn't.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Sep 21, 2007 1:37 pm

I really wonder how long I can carry on this "normal" life. It's just routine so it looks like my home-life is normal but my routine is cracking and I don't think I can carry on with it much longer.

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Post by Cellardoor » Fri Sep 21, 2007 7:01 pm

ive never been under so much pressure before.
i think if i carry on like this i might seriously fall again.
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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Sep 22, 2007 10:01 am

i'm confused.
and i'm a bit scared. because this is how it always starts.
loneliness...overpowering. but unable to make any effort. can't manage anything beyond the basics.
so sad. but too tired to change./
it is the worst feeling in the world.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sat Sep 22, 2007 6:27 pm

It's happening again

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Post by mephistopheles » Sat Sep 22, 2007 7:02 pm

you're cute.

why do you like me?
why do you want this?
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Post by Beasty » Sun Sep 23, 2007 12:38 am

I have gotten my first large tastes of exacting revenge this week and I loved it. Two people's situations will be screwed with because they screwed up mine. I feel like God. This isn't a good sign.
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sun Sep 23, 2007 6:04 pm

i'm only with him because i can't find a plausible excuse to dump him without getting him mad at me... i want out, but i can't stand hurting him... and i don't even know why i want out... he's sweet... and it's not like i don't like him... i know it's just my mind screwing with me... it's my head... but i really want out... :cry:
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Post by figment » Mon Sep 24, 2007 2:28 pm

I have never felt so alone.
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RIP 27.12.08
I'll miss you forever. Xx

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Post by Callisto » Tue Sep 25, 2007 12:57 pm

i can't trust anyone now....because the one person i trusted most has lied to my face.

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Sep 25, 2007 1:52 pm

i feel like i want to si again, but i'm recovered so i can't.
but i really want too

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Post by Arcana » Tue Sep 25, 2007 2:36 pm

although i haven't seen or really communicated with him for three months, I still like him. I still turn my head when i think i see him... and i wonder if he still likes me, if he ever did
"I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not."-- Kurt Cobain

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Sep 26, 2007 1:43 pm

I really need professional help right now

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Post by Cellardoor » Wed Sep 26, 2007 3:17 pm

my mum just tried to reach out to me and i told her i was fine fine fine and im managing very very well.

im such an ass.
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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)

FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

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