Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by vanishing » Sun Sep 23, 2007 3:42 pm

I thought I was ready to have pictures of you around, but I came across one by accident a few days ago and I can't even describe how strange I felt.

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Post by troubles undone » Sun Sep 23, 2007 5:04 pm

get a fucking life, okay?
seriously, the sooner you realise no-one gives a fuck about your so called crisis, the sooner we can all move on and you can start actually doing something with your life as opposed to being an attention seeking whore.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Sep 23, 2007 5:18 pm

shut up shut up shut up, how am i supposed to concentrate with that racket you are making in the kitchen :x

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Post by 5th section » Sun Sep 23, 2007 5:33 pm

no it is not a pose. after what you know, I can't believe you think that. and if not why did you say it?
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Post by Binayshee » Mon Sep 24, 2007 12:00 am

*edited* :blkstar:
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Post by last_day » Mon Sep 24, 2007 2:31 am

I'm afraid that you're really unhappy with being here. And while I can accept that, and know you have other things to do in the grand scheme of things, I'm afraid you'll leave to do them, and you won't remember me. Or, worse, that I won't truly remember you. It's not even a matter of remembering-- I know I will remember who you are, I just may not remember what you are. Your true nature will decay, your essence will be skewed. I don't know what will happen after that. I may forget who I have to be; I may forget to love, because you are my constant reminder. I can accept your leaving, that's ok; I know it's the path that's been set out for you. I just can't accept what may come because of that- both my own and your feelings will change, and that's what scares me and is what I worry about.

But, alas...
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Mon Sep 24, 2007 10:39 am

please phone me, please please.

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Post by kissthesky___x » Mon Sep 24, 2007 6:00 pm

i love it when you hug me. your squeezy hugs are the best. ily <3

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Post by HakunaMatata » Mon Sep 24, 2007 9:01 pm

Don't fucking plea for attention like that then bloody refuse any helop, or deny shit.
Cause thats pointless and worries people.
SO dont get mad at me for trying to help/checking youre safe, im sorry we dont talk enough now to know you dont hurt yourself anymore, i was just trying to be nice Next time i wont bothershall i.

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Post by Cellardoor » Mon Sep 24, 2007 9:48 pm

hello, can i make a sooner apointment?


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Post by vanishing » Mon Sep 24, 2007 11:28 pm

I really wish you'd say the right thing.

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Sep 25, 2007 12:05 am

i'm scared of my future, i'm scared of my life and what i'm going to do with it
i never planned for the long-term
i'm so scared of failing and not living up to expectations
i'm so scared i'm going to turn lazy

i am so terrified of everything really
it makes me not able to breathe very well

sometimes i just want to go home :(
i know i can't give up

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Post by Callisto » Tue Sep 25, 2007 2:42 pm

i hate you.

i hate you for making me feel like this.

i hate you for lying.

i hate you for betraying me.

i hate you for not caring.

i hate you so much for how desperately hopeless and worthless you've made me feel right now.

and yet i'd still take you back if you asked me too.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Tue Sep 25, 2007 3:45 pm

oh and of course you have to f*cking bring them into it

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Post by kissthesky___x » Tue Sep 25, 2007 7:36 pm

i wish you'd learn to give messages properly you stupid fuck.

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Sep 26, 2007 12:51 am

i want to cut an di'm meat to be RECOVERED

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Post by cariad » Wed Sep 26, 2007 1:47 am

I *know* its for the best and i am doing the right thing but i am damn scared. and i pretended to her it was much more okay than it was because saying "i want to die" while hugging a bumble bee cushion puts my teeth on edge...but it is true.

i love her i miss her.
but i am so very glad i found my little pixie, even if T is turning out to be a jerk and i miss emma so so much, at least i have someone.

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Post by Arcana » Wed Sep 26, 2007 3:37 am

don't act nice to me because you act nice to everyone and don't want to hurt my feelings. act nice to me because you like me-- and let me fucking know in some way. i like you, but you're driving me up a wall here because i can't tell if you're being honest with me. and i don't care if that's one of the most hypocritical things i could say at the moment, because i lied to so many people so many times today, but it's true. i like you more than i'd like to admit, so please don't crush me like every other guy has...
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Post by Callisto » Wed Sep 26, 2007 9:13 am

i don't know whats destroying me more right now....the hurt, the paranoia or just seeing you being so damn happy when i feel so low.

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Post by Beasty » Wed Sep 26, 2007 4:08 pm

Do you hear the small cracking sound? That is me.
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