touch me again, fucker...and i will have you arrested...
i don't care who you think you are...
make my day, touch me again...
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southsider
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you fail at being a decent human being. 
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i miss you. so fucking much.
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oh. shut. the. fuck. up. already. nobody wants to fucking hear it. so what you want dreads you'll look like an idiot anyway. oh, and i don't fucking care that you have someone and i don't. i'm fucking happy as i am, thank you very much.
so shut the fuck up before i fucking shut you up. honestly.
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oh. shut. the. fuck. up. already. nobody wants to fucking hear it. so what you want dreads you'll look like an idiot anyway. oh, and i don't fucking care that you have someone and i don't. i'm fucking happy as i am, thank you very much.
so shut the fuck up before i fucking shut you up. honestly.
why would you do that? why would you spend
all that time convincing me that you thought
i was great and that you cared more than
you've ever cared about anyone else, only
to dump me without saying goodbye? god
i feel so angry and frustated with that.
why coudlnt you just say goodbye?
why couldn't you endure the discomfort
for my sake? because you had a responsbility
by that time to end things the right way. you
aren't five years old, you're thirty. i guess i
should have listened to you when you said
"i'm a c*nt* instead of trying to make you
feel better. i guess you were telling me the
truth.
all that time convincing me that you thought
i was great and that you cared more than
you've ever cared about anyone else, only
to dump me without saying goodbye? god
i feel so angry and frustated with that.
why coudlnt you just say goodbye?
why couldn't you endure the discomfort
for my sake? because you had a responsbility
by that time to end things the right way. you
aren't five years old, you're thirty. i guess i
should have listened to you when you said
"i'm a c*nt* instead of trying to make you
feel better. i guess you were telling me the
truth.
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southsider
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Ha!
I am not surprised that your most recent relationship failed just like ours did. You really do suck at interacting with other people.
I am not surprised that your most recent relationship failed just like ours did. You really do suck at interacting with other people.
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"If you really want to stay clean, you will find a way. If not, you will find an excuse."
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sweetelisum
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There are so many things I want to ask, to say to you.
Why? first and foremost. What happened? I wish I could stop wondering/feeling/caring for you, but I can't. I feel like this is something that will always plague me, as I doubt we will ever have the opportunity to speak again. I can't recall one day in 6 1/2 years(since the first time who made me feel like life was worth living again) that i haven't thought of you fondly and so much wanted to be in close proximity.
I'm really sorry. You could care less...and i couldn't care more.
Why? first and foremost. What happened? I wish I could stop wondering/feeling/caring for you, but I can't. I feel like this is something that will always plague me, as I doubt we will ever have the opportunity to speak again. I can't recall one day in 6 1/2 years(since the first time who made me feel like life was worth living again) that i haven't thought of you fondly and so much wanted to be in close proximity.
I'm really sorry. You could care less...and i couldn't care more.
"Hinged to forgetfulness
like a door,
she slowly closed out of
sight,
and she was the woman I loved,
but too many times she slept like
a mechanical deer in my caresses,
and I ached in the metal silence
of her dreams."
-Richard Brautigan
like a door,
she slowly closed out of
sight,
and she was the woman I loved,
but too many times she slept like
a mechanical deer in my caresses,
and I ached in the metal silence
of her dreams."
-Richard Brautigan
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StevieLynn
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I hate it when you act like this. I love you and it hurts me so much to hear you talking about suicide so flippantly. I feel guilty for not being able to fix you, even though I know that I can't. I wish you could see how much this hurts me. I love you.
Love,
Stevie
Love,
Stevie
In Which Something Oooh Occurred
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
--Dar Williams
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not being able to go to your gig on saturday is hurting me more than i let on because i don't want you to feel bad about it.
i know i act like i don't care that i can't see you at times but i do care. a lot lot more than i show because everytime i know im not going to be seeing you for ages it kills me inside.
not being able to go to your gig on saturday is hurting me more than i let on because i don't want you to feel bad about it.
i know i act like i don't care that i can't see you at times but i do care. a lot lot more than i show because everytime i know im not going to be seeing you for ages it kills me inside.
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wilson
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why the fuck didn't you have the guts to tell me the truth and break up with your fucking girlfriend withou getting me involved. hate you so so so much right now
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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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stop with the attention seeking, everyone sees through it 
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
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now your not around, its obviousl that no-one actually gives a fuck.
which works miracles for the zero self confidence i have.
thankyouvery much.
i dont know why i bother anymore. i really dont.
which works miracles for the zero self confidence i have.
thankyouvery much.
i dont know why i bother anymore. i really dont.
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
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ComfortablyNumb
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I want to be the girl that makes you so damn happy all the time, not her. I'm just glad someone can make you happy.
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"Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody."
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southsider
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