Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by wilson » Wed Aug 22, 2007 12:25 pm

sick. stupid. alone. ashamed.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by the edge of the world » Wed Aug 22, 2007 11:42 pm

angry, like I should have defended my brother better, sad

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Post by starcatuk » Thu Aug 23, 2007 11:25 pm

really urgy, down, hating myself.

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Post by friarygirl » Fri Aug 24, 2007 12:15 am

oops, double post. :oops:
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Post by friarygirl » Fri Aug 24, 2007 12:15 am

Anxious and panicky. As in pinging off the ceiling anxious. :cry:

(Funny, it helps a bit to name the feelings out loud).
Let us think the unthinkable, let us do the undoable.
Let us prepare to grapple with the ineffable itself, and see if we may not eff it after all...
Douglas Adams
Member of OATS -- Oldies Against Text Speak
:bfly: THE TIME TO TELL SOMEONE YOU CARE IS NOW :bfly:

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Post by kittyfever » Fri Aug 24, 2007 1:15 am

blankish

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Post by Amneris » Fri Aug 24, 2007 1:21 am

very very alone...
Ever unfolding, ever expanding, ever adventurous and torturous and Never Done..

Making my entrance again with my usual flair, sure of my lines.. No one is there..

~Send in the Clowns~ <-- my place

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Post by Kaelyn » Fri Aug 24, 2007 12:19 pm

restless
my place (visitors welcome)
fall seven times, stand up eight

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Post by wilson » Sat Aug 25, 2007 9:13 am

like a failure.

like i've let everyone down.

like no matter how hard i try i will failure
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>

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Post by Binayshee » Sun Aug 26, 2007 1:54 am

disappointed
deflated
sad
but way better than i would be right now if i hadn't gone to the river :D

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Post by Beasty » Sun Aug 26, 2007 4:27 am

Lyrics would help me:

He said that he would stay forever.
Forever wasn't very long.
Cause when he lied it meant he loved me
And when he lied it meant he cared
And when it lied it meant he loved me
Cause when he lied it meant that he was there.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

Eisa = Beasty's Twin

Beasty's Place!

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wilson
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Post by wilson » Tue Aug 28, 2007 11:03 am

ashamed.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Aug 28, 2007 3:56 pm

Numb
Scared

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Aug 28, 2007 5:46 pm

determined.

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Post by wilson » Tue Aug 28, 2007 7:22 pm

happy.
like bouncing
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>

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Post by raindreamer » Thu Aug 30, 2007 6:26 am

guilty
angry
tiried

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Post by fishhead » Thu Aug 30, 2007 1:03 pm

lonely. walking through overly crowded hallways by myself makes me feel like a bit of a loser
If you change the way you look at thing the things you look at change.



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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:26 pm

Upset
Panicked
Crying.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:40 pm

suicidal
hurt

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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Sep 01, 2007 1:15 am

overwhelmed
over-stimulated
insecure
self-destructive
worn-out

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