Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
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- Location: Washington state, USA
It hurts.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
i'm not scared of this whole "being in recovery" thing anymore. as much as i hate the term "recovery" it's still a part of me, of what i stand for, of what i've been through, the highs and lows, everything. and i wouldn't change it for the world.
8 weeks and 1 day free has made me realise this. this is basically the rest of my life... free.
8 weeks and 1 day free has made me realise this. this is basically the rest of my life... free.
- troubles undone
- post laureate
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- Location: London Age:19
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i dont know how long i can do this...
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
- acdcrocker1909
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- Location: Little Blue dot in a sea of Red
I'm afraid you'll leave like the others..
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
- Twitter Mouse
- forum moderator emeritus
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Trev: Thanks for listening yesterday, and talking to Matt for me. You knew what I needed even when I denied it, and I'm grateful for the help.
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true,
I've been so far from here,
Far from your loving arms,
Now I'm back again, and babe it's gonna work out fine.
So I guess it's over then.
What I didn't tell you was that ultimately you made me feel just as dehumanized as the others did - by assuming that I'm fragile and not strong enough.
And that I wonder if this *your* problem, not theirs (as you claim).
If you felt as strongly as you claim to...there could have been some compromise. I was willing to make it.
You may be older, and in some ways you may be wiser - but in some ways I think I'm the wiser one, and the one with more guts.
That being said...be happy. Be well. You deserve it.
What I didn't tell you was that ultimately you made me feel just as dehumanized as the others did - by assuming that I'm fragile and not strong enough.
And that I wonder if this *your* problem, not theirs (as you claim).
If you felt as strongly as you claim to...there could have been some compromise. I was willing to make it.
You may be older, and in some ways you may be wiser - but in some ways I think I'm the wiser one, and the one with more guts.
That being said...be happy. Be well. You deserve it.
If you believe everyone is the future
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan
You always have a choice.
If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
Know that everybody's weak and everyone can be strong. - Sloan
You always have a choice.
- Licentia Poetica
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cna youjsut believem e
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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i respect you so so so much.
i've always looked up to you for as long as i can remember.
you've been so good to me and mum.
and and your not allowed to die!!!
i've always looked up to you for as long as i can remember.
you've been so good to me and mum.
and and your not allowed to die!!!
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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I feel like I'm running in sand and I don't think I want to get better.
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- steady hands
- quintessential regular
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Stop your fucking screeching. I know it’s you that screaming all the fucking time. I don’t want you here anymore. I want you gone. And I realize now that it was all an attempt to make you leave. But all it did was bury you deeper into my skull. You’re the one thing I fucking hate, you useless sodding bastard.
get.
the.
fuck.
out.
of.
my.
head.
- dncn4lyfe77
- sprouting branches
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I'm proud of myself. I blocked her on AIM instead of saying this (or anything) to her
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Yeah I know you think I'm a slut you made that clear. Too bad you didn't know that the guy was an ex boyfriend of a year. And the whole Alex giving a shit about you and not me thing? I don't fucking CARE. What I CARE about was the fact that you had the nerve to go onto his myspace and delete the comments I leave for him. Contrary to what he's been telling you, me and him are (were) on good terms! There's really no need to do that. Just makes you look like a jealous cunt. And he doesn't like jealous girls. And if you are so certain that he doesn't give a shit about me, why do you bother deleting my messages in the first place? He's changed since he met you. And it's for the worse. Hope you're happy. Will you be there for him when everyone else walks out on him for what you're doing? There's really no need to sit there and call me a slut, and a bitch and rub in my face that I'm pregnant. No fucking need. And for the record, I'm HAPPY I'm pregnant. The father is sticking around and supporting me. That's more than you will ever get from Alex you know. He's gonna get sick of you and your antics pretty soon. Then he will drop you on your ass just like he did me. You're not special. You're not different from all the other girls. You're just another cunt he can fuck. You'll figure that out eventually. Till then, have fun making yourself feel like a big girl because you told me off. Just made you look like the immature bitch you are.
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Yeah I know you think I'm a slut you made that clear. Too bad you didn't know that the guy was an ex boyfriend of a year. And the whole Alex giving a shit about you and not me thing? I don't fucking CARE. What I CARE about was the fact that you had the nerve to go onto his myspace and delete the comments I leave for him. Contrary to what he's been telling you, me and him are (were) on good terms! There's really no need to do that. Just makes you look like a jealous cunt. And he doesn't like jealous girls. And if you are so certain that he doesn't give a shit about me, why do you bother deleting my messages in the first place? He's changed since he met you. And it's for the worse. Hope you're happy. Will you be there for him when everyone else walks out on him for what you're doing? There's really no need to sit there and call me a slut, and a bitch and rub in my face that I'm pregnant. No fucking need. And for the record, I'm HAPPY I'm pregnant. The father is sticking around and supporting me. That's more than you will ever get from Alex you know. He's gonna get sick of you and your antics pretty soon. Then he will drop you on your ass just like he did me. You're not special. You're not different from all the other girls. You're just another cunt he can fuck. You'll figure that out eventually. Till then, have fun making yourself feel like a big girl because you told me off. Just made you look like the immature bitch you are.
Last slip-April 19th 2008-----Aiming for 1 week SI free
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[about IRL people btw]
is it really that hard to understand why telling me that the skirt im wearing makes me look fat made me run upstairs and cry?
is it really that hard to see why comments like that and about fat people make me uncomfortable now that i technically am one of the fat people?
is it that difficult to understand really?
or is it just that you're taking things out on me now that i'm fat like you are so you can direct all the bullying you've ever had about your weight at me along with everything else??
is it really that hard to understand why telling me that the skirt im wearing makes me look fat made me run upstairs and cry?
is it really that hard to see why comments like that and about fat people make me uncomfortable now that i technically am one of the fat people?
is it that difficult to understand really?
or is it just that you're taking things out on me now that i'm fat like you are so you can direct all the bullying you've ever had about your weight at me along with everything else??
***** PLEASE NO IRL******
I need your arms around me
I need to hear your voice
I need you to hold me and tell me its me you want
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I want your arms around me
I want to kiss you
I just want to see you
I want to tell you how I feel
I Love you so much - It hurts
i'm so sorry
I need your arms around me
I need to hear your voice
I need you to hold me and tell me its me you want
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I want your arms around me
I want to kiss you
I just want to see you
I want to tell you how I feel
I Love you so much - It hurts
i'm so sorry
If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.
19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten
13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked
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