Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed Jul 25, 2007 2:27 pm

i can't get you out of my head. love it. *happysigh*

[about my mother.]
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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Jul 25, 2007 9:28 pm

It hurts.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by Spidey » Wed Jul 25, 2007 9:46 pm

<b>THIS IS A REMINDER</b>

You are NOT to use this thread as a clandestine way to make personal attacks against other members. Posts like that will be dealt with per board rules.

Thanks.
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Post by Callisto » Thu Jul 26, 2007 8:44 am

^^^well said

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Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Jul 26, 2007 12:03 pm

i'm not scared of this whole "being in recovery" thing anymore. as much as i hate the term "recovery" it's still a part of me, of what i stand for, of what i've been through, the highs and lows, everything. and i wouldn't change it for the world.

8 weeks and 1 day free has made me realise this. this is basically the rest of my life... free.

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Post by LBC » Thu Jul 26, 2007 1:07 pm

I'm scared you lied.

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If you believe that nothing ever goes wrong
If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
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Post by troubles undone » Thu Jul 26, 2007 1:20 pm

i dont know how long i can do this...
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Love is just a hoax
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Post by volta » Thu Jul 26, 2007 5:02 pm

i won't be as honest as you want me to be with her - i'll tell her more.
because you don't know.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Jul 27, 2007 5:18 am

I'm afraid you'll leave like the others..

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Post by Twitter Mouse » Sun Jul 29, 2007 9:36 pm

Trev: Thanks for listening yesterday, and talking to Matt for me. You knew what I needed even when I denied it, and I'm grateful for the help.
And it's hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue,
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true,
I've been so far from here,
Far from your loving arms,
Now I'm back again, and babe it's gonna work out fine.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Jul 30, 2007 9:11 pm

D:

im scared you hate me now.

scared that even though i chose you and made the right choice for me that its all been a waste because you only wanted me because you knew on some level you couldn't have me.

i wish i could make you see that i chose you and i wanted to choose you too.

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Post by LBC » Tue Jul 31, 2007 1:08 pm

So I guess it's over then.

What I didn't tell you was that ultimately you made me feel just as dehumanized as the others did - by assuming that I'm fragile and not strong enough.

And that I wonder if this *your* problem, not theirs (as you claim).

If you felt as strongly as you claim to...there could have been some compromise. I was willing to make it.

You may be older, and in some ways you may be wiser - but in some ways I think I'm the wiser one, and the one with more guts.

That being said...be happy. Be well. You deserve it.

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If you believe that deep down inside you're really falling apart
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Jul 31, 2007 1:37 pm

cna youjsut believem e
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Post by wilson » Tue Jul 31, 2007 2:36 pm

i respect you so so so much.
i've always looked up to you for as long as i can remember.
you've been so good to me and mum.

and and your not allowed to die!!!
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Post by Typoqueen » Tue Jul 31, 2007 4:05 pm

Is it real? Did it happen or did i make it all up?

I'll never get to ask you.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by Briony » Tue Jul 31, 2007 11:43 pm

I feel like I'm running in sand and I don't think I want to get better.

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Post by steady hands » Wed Aug 01, 2007 8:43 am


Stop your fucking screeching. I know it’s you that screaming all the fucking time. I don’t want you here anymore. I want you gone. And I realize now that it was all an attempt to make you leave. But all it did was bury you deeper into my skull. You’re the one thing I fucking hate, you useless sodding bastard.


get.
the.
fuck.
out.
of.
my.
head.

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Post by dncn4lyfe77 » Wed Aug 01, 2007 9:56 am

I'm proud of myself. I blocked her on AIM instead of saying this (or anything) to her


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Yeah I know you think I'm a slut you made that clear. Too bad you didn't know that the guy was an ex boyfriend of a year. And the whole Alex giving a shit about you and not me thing? I don't fucking CARE. What I CARE about was the fact that you had the nerve to go onto his myspace and delete the comments I leave for him. Contrary to what he's been telling you, me and him are (were) on good terms! There's really no need to do that. Just makes you look like a jealous cunt. And he doesn't like jealous girls. And if you are so certain that he doesn't give a shit about me, why do you bother deleting my messages in the first place? He's changed since he met you. And it's for the worse. Hope you're happy. Will you be there for him when everyone else walks out on him for what you're doing? There's really no need to sit there and call me a slut, and a bitch and rub in my face that I'm pregnant. No fucking need. And for the record, I'm HAPPY I'm pregnant. The father is sticking around and supporting me. That's more than you will ever get from Alex you know. He's gonna get sick of you and your antics pretty soon. Then he will drop you on your ass just like he did me. You're not special. You're not different from all the other girls. You're just another cunt he can fuck. You'll figure that out eventually. Till then, have fun making yourself feel like a big girl because you told me off. Just made you look like the immature bitch you are.
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Post by Callisto » Wed Aug 01, 2007 11:00 am

[about IRL people btw]

is it really that hard to understand why telling me that the skirt im wearing makes me look fat made me run upstairs and cry?

is it really that hard to see why comments like that and about fat people make me uncomfortable now that i technically am one of the fat people?

is it that difficult to understand really?

or is it just that you're taking things out on me now that i'm fat like you are so you can direct all the bullying you've ever had about your weight at me along with everything else??

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Post by Kaleb » Wed Aug 01, 2007 4:45 pm

***** PLEASE NO IRL******

I need your arms around me
I need to hear your voice
I need you to hold me and tell me its me you want
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I want your arms around me
I want to kiss you
I just want to see you
I want to tell you how I feel
I Love you so much - It hurts
i'm so sorry
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No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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