Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Mon Jul 16, 2007 2:08 pm

i hate the fact you make me doubt myself.

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Tue Jul 17, 2007 12:31 am

I feel like I am going crazy.

My faith is gone. Not just faltering. Gone.

I know we were drunk. But when I grabbed your hand and our fingers interlocked, I think I might have felt something. I think. I hope it was just because I was drunk. I'm no longer sure that I am straight.

~Megan

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Tue Jul 17, 2007 2:14 pm

i hate the fact i believe everything you said to me. everything. i feel like a fucking idiot. thanks.

starcatuk · Post by **starcatuk** » Tue Jul 17, 2007 8:43 pm

i still do it even though my parents think ive stopped.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Wed Jul 18, 2007 12:37 am

i don't know if there is any faith left in me.. and it kinda scares me a little...

ComfortablyNumb · Post by **ComfortablyNumb** » Fri Jul 20, 2007 8:05 am

I really fucking like you.
You make me smile.
You make me laugh.
And it's been awhile since someone has been able to do that like you.

Blazergal3 · Post by **Blazergal3** » Fri Jul 20, 2007 9:09 am

I'm scared I'll never learn to like myself

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sat Jul 21, 2007 11:25 am

im afraid this will never leave. im afraid it will leave. im afraid it will never leave because im afraid it will leave. and im afraid that that makes it my fault.

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Sat Jul 21, 2007 10:58 pm

when ever i see anyone with a ticker saying they've been free for a longer time than me i can't help but be jealoux... i have to remind myself to be happy for them and not compare myself to them... i'm sorry...

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sun Jul 22, 2007 12:13 am

Here's a stupid secret...I always hated the movie Toy Story. ssssh...don't tell!

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sun Jul 22, 2007 7:37 am

I hated toy story too.

And I've never seen Shrek.

leemc77 · Post by **leemc77** » Sun Jul 22, 2007 9:10 am

I think I'm crazy...I hate when people look at me, I'm afraid they can see right through me. Why does my mom see me as such a disappointment?

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jul 22, 2007 2:36 pm

this past weekend is the happiest i've been in so long but what makes it even better is that this is the first time I've ever felt confident in myself.

i love you both dearly for that because without you I'd never have gotten this far.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Thu Jul 26, 2007 4:23 am

I think i'm afraid to be happy..

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Thu Jul 26, 2007 4:47 pm

im jealous of people who have eating disorders. somedays i wish i had one so i wouldnt be like i am now

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu Jul 26, 2007 8:01 pm

even though i know its wrong and stupid and unhealthy.....i still crave anorexia as an idol, i'd still give anything to be told by a health professional that i was dangerously underweight, it would still make my day.

and the fact that im the fattest i've ever been right now just makes me crave it more.

PM's are ok

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Thu Jul 26, 2007 10:51 pm

I lied in the message. I'm not sick. I just couldnt face you today. I'm sorry. I dunno if I'm going to come back even after I get back fom the project..
~Megan

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Fri Jul 27, 2007 5:07 am

i sometimes wish the ED thoughts would just take over everything so I could be smaller than what I am..

Post by **Spidey** » Fri Jul 27, 2007 9:05 am

<b>THIS IS A REMINDER</b>

i've seen a bit of these secrets, and i want you guys to know something.

having an ed of ANY type will not make you thinner better prettier attract [insert preferred gender here] x, y, z, whatever.

all it will do is make you sick and dead.

also, about si-free time, don't worry about it. it comes when it can come. recovery is a journey and a process, and not something that comes overnight.

take care of yourselves

spidey one

shanny · Post by **shanny** » Fri Jul 27, 2007 3:03 pm

i don't understand why you don't want to be my friend anymore. i feel like i have lost a part of myself. i feel pathetic emailing you and sending you e-cards only for them to be ignored without an explanation. i just want to know why? why do you not wanna be my friend. what did i do wrong. it hurts, a lot to feel like i've lost you. you told me once if you didn't think i was worth it you wouldn't bother. and now i can't help but think i must not be worth it anymore

bus

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