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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by mallie » Tue Jul 10, 2007 12:53 pm

I know what you're doing. Stop it.

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Post by wilson » Tue Jul 10, 2007 12:56 pm

i hate you. you did this to me. why cant you fucking accept who i am. why do you have to punish me for being me?
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im over existing in limbo
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i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by silver_smurf » Tue Jul 10, 2007 2:39 pm

I'm upset and hurt that you didn't talk to me about wanting me to quit.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Jul 10, 2007 4:50 pm

to be honest, it's like half the time, okay i lie, everyday. i put my feelings on hold, my life, everything. just so i know that the few select poeple i trust with every fibre of my being are okay. and its like after i've put everything into *them* they don't care about me.

the above post is about IRL people. nobody i know on BUS. just clearing that up.

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Post by bellamuerte » Tue Jul 10, 2007 6:34 pm

This is to all the customers who come to my till and decide just because i'm young, I don't deserve to be treated with any respect

Who the fuck do you think you are? You stand there with your fat husband and your ugly children, and expect me to pay heed to your every beck and call?? You call me stupid when I don't have any wine bags, when the machines don't work. I DONT MAKE THE FUCKING MACHINES!!!!

You stand there nd watch me in your disgusting fur coat, while you watch me clean up the shit YOU spilt. So i'll crouching there, covered in fucking milk...and i hear you tut??? What the fuck??? why?? do you want me to lick it up????

And lastly, if you don't know how to use em, don't fucking go near them when i'm rostered on them

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Post by Neviah » Tue Jul 10, 2007 7:31 pm

This is to my someone i work with: my problems are just as bad as yours, yes you have a problem and yes its a big one but its your own idiot fault not mine, so when my grandad is being tested for bowel cancer, when my boyfriend is having ultrasounds on his testicles because he's in agony for no apparent reason, my sister has Klippel Tranauny Syndrome a rare and dangerous illness, my mom has crones AND is having scans on her eyes incase she's got something i dont even know the name of, my dad has heart problems, im battling against wanting to cut myself, commit suicide, styrve myself and just completely self destruct.. i think it kind of matches the severity of your problem yeah?

to kris: I love you so much, i think about you first thing in the morning and last thing at night. I can't imagine my life without you in it, i'll always always want you, need you and love you so so much.

to the customers at the salon: when you ask how i am and i say im fine, why does that give you the god given right to make my life hell?

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Post by troubles undone » Tue Jul 10, 2007 7:42 pm

J: you're perfect. you're the person i want to be like the most...you're so amazing. i just wish you'd notice me a bit more and not treat me like a kid- i know im 4 years younger and you're cool cos your at uni and whatever...but please?
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by Chis » Tue Jul 10, 2007 8:14 pm

I'm sorry I am not like my brother.

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Post by troubles undone » Wed Jul 11, 2007 6:45 pm

fuck off. seriously. i dont need this right now. just fuck the hell off.
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by Neviah » Wed Jul 11, 2007 7:25 pm

im incapable of being normal. live with it.

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Post by Typoqueen » Wed Jul 11, 2007 7:45 pm

I'm sorry. I'm a right bitch to live with these days. I'm hurting and anbgry and frustrated and tkaing it out on everyone around me. I still love you...
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by *pixie dust* » Wed Jul 11, 2007 8:39 pm

You are so brave-I admire you so very much.
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Post by troubles undone » Wed Jul 11, 2007 9:28 pm

stop guilt tripping me. seriously, its not fair.
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by loveLights » Thu Jul 12, 2007 6:32 am

don't touch me! i don't want anything to do with you anymore! why is it that after all the support i gave you through your addiction and rehab, i only get yelled at by you? and why aren't you happy instead of angry that i ruined your cigarette lighter instead of hurting myself? and why did you leave it out for me to find after i specifically said that i had a very bad urge to burn myself that day?
when i'm scared and lonely, you leave the house. when i'm finally happy, you yell at me. when you pretend to be supportive just to make yourself feel better, i'm only pretending that you're helping to avoid a fight.
it's ok not to want to be touched, so fuck off!!! i don't have to do everything you say everytime you say it! you can't fucking hold me down anymore! i'm leaving soon!

YOU'RE STILL JUST A SPOILED LITTLE RICH BOY WITH HIS DAD'S CREDIT CARD! get your shit together idiot! your dad won't be around forever.

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Post by xCheerUpFailurex » Thu Jul 12, 2007 7:25 am

I don't understand why you look up to me. To be perfectly honest, I'm the last person you want to be like.. All it does is puts more pressure on me to be someone that I'm not at all. Please don't keep reminding me that "there's always someone watching you". You think I don't already know that you freakin idiot. Gosh, go ruin someone else's life now that I've crumbled.
Failure is unimportant. It takes courage to make a fool of yourself. - Charlie Chaplin

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Post by wilson » Thu Jul 12, 2007 8:20 am

you have ruinded my life.

ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW??!
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>

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Post by HeCallsMeLadybug » Thu Jul 12, 2007 8:53 am

I'm scared. I know I should be happy but truthfully I am scared to death. A part of me doesn't want it to happen. What if we don't feel the way you are so sure we will. Even if it does work it's not like I deserve to be with you. You deserve so much better. I've been lieing to you. Alot more is going on with me and him than I let on. I've been sleeping with him. I'm sorry. I know no excuse can make up for it. and I don't want to hurt you. I just feel like I can't deal with anything anymore I can't think straight. I need a way out of reality. and sometimes being with him does just that. It takes me back to a time when I atleast had the illusion of being happy. Sometimes it helps to pretend nothing ever changed. I'm sorry I'm such a horrible person. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I don't know how to change. :cry:

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Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Jul 12, 2007 9:19 am

i'm not cut out to be in recovery.

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Post by loveLights » Thu Jul 12, 2007 4:40 pm

to my family:
my husband isn't all you think he is. he's only nice to me when you're looking. i know you love him like a son and you're so proud of his military service, but i'm going to leave him. i'm going to tear up our family. you're going to hate me.

to my bro:
you used to be my best friend, now you're his. you have betrayed me by taking his side. i know you don't see it when you're not here, but he treats me like shit! i'm sorry you love him, but i'm your sister! fucking stand up for me!

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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Jul 13, 2007 12:25 am

I nearly kissed you this morning.
I thought you were him.
But still.
It would have been terrible.
And wonderful.
But more terrible.
I can't.
Because it would just be wrong.
For the wrong reasons.
But. I nearly did.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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