Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 4:42 pm

i can't deal with being shouted at tonight.

rainbow_rally · Post by **rainbow_rally** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 7:02 pm

yes i still love you, and probably always will, have said this loads of times.

i hate seeing you happy with your new girlfriend. it breaks my heart in two.

i feel so lonely.

mum, give me a break, i cant help feeling low, stop making it worse. i will help out, but in my own time.

please get me out of this lonely place.

Stripe · Post by **Stripe** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 7:36 pm

I hate you for pretending to care.
You're never there when I really need you, only when you want to be.

daisy_chain · Post by **daisy_chain** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 10:19 pm

I still love you. Just as much as i did in the beginning.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 11:31 pm

I - it was nice to know that you missed me. thanks. for noticing that i'd gone. and yes. i missed you too. weird huh?

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If I half closed my eyes. You would BE him. I wonder if you do the thousand little things that he did which I miss every day?

I guess I'll find out.

sockr28 · Post by **sockr28** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 11:36 pm

i dont know what to do with myself. i cant stop. i need help. i need to be able to talk to someone. but i have noone.

why does everyone think that i am ok?

xx mimi xx · Post by **xx mimi xx** » Fri Jun 29, 2007 11:56 pm

I think I love you. But I cant say it first. You have to tell me for me to be sure. I know its twisted, but it makes sense to me.

x3 mimi

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Sat Jun 30, 2007 5:12 am

I fucking hate you, adrian.

I want you out of my head.

You aren't in control anymore.

Stripe · Post by **Stripe** » Sat Jun 30, 2007 7:37 pm

Yes, you're right, I'm not your shrink.
So why do you rely on me to sort everything out?

It isn't my fucking problem
Don't even ask how I am, just launch into your shit, you know I have been IP for all this.

Selfish?????

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Jul 01, 2007 10:32 am

d:

fuck you. last night was only the beginning of what needs to be said. oh and how fucking dare you spend yet another 9months lying to me about something to do with E. y'know what i don't fucking know what to believe anymore....im getting very close to just washing my hands of you forever and if i've find out that theres something else you haven't told me about what's gone on with you and her since we got together then you can just fuck off and go be with your little whore (her) because theres no fucking way i will ever take you back.

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Sun Jul 01, 2007 12:51 pm

thank you. for everything. ily <3

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Mon Jul 02, 2007 10:53 am

sometimes it feels like i should just give up now. seriously.

Koru · Post by **Koru** » Mon Jul 02, 2007 4:24 pm

C

I owe you an explanation for this weekend but I can't find the words to tell you yet that aren't spiteful and hateful and jealous because I still hurt so badly. He's used us both and he put me through hell this weekend.

I had a fling with D a while ago and I tried to stop it because I knew I was getting too involved. He knew this weekend that I still cared about him but that didn't stop him taking you to bed in the room next door - and the shower, for gods sake that really took the piss.

I can't help wishing that I had the courage to scream at him on saturday morning, to remind him and point out to you that last time I saw him he'd been in my bed and in the shower with me. Instead I just spent the whole weekend choking back the tears.

You deserve better and he doesn't deserve either of us.

Neviah · Post by **Neviah** » Mon Jul 02, 2007 4:38 pm

I love you, i miss you and i need you.. why aren't i allowed to tell you that like i do. i know it must be annoying to get so many texts, i just wish you'd do it to me. just sent me a text saying "i love you" thats all i ask.

Kaelyn · Post by **Kaelyn** » Mon Jul 02, 2007 8:00 pm

why did you tell me I don't have DID? I already knew that...
but I don't know what I do have... its not the same but something similar I think.
But now that you said that, the little one and the other have been refusing to speak with me or come forward. I miss them. And I hate you for scaring them away.
I'm so angry that you hurt them and that they are hiding now.

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Tue Jul 03, 2007 3:28 am

i hate it when you overdo it and then come
home expecting me to make that better
somehow. if you overdo it, you're going
to feel shitty, and if you feel shitty, its up
to you to figure out how to help yourself
feel better somehow.

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Tue Jul 03, 2007 10:45 am

i want you to never forget something.
and that something is that i love you.
and i mean that.
and i always will.
what's happened in the past/present doesn't make one single bit of difference as to how i feel about you.
what's more important to me is the here and now.
the time we spend together.
for as long as you would like that to be.
because i will always be here.
and i will always care.
and i will never judge you.
because i've been through it all, remember?
iloveyou.

x

troubles undone · Post by **troubles undone** » Tue Jul 03, 2007 3:04 pm

i just did something that i promised myself id never do ever again in my life.
how does it feel?
shit. awful. like i've betrayed myself
i feel like a failure.
and im not talking about si

cinitrom · Post by **cinitrom** » Tue Jul 03, 2007 3:50 pm

Girl, I love you and I hope you know that. I don't want you to hurt for me, please don't cry for me, I'd never forgive myself. Remember our promise, love, because I remember it and I'm keeping it, and it shouldn't be hard at all, but it's pretty damn hard. I just hope it's easier for you, because I don't know what I'd do if you weren't here.
(Do your ritual again if you feel shitty, okay? Feel good. And call me, love, I want to year your voice, but we both know I'm not okay enough to call you.)

troubles undone · Post by **troubles undone** » Tue Jul 03, 2007 5:52 pm

fuck. what have i done?

bus

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