Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sun Jul 01, 2007 7:49 pm

im close to just shutting down. i dont feel like i can look after myself. hense the need to make a drs appt. i just have to gather the courage to do that now...
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Post by Spidey » Sun Jul 01, 2007 8:39 pm

dancing_shoes wrote:i think im in an abusive relationship and im scared that im stuck here
you are not stuck here.

get out of it. you can do it. it is not easy but it is not *impossible*.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by steady hands » Mon Jul 02, 2007 6:17 am

I'm starting to actually think that I may be depressed.
This is the first time i've ever identified what i've been feeling with depression.



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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Jul 09, 2007 1:35 pm

I hate that eating is a vital thing.

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Post by wilson » Mon Jul 09, 2007 3:29 pm

i only went to hospital because im scared to let you down. then when i finally had the nerve to tell you you brushed me off. now i wish more then anything i hadnt gone
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Jul 10, 2007 5:37 am

I believe that if I sit quietly enough and don't move my mouse, things upload faster.

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Post by Callisto » Tue Jul 10, 2007 2:50 pm

i'm scared to go home tonight.

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Post by Neviah » Tue Jul 10, 2007 7:35 pm

i'm deathly afraid of the dark..

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Post by loveLights » Tue Jul 10, 2007 8:48 pm

i'm cheating on my husband.
i don't want to be married anymore.
i'm only still with him for the kids.

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Post by xCheerUpFailurex » Thu Jul 12, 2007 8:15 am

I feel so useless. Like dead weight to them.
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Post by smiles-of-pain » Fri Jul 13, 2007 8:58 pm

I only want to go IP because I'm scared to be responsible.

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Post by smiles-of-pain » Fri Jul 13, 2007 9:07 pm

I'm scared that I don't have a reason to NOT go on.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Jul 14, 2007 3:56 am

i'm scared that if I decide to open up to someone, that they'll think I'm faking it all for attention..

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sat Jul 14, 2007 5:02 pm

my secret stays a secret because i'm scared of how people would look at me if they knew... what they'd think of me... but mainly because i'm still trying to make myself belive that as long as i don't say it out loud or type it anywhere it won't be true...
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Post by HeCallsMeLadybug » Sat Jul 14, 2007 6:55 pm

I'm scared I'm not good enough to get into college for what I want to do.
I really want to get closer to God I know He is the only thing that can save me. Though for some reason I keep 'hiding from Him' and keep getting deeper and deeper into depression and farther from Him.
Be brave
Like bridges underwater,
Keeping strong beyond their time.
I feel the light upon my skin,
Reminding me that night must end.



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Post by smiles-of-pain » Sun Jul 15, 2007 3:22 am

I'm scared that one day I will actually get along with and love my parents.

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Post by steady hands » Sun Jul 15, 2007 6:32 am

I don't know how to tell you what i'm feeling.

and I'm sorry. for everything.

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Post by ComfortablyNumb » Sun Jul 15, 2007 8:11 am

You told me you would always know when I'm lying to you.
I looked you in your eyes and told you everything was fine.
I lied.
You didn't know.
You lied too.
I'm sorry, I just knew how dissapointed you would really be if you knew.
I love you too much to see you cry because of me again.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Jul 16, 2007 4:58 am

I think.. that some days.. I am afraid of being fine.. that I almost want to not be okay..

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Jul 16, 2007 2:05 pm

I hate that tomorrow means another 24 hours I have to be myself. I hate her.
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