Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by troubles undone » Mon Jun 25, 2007 5:43 pm

im actually happy for the first time in...ages.
whats wrong with me?
i dont do happy... :-?
i guess its good, but its weird.
even my parents are asking questions
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by _____iamacliche » Tue Jun 26, 2007 1:38 pm

sometimes i don't know why i even bother.

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Post by troubles undone » Tue Jun 26, 2007 1:41 pm

you make me not want to eat anymore.
please stop it?
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by Callisto » Tue Jun 26, 2007 2:49 pm

you're an ungrateful bastard, d'ya know that? i mean for fuck sake was it that fucking impossible to pry open your wallet long enough to maybe buy one bunch of sodding flowers for valentines? they didnt even have to be expensive ones for fuck sake. any would have done, it would've at least meant that i felt like you cared about me and thought about me. after all the fucking stuff ive done for you. all the times ive randomly gotten you gifts or called you or emailed you just because i saw something that i thought you'd like or because i thought you'd like to hear nice words and you couldn't even fucking make the effort to buy me so much as a 99p bunch of flowers for Valentines! :evil:

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Post by wilson » Tue Jun 26, 2007 4:11 pm

i wish more then anything for evrything to be like it was when i was a kid
a family
no worries
my best friend.

but most of all i wish we could look back at the past and reminis about it all. i wish we were talking.

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Post by Brit » Tue Jun 26, 2007 6:28 pm

I'm sorry you guys. I know you will never forgive me completely. I have probably ruined your lives, but i hope you will love me all the same. I have changed I promise.

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Post by troubles undone » Tue Jun 26, 2007 7:42 pm

im so frustrated with your lies.
if you are going to tell all my friends about me, at least tell them the truth?
have that decency?
its not much to ask. jeez
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by Callisto » Wed Jun 27, 2007 12:13 pm

L: i feel like its all my fault.

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i can't do this today. everyone seems to think i can but i really can't.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Jun 27, 2007 1:55 pm

the person you're in love with and you think about all the time doesn't exist.

i'm sorry.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Spidey » Thu Jun 28, 2007 3:36 am

i don't want to leave

because the woman i love is here.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by troubles undone » Thu Jun 28, 2007 9:26 am

im so scared that ive made the wrong decision. but theres nothing i can really do about it now....
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

_____iamacliche

Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Jun 28, 2007 9:26 am

sometimes i feel like everyone thinks i'm just a fucking agony aunt, i can only take so much, right? so. no offense. but find somebody else to talk to, because right now, i can't deal with it. you've hardly ever been there for me anyway, so why should i waste my time on you? hm? give me one fucking good reason why. oh, wait. i forgot you can't. because you can't see past your own selfish little existence.

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Post by PassingCloud » Thu Jun 28, 2007 12:21 pm

it makes me mad that you think you cannot talk to me. im not gonna fall apart that easily. i am stronger than that.
and i wish you could have been there for me yesterday. i really wish you would have been stronger than that yesterday. i needed you. god i NEED you. :cry:
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by Stripe » Thu Jun 28, 2007 5:44 pm

FUCK YOU
I am not who you want me to be.

Does that mean I'm not good enough
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Post by *pixie dust* » Thu Jun 28, 2007 11:49 pm

You are amazing-don't let anyone ever make you feel otherwise. Especially not him. I know you love him, and I suspect he loves you too, but he can't keep hurting you like this. It's not fair on you.

All the hugs in the world honey, you deserve them, and I am always here for you whenever you need me.
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Post by Spidey » Fri Jun 29, 2007 3:35 am

i love you

more than you will ever know

because words cannot explain how much i love you
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by _____iamacliche » Fri Jun 29, 2007 10:24 am

when you hurt, i hurt too. and nothing will ever change that. i love you, never forget. and i'm never going to leave. ever.

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Post by Callisto » Fri Jun 29, 2007 11:09 am

the fact that you really just don't give a fuck makes me hurt more than anything else you've done to me. i thought you cared about me. obviously i was deluded to think that as it seems you don't know how to care about anyone but yourself and your fucking guitars.

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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Jun 29, 2007 1:25 pm

you hurt me. a lot more than you realise.
but ultimately, i think i destroyed myself. a long time earlier.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by Callisto » Fri Jun 29, 2007 2:35 pm

i can't take this anymore. i can't go through life censoring who i am and what i think and feel just because you might read it.

im falling apart inside already without having to try and do that as well

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