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Post by Spidey » Tue Jun 19, 2007 1:08 am

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or the decisions that you have made.
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Post by Mistress » Tue Jun 19, 2007 10:34 pm

fucking poisonous little bastards GET OFF MY SKIN!
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Post by HakunaMatata » Wed Jun 20, 2007 1:18 am

It's freakin' 1.20am, you are outside, drunk, yelling your heads off.
Some of us would like to sleep at some point, so now please, shut the heck up and fuck off to bed!
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 20, 2007 5:34 am

*LA*
I"LL DATE WHO I WANT YOUR NOT THE BOSS OF ME I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND I DONT CARE IF HES WEIRD OR YOU DONT LIKE HIM OR YOU RATHER SEE ME WITH A GIRL THAN WITH HIM. THAT IS SO STUPD AND FREAKING RUDE. I DONT CARE IF HE HAS A GF WE ARENT DOING ANYTHING WRONG CAUSE WE ARENT DATING AND HAVENT EVEN BECOME CLOSE FRIENDS YET.

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Post by Mistress » Thu Jun 21, 2007 12:28 am

I mean, WTF?

If my beloved told me he wanted to die, how he was going to do it and had the means right fucking next to him, I'd take him to the hospital. Not go out and leave him alone to struggle by himself like he did to me. It was only when he saw my SI that he took me seriously and was a *bit* concerned. Jesus fucking Christ, WAKE UP.
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Post by green » Fri Jun 22, 2007 2:33 pm

*throws chair at wall*

I'm having one of those weeks from hell.

I hate the stupid mental health service making me feel like a waste of time. If you're not under 18, ill enough to be in hospital or actively suicidal it's just like you don't exist. They can piss right off.

I also cannot STAND how everyone is bloody unreliable these days. When I make plans with someone or say yes to something I almost always go through with it, even if it's to my detriment. Why can't other people pay me the same courtesy?

And if my mother decides to talk at me one more time, chatting bollocks about how I have to help myself and how I don't listen, I WILL SCREAM.

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Post by Leschp » Sat Jun 23, 2007 12:01 pm

WTF?
Everything went great the last couple of days and now you throw this shit at me?? Do you honestly not care or are you just stupid? Of course I get upset when you treat me like that!! What else should I do?? Just shut the fuck and let you walk all over me??? NO WAY
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Post by Wandering » Sat Jun 23, 2007 11:38 pm

How dare you make me like this????? Then just leave me to sodding well live with it? Huh? Just because you can doing mean you should. You're meant to be all-good and we're not meant to ask questions, because its how its meant. Well I'm fucking through with that. I don't like having to try to cope with this, these feelings,without knowing WHY. I can't cope
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Post by Beasty » Sun Jun 24, 2007 3:10 am

What the FUCK?? How hard is it for you to make plans and be punctual about telling me! You're leaving town soon and you SAY you want to see me but then why are you putting it off? MAKE UP YOUR MIND!! You treated me horribly for awhile and I think it's time we put all of it behind us and move on. Are you scared I'll lose it? Well, I WONT! So make some plans or FUCK OFF
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Post by BrokenSoulDreaming » Mon Jun 25, 2007 10:04 pm

Why can none of you see that I don't know how to be happy. I have never been happy. Why the hell do oyou think I'm seeing you anyway grrs
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Post by kendra » Wed Jun 27, 2007 12:08 am

What the hell am I huh?!
You think you can just barge in here?
I can't believe you are still controlling my life even without me seeing you, do you do this on purpose?
What don't you get about stay out of my life? But hey you never respected anything I said before so why start now huh?

I can't even go anywhere, I don't have the money to go do anything, but I sure as hell don't want to be around here when you get back!

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Post by wilson » Wed Jun 27, 2007 5:43 am

STOP FUCKING CALLING ME!!!!!!!

WHO ARE YOU AND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS?
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
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Post by steady hands » Thu Jun 28, 2007 6:37 am



I'm not going. I don't care what you say to convince me, I will not go. I refuckingfuse to go. I don't care that you're trying to help me. Because you're not listening. How the fuck can you help me if you won't fucking listen to me? I don't care if i'm being irrational, or stubborn or immature. You're trying to shove me into some place where I know i'm not going to be able to cope, and then probably get thrown out of. How the fuck do you expect me to act? I'd be perfectly fine with talking this out, and dealing with it maturely, but you WON'T FUCKING LISTEN.

so fuck you, and your "this will help, i'm only trying to help" bullshit, it's not working.

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Post by mephistopheles » Thu Jun 28, 2007 11:42 am

I can't believe you turned up today.
How the hell did you think I'd react? Admittedly, vomiting was a little strong. But it was like seeing the dead. Do you understand? You look EXACTLY like him. iv've spent years not getting over him and then you just waltz into the room.

NO. NO you fucking cannot move in here. Fuck you.
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Post by Mistress » Fri Jun 29, 2007 12:41 am

NIck... Jesus. I'm sorry.

*cares*
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Fri Jun 29, 2007 7:53 pm

Who the fuck is she?!? Who are all these girls? Why am I listed below stupid games? Are those fucking games more important than me? Are they?!?
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Fri Jun 29, 2007 10:30 pm

Fuck you! Fuck you! You're an ass you know that. Telling me that I have no right to be snappy with you because I'm hurt and you don't think it's your fault. Telling me to be the way that got me like this, that fucked me up, that made me miserable and withdrawn. Thanks, love you too. Fucker.
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Post by Peege » Tue Jul 03, 2007 4:57 pm

aaargh!!!!!!
everything i sodding touch falls off whatever it's on/i put it on!!!!

STOP IT!!!!!! i am not a picker upper!!!!!

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Post by jaded melody » Sat Jul 07, 2007 4:03 am

Gah. Stupid student finance people.
I already SENT you my mums support of my application
And I SENT you my proof of identity - my original birth certificate I might add!!
Give it back and stop telling me you haven't gotten any proof of identity.
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Post by Neviah » Sat Jul 07, 2007 8:20 am

I don't WANT to tidy up, I dont WANT to wash your hair and I dont WANT to be nice to you whilst you're an evil little fucker to me but it's my job and I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. stop telling me how to do my job!

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