Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by Stripe » Sun Jun 24, 2007 7:07 pm

Trigs SA/Sex
When I was IP, my dorm-mate and I used to joke that whatever sexual position she had read about, I had tried.
What I never told her was that it had never been willing.
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Post by Beasty » Mon Jun 25, 2007 1:32 am

It was me who left that flowery branch in your mailbox. And it is me who will put a bouquet of flowers that I'll pick in your mailbox tomorrow
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Jun 26, 2007 11:45 am

I did it again.

Please don't ask me.

'Cause I don't know if I can lie.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Callisto » Tue Jun 26, 2007 8:26 pm

i feel like im drowning.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Wed Jun 27, 2007 10:49 am

*DRUGS*LA*Pm if you want.

The pics from Friday night, just the ones I've seen so far, I am trashed in, totally high as a fucking kite, look a complete wreck. I love the effect tho, I know the risks and I run 'em for as far as I can get, one of these days my lucks going to run out. But how I looked shocked and scared me, I didn't think I looked that bad, and my arms and weight look terrible too. It makes me want to shrivel up and hide.


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Post by troubles undone » Wed Jun 27, 2007 12:59 pm

i wish i didnt kiss you.
now i cant even face replying to your texts.
i wish i didnt.
im sorry
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Post by mephistopheles » Wed Jun 27, 2007 1:16 pm

i've been drunk since thursday night.
and high since friday.
i'm not sure what day it is. but i think that's a long time.

:o

is it really wednesday?

shit. that's not good.
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Post by strmdncr » Thu Jun 28, 2007 6:42 am

sometimes i hate the things you do so much that i just want to pack up and leave you but i'm too scared to try it on my own

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Post by wilson » Thu Jun 28, 2007 1:12 pm

i lied to my dr cos i couldnt tell him everything cos im scared that when he finds out how bad i am he will stop seeing me and tell everyone
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Post by starcatuk » Thu Jun 28, 2007 6:14 pm

i told my mum that i had stopped but i still do it but in places that she cant see.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Fri Jun 29, 2007 9:57 pm

I thought it was you on the phone. I really did. I wish it was. I know you said we can keep in touch and talk this summer, and I want to.
I'm scared to call you and be "out of line" (whatever that is)...
I miss talking to you. :(

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Post by Spidey » Sat Jun 30, 2007 1:20 am

- 7 years please.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Mistress » Sat Jun 30, 2007 1:24 am

some days i don't want to try.
so here's us, on the raggedy edge...

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Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering,
fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream
before...

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Jun 30, 2007 11:25 am

i'm so sick of living.
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Post by wilson » Sat Jun 30, 2007 12:10 pm

im scared to talk to you in person cos then you will really see who i am
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counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by leemc77 » Sat Jun 30, 2007 10:06 pm

Your words are killing me...you've never cared and never will...
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Post by daisy_chain » Sat Jun 30, 2007 11:32 pm

I dont know how long i can carry on pretending to be ok
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by piano_life » Sun Jul 01, 2007 4:43 am

I am not ok, but have to be for another 2 weeks *whimpers*

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Post by Callisto » Sun Jul 01, 2007 4:11 pm

i think im in an abusive relationship and im scared that im stuck here

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Jul 01, 2007 4:18 pm

hello ED.

why are you here?

please go away.
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