Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by wilson » Sat Jun 09, 2007 5:07 pm

i feel like i need to never ever see people again cos when i do i always fuck things up.
i feel stupid.
i feel useless
i feel like no one is around
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Jun 09, 2007 5:12 pm

numb
broken
suicidal
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Callisto » Sat Jun 09, 2007 5:30 pm

tired
but more confident in myself
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Post by stephystar » Sat Jun 09, 2007 5:59 pm

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Post by gin and kerosene » Sun Jun 10, 2007 5:06 am

lonely and alone.
proud that im not just wallowing in it.
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Post by wilson » Sun Jun 10, 2007 3:17 pm

angry cos i've had 2 sleeping tablets and im not tired
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Spidey » Sun Jun 10, 2007 4:46 pm

broken
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

spidey immer voran
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Post by raindreamer » Sun Jun 10, 2007 7:05 pm

irraitated and very tiried
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Post by volta » Sun Jun 10, 2007 7:59 pm

lonely
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sun Jun 10, 2007 10:20 pm

torn and anxious...
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Post by strmdncr » Sun Jun 10, 2007 10:29 pm

confused and maybe scared?
definitely confused
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Post by HakunaMatata » Mon Jun 11, 2007 12:18 am

Vulnerable and p!$$ed off.
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Post by kendra » Mon Jun 11, 2007 4:46 am

angry at b
angry at me
depressed
frustrated
confused
lost
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Post by powdahchica » Mon Jun 11, 2007 5:27 am

alone.
unloveable.
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Post by PassingCloud » Mon Jun 11, 2007 10:50 am

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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by Stripe » Mon Jun 11, 2007 12:07 pm

horrible
low
flashbacks
triggered
SU
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Post by wilson » Mon Jun 11, 2007 1:39 pm

scared. very scared
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by miffy » Mon Jun 11, 2007 1:46 pm

sick

repulsed by self

selfloathing

fat

ugly

stupid

overwhelmed

out of my depth
Happiness isn't about getting what you want
Happiness is about appreciating what you have
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Post by troubles undone » Mon Jun 11, 2007 4:44 pm

rejected.
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"

"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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Post by cant-take-it » Mon Jun 11, 2007 5:29 pm

lonely

isolated

pityed

pathetic
<center> Depression.
Is like a warm blanket I wrap around myself, like a friend I haven't seen in years,
I welcome you back in my life.
I let you in and you are so familiar. You are here to keep me warm and safe and sane, but I know that’s not the truth, those are your words, your lies for me to hold onto and find comfort in.
All I want to do is lie on the floor and stare into space, and you put your arms around me and say its ok, don't get up, you don't have to do anything anymore. You say the things I want to hear, I know you are the only one who understands that I am worthless, meaningless, that I am nothing.
You stroke my hair and face, and you say yes, it is that bad.
And it is never going to get any better.

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