Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by rainbow_rally » Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:24 pm

rainbow_rally wrote:i want you back, i dont care how much we've fought or you've hurt me, be it intenionally or non-intentionally. i forgive you for everything.

i love you to the end of this earth, nothing you do or say can change that, i just want things to be the way they were. :star:
scrap this, I HATE YOU, how can anyone be so frigging damn selfish???? you just dont give a shit about anyone else's feelings, just your own. your just like my father. i feel sorry for your daughter having a dad like you. you dont even try to see her, you blame everyone else for your actions. it was her mums fault, your ex-girlfriend for getting pregnant, no, you should have worn a damn condom you idiot!! why should i waste my time on you??? i have no time for selfish bastards, ones that dont care about anyone else, ones that just think of themselves.
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Post by StevieLynn » Wed Jun 06, 2007 12:14 am

Yes, I am angry with you for not finding a place for me to be. Camp is home to me. How would you feel if someone told you that YOU couldn't be here after 18 years? You took away my safe place and yes, I am angry.

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I feel like you ignored my feelings today. I poured my heart out to yo in that letter and you stuck it in my file like it meant nothing. I'm hurting and I feel like you aren't going to do anything about it but prescribe more medications that I can't afford.
In Which Something Oooh Occurred

And it felt like a winter machine that you go through and then you catch your breath and winter starts again, and everyone else was springbound. And when I chose to live, there was no joy, it's just a line I crossed. I wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so I was not lost or found....But when you live in a world, well, it gets in to who you th ought you'd be. And now I laugh at how the world changed me. I think life chose me after all.
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Wed Jun 06, 2007 4:05 am

can you please stop pussyfooting around and say something? we both know i'm not ok, we both know i'm destroying myself. you used to be so good at draggining it out of me. becasue it's not my bipolar, its not your problem? not as if i'd be too compliant, but i really would like to talk it over.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Jun 06, 2007 9:50 am

please please please please please please please invite me. please? :(
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Post by Callisto » Wed Jun 06, 2007 10:05 am

the truth is, i don't know.

i don't know if he's right or not right for me.

i don't know what i want from him or from this.

i just don't know.

all i know is how much this hurts and how when things are good they're so good there aren't even words to describe how happy it makes me. is it so bad to love him still because of that.
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Post by PassingCloud » Wed Jun 06, 2007 10:44 am

you know i am effing PISSED OFF! and i am not letting you feel the whole lot of it because i love you too much and i understand you so completely. i know all your feelings and confusion behind this.
but it doesn't change the fact that you really really pissed me off and hurt my feelings. :-?
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[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
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[Finally?]
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Post by Stripe » Wed Jun 06, 2007 10:55 am

You know what
we're beyond words now

Nothing you can say will change this
And I am mad at you, you let him go

Not anyone else, you
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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed Jun 06, 2007 1:42 pm

i love you. and nothing is going to change that. we can do this. i promise.
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Post by Callisto » Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:18 pm

why is your phone switched off? are you punishing me for something?
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Post by Stripe » Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:22 pm

Why do I worry myself sick over this, I feel totally shit about this, why do I let it get to me so much.
Why do you put it there, why do you leave me worrying?
Why won't you just leave me alone.
Every time I see your car, do you even KNOW how much you scare me, or are you just playing your sadistic mind games with me again. I don't know, just, please go away.
I can't do this if you don't.
I know you wish I was dead, but please
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Post by Typoqueen » Wed Jun 06, 2007 7:35 pm

I cant do this. I dont know how to.
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.
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Post by Peege » Wed Jun 06, 2007 9:43 pm

you have to be ok. you do. really. i dont think i can do this without knowing you are still in the world. be ok. please.

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They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by heidi4battle » Wed Jun 06, 2007 10:34 pm

I don't have to take the blame any longer for what you did to me!
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Thu Jun 07, 2007 12:43 am

I don't think you understand. I think you only said sorry because you missed me.
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Post by sockr28 » Thu Jun 07, 2007 1:23 am

please stop calling me...dont you realize that i need space!!! i cant handle it. it is driving me crazy!
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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Jun 07, 2007 2:59 am

Thanks for pushing me! Thanks also for checking in and holding me accountable. I highly doubt I would have been able to do it if you hadn't pushed me. I love you!

~Megan
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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by Peege » Fri Jun 08, 2007 7:32 am

dont ask me things like that. i dont mind so much keeping the truth from you, but i do mind lying to you - dont make me.

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Jun 08, 2007 11:10 am

Please don't leave me.

It's not as bad as you think.

I promise.
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Post by mallie » Fri Jun 08, 2007 11:23 am

I don't want to keep hanging on. I'm sick of this.
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Jun 08, 2007 8:34 pm

i wish you were here to see this.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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