Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Callisto » Fri May 11, 2007 10:46 am

ashamed
scared
sad

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Post by PassingCloud » Fri May 11, 2007 11:14 am

panicked.
scared.
terrified.
awful.
in pain.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by Smeagol » Fri May 11, 2007 8:39 pm

frightened
Act in such a way as to make yourself feel capable and effective

The change starts now.

If in doubt, don't

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Fri May 11, 2007 9:48 pm

anxious and jumpy...
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Post by Arcadia » Fri May 11, 2007 10:39 pm

anxious
confused
frustrated
feeling the need to run away, like now
"Does it really come as a surprise
When i tell you i don't feel good?"
- Garbage

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Post by pretty » Sat May 12, 2007 8:17 pm

exhausted
drained
unwell
stressed
overwhelmed.
overwhelmed.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by wilson » Sun May 13, 2007 11:53 am

lost
alone
tired
worried
unsure
guilty
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by volta » Sun May 13, 2007 3:19 pm

fat

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Post by Lynds » Sun May 13, 2007 7:57 pm

:star: Lonely
:star: Tired
:star: Deflated
:star: Bored
:star: Triggered
:star: Pissed off
:star: Gagging for a beer
:star: A little bit sad
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker

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Post by heliotropes » Sun May 13, 2007 9:29 pm

uncertain
<center> The freckles on the pavement move my every pore
I glimpse and stare and long at them and wonder who they’re for
A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
Perhaps tomorrow she’ll return to spirit me away

~ A little bit of nothing much ~

Save the only life you can - your own.</center>

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Post by the edge of the world » Sun May 13, 2007 10:35 pm

I feel pathetic and embarrassed by things I have said and done.

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Post by wilson » Mon May 14, 2007 2:54 pm

worried.
scared.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Callisto » Mon May 14, 2007 7:21 pm

unsure
shy
nervous
hopeful

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Post by PassingCloud » Mon May 14, 2007 9:05 pm

pissed off
worried
anxious
unappreciated.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by powdahchica » Mon May 14, 2007 9:21 pm

in love
frustrated by being in love with someone who doesn't love me back
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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Post by volta » Mon May 14, 2007 9:24 pm

not as pretty.

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Post by TheRockingHorse » Mon May 14, 2007 9:57 pm

out of place
alone
misunderstood by everyone IRL
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'

Andrea Gibson

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Post by volta » Mon May 14, 2007 10:50 pm

not good enough for anyone.

like the one i want will never find me.

like the one i want will never want me.

like i'm too weak for anyone.

like if i purge i definitely will not be good enough for anyone.

like i need to purge, need to cut, need to be strong.

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Post by Smeagol » Tue May 15, 2007 12:38 am

mad as all hell
Act in such a way as to make yourself feel capable and effective

The change starts now.

If in doubt, don't

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Post by the edge of the world » Tue May 15, 2007 4:11 am

tense, nervous, small, scared, ugly, pathetic, angry, hurt (no idea why...) -- basically, I can't deal with witnessing conflict and I've had a grumpy day

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