I'm proud of myself today because....

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Post by Rodwy » Thu Apr 26, 2007 4:38 am

I'm proud of myself today because I had a good time with my friends, although I did get hit with a road cone, it feels good o be back with my friends.
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Post by black_23 » Sat Apr 28, 2007 10:48 pm

I managed to look after everyone and they all had a good time (I think...) :star:
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Post by Lynds » Sun May 06, 2007 11:05 am

Last night I went to my friend's BBQ even though I knew there would be girls there I didn't really know or have anything in common with. I went, I was nice to them and had an OK time. I can remember a time when the thought of it would have terrified me and I would have said no and gone home alone instead. I'm glad I didn't do that this time.

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Post by balletomane » Mon May 07, 2007 1:49 am

I am still alive.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Mon May 07, 2007 4:42 am

I'm proud of myself today because I wasn't going to call my therapist in the morning to tell her how I was feeling, but I've now decided to. It's the right thing to do.
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Post by PassingCloud » Mon May 07, 2007 6:25 am

because i am going to see a new t. and that's scary. but i'm going.
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Post by handmade mute » Tue May 08, 2007 3:55 am

Because I've turned the depressing music off and started listening to more cheerful songs. Because I've actually eaten today, and because I'm still coping.

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Post by the edge of the world » Wed May 09, 2007 1:42 am

1) I got into a great school (off a waitlist) and did not drive into a wall when my dad reacted as if he didn't care at all.

2) I'm allowing myself to feel justified in being a little angry with him.

3) I called the pDoc and got an appointment for Friday.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed May 09, 2007 3:37 am

I'm proud of myself today.. because I helped a couple people without realizing it... and when I was told something by the one.. I didn't go straight into my denying of everything.. I kinda.. accepted it [in a bit of shock].. but.. I accepted a.. compliment.. without my usual stubborn self..

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Post by WalkingStick » Wed May 09, 2007 3:27 pm

i ate breakfast.
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Post by PassingCloud » Thu May 10, 2007 11:16 am

i went to look at yet another new t. and it was okay. i actually talked a bit.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu May 10, 2007 11:41 am

This morning I cried because I was behind on a project for uni.

I've now finished it :)
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Post by Arcadia » Fri May 11, 2007 10:32 pm

i'm proud of myself because i ate three meals today
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When i tell you i don't feel good?"
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Post by heliotropes » Fri May 11, 2007 10:34 pm

I was emotional but didn't cut :)
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Post by Spidey » Sat May 12, 2007 3:16 am

I did something awesome for someone :D
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by StevieLynn » Sat May 12, 2007 10:04 pm

I am proud of myself today because I managed to fake my way through the afternoon even though I was feeling so down before I left for my second work shift that I could barely force myself out of bed.

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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Sun May 13, 2007 5:53 pm

Today is my one month SI free. And even in my very realistic dream last night I didn't SI even though I wanted to.
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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Tue May 15, 2007 11:51 pm

i ate some pasta for lunch.
oh and i did it infornt of people aswell.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Thu May 17, 2007 4:53 pm

Yesterday I did two paintings for art and some revison.

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Post by TEDAIC » Thu May 17, 2007 8:23 pm

Im proud of myself today cos i went and enrioled my self into a full time course at college for this year
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