Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by wilson » Tue Apr 24, 2007 1:41 pm

like absolute shit.
seriously today couldnt gett worse.
i feel like im running out of time to 'get better'
bleg
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Spidey » Tue Apr 24, 2007 4:08 pm

excited :o
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Post by catylyx,ver.2 » Tue Apr 24, 2007 4:35 pm

sleepy. [its still too early! :o ]

so much in love.

but depressed because i'm so far away right now

excited for the future.


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Post by Typoqueen » Tue Apr 24, 2007 7:48 pm

sad
empty
frustrated
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by Callisto » Fri Apr 27, 2007 11:48 am

sad
lonely
empty
disconnected

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Post by wilson » Fri Apr 27, 2007 3:54 pm

SU
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Smeagol » Fri Apr 27, 2007 8:05 pm

more optimistic than i have since...start of march, maybe? wow.
Act in such a way as to make yourself feel capable and effective

The change starts now.

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Post by Rodwy » Sat Apr 28, 2007 4:31 am

isolated
alone
hurt
sad
hopeless
frustrated
afraid
nervous
worthless
and sick of my life
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Post by calypso » Sat Apr 28, 2007 12:22 pm

i feel like shit. everyone's off doing stuff and everyone assumes that i'm busy with music and so they're off doing whatever the fuck normal happy people do on a saturday night.
i'm at home with silence and vodka and panic attacks.

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Post by heliotropes » Sat Apr 28, 2007 12:28 pm

*hugs* (if okay) that sounds horrible, I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. Maybe enough of the vodka?
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A fairy came to glitter the concrete slabs today;
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Post by Typoqueen » Sat Apr 28, 2007 12:41 pm

sad
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by black_23 » Sat Apr 28, 2007 10:44 pm

exhausted, i love looking after you all but today im running on empty
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Post by wilson » Sun Apr 29, 2007 5:14 am

scared
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by riseagainst » Sun Apr 29, 2007 5:19 am

:oops: :oops:
like giving up
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Post by the edge of the world » Sun Apr 29, 2007 6:31 am

-somewhat nauseous... or, idk what it is. my stomach is being weird.... I would say I'm hungry if it wasn't just an hour after dinner. :-? i dunno... I have trouble telling what my body wants sometimes.... maybe my stomach is hungry, but I'm too lazy to get up to get something to put in it.

-otherwise crappy, but distracted by my weird grumbly stomach :lol:

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Post by ++Jigsaw++ » Sun Apr 29, 2007 8:20 am

like my insides are doing backflips

maybe i shouldnt of taken so many...
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Post by wilson » Sun Apr 29, 2007 3:49 pm

i feel lots of pain
i feel really sick
i feel sad
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Mon Apr 30, 2007 4:01 am

Tired, a little sad but... it's a 'normal' sad. Not sad because I'm a dickhead or sad beacuse I am fat or anything that I am used to. Just a sad beacuse a guy didn't call.

I feel good because even though I feel sad I do not feel the need to SI.
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Post by half/hearted » Mon Apr 30, 2007 7:27 am

a vague ache, an intense tightness in my chest. Like my heart is trying to pull everything in.
Please be gentle with me.

you will fly and you will crawl
god knows even angels fall
no such thing as you "lost it all"
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Post by PassingCloud » Mon Apr 30, 2007 9:37 am

shy, scared.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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