Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- ++Jigsaw++
- building community
- Posts: 636
- Joined: Thu Feb 15, 2007 11:41 am
- Location: Neverland: 2nd star on the right and straight on 'till morning
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pm's welcome...
He raped me
He raped me
'Now blow the candle out my dear and make your wish come true...'
My place - I'm only here because of gravity... I have a mermaids lagoon and a mascot
My place - I'm only here because of gravity... I have a mermaids lagoon and a mascot
- lost_alone
- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 69
- Joined: Tue Jan 16, 2007 9:48 am
- Location: just lost somewhere
- 5th section
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7753
- Joined: Tue Sep 19, 2006 8:06 pm
- Gender: Male
- Location: if rain makes Britain great then Manchester is greater
- Contact:
why do you think I dry up when I'm talking to you? because you're better than me. you're a better person than I'll ever be. I don't just feel inadequate next you, I AM inadequate.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
Pls dont think that bad of me, Im not that negative honest. Im brave for everyone else not crying, going there when Im scared. I need somewhere to say what's going on im my head or I'll fall apart. But I'm not that harsh honest.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
- Porcelain_Doll
- growing roots
- Posts: 985
- Joined: Mon Mar 12, 2007 11:45 pm
- Location: New Hampshire
Sometimes I wish that you would stop loving me so I could just sink into my depression and let it envelop me, let myself go crazy, give in. That way when I got sent away, locked up, or kill myself, you wouldn't be too sad. You wouldn't kill yourself. You could be happy and have a normal life and I wouldn't have to face life.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
- Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5074
- Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:17 am
- Location: Washington state, USA
L~ I cant do it on my own anymore. I love helping, but you are kinda pushing me over the edge right now...
J and L~ shut the fuck up. I dont care. I need help right now. I cant ask for it. You know how I get when I get stressed and need to talk... apparently you didnt pay attention at all, because I thought I was pretty damn obvious today.
Mom and Dad~ you told me that you realized how hard it was for me to tell you about SI. you said you would help. I said we could talk about it on tuesday. tuesday came and went. where the hell were you? i cant bring it up anymore... fuck you both. i thought this could help our relationship and you both would finally wake up enough to help me get help. I was sorely wrong. i cant wait to get out of here and then maybe I will be able to help myself.
J and L~ shut the fuck up. I dont care. I need help right now. I cant ask for it. You know how I get when I get stressed and need to talk... apparently you didnt pay attention at all, because I thought I was pretty damn obvious today.
Mom and Dad~ you told me that you realized how hard it was for me to tell you about SI. you said you would help. I said we could talk about it on tuesday. tuesday came and went. where the hell were you? i cant bring it up anymore... fuck you both. i thought this could help our relationship and you both would finally wake up enough to help me get help. I was sorely wrong. i cant wait to get out of here and then maybe I will be able to help myself.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
To Most People: You are all a stock of immature and ignorant douchebags and I hope you all rot in hell.
To Chris: I...I want you. Really badly. Especially after seeing that video of you naked that you don't know about. I didn't take it but I have it. Please just come fuck my brains out.
To Chris: I...I want you. Really badly. Especially after seeing that video of you naked that you don't know about. I didn't take it but I have it. Please just come fuck my brains out.
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
Beasty's Place!
- steady hands
- quintessential regular
- Posts: 2245
- Joined: Fri Sep 02, 2005 2:05 am
Where have you gone? Why haven't I seen you in a week in a half? I want to try to make thing right between us I want tot try to fix all the stuff I messed up. I hope your okay and wish that I could tell you all the things I couldn't before. I still love you, even after this time, I know you love me too. God how I wish things could just work between us. I need you. Without you life seems harder than it is, my life feels dull without you. I need to find you soon for you are the one in my eyes, your image is burned into my brain and I will never forget your face. You'll never leave me in my mind but I need you here now, with me again. With me forever for that is the only way. And as long as your gone I will always miss you, always.
"I don't know what to do at which time god screams to me there's nothing left for me to tell you"
- daisy_chain
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5354
- Joined: Mon Mar 28, 2005 8:55 pm
- Porcelain_Doll
- growing roots
- Posts: 985
- Joined: Mon Mar 12, 2007 11:45 pm
- Location: New Hampshire
Sometimes, I hate you people. I wish I wasn't related to you. We may look like a normal family but we're not. We're a fucking train wreck. I don't want to be near you people. I want all of you out of my life. I want to leave and start over somewhere where I never have to see you again.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
-Edgar Allan Poe
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110034
- wilson
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7567
- Joined: Wed Oct 18, 2006 2:06 am
- Location: aussie-land Age: eighteen
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im in love with you and you dont realise it. when i make stupid little comments i am being serious. but you never notice
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
I know you dont understand me sometimes and yes Im weird but there is method in how i think sometimes, and Im trying hard, just want someone to make this all go away. I need you to be there and be grown-up for me.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
- styled_wrong
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 8268
- Joined: Fri Oct 14, 2005 1:36 am
i wish i knew wot to say to u i am so sorry its making this harder cos i cant remember at all. i want to say sorry to u but since u told me that it doesnt mean n e thing to u when i say sorry then im a bit lost and i dont know how to change this
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
- mephistopheles
- cow control
- Posts: 24355
- Joined: Thu May 26, 2005 4:40 pm
- Location: London
and living without you is meant to be...? worth the effort? i don't think so. and i know you hate when people write about you in here. but i feel stupid writing it anywhere else. i dunno what we'd do without you. i'm not just trying to help you because it's some sort of moral exercise. i'm trying as hard as i sodding well can because i think i'm going to be lost without you.
- PassingCloud
- post laureate
- Posts: 11653
- Joined: Fri Jan 30, 2004 10:19 pm
- Gender: female
i miss you. i wish you were here. your silence makes me very angry. i wish you could see my strength right now. i wish you could see how brave im being. i wish you could see that i can still be beautiful. i wish you could see that i STILL LOVE YOU!
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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