Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ++Jigsaw++ » Tue Apr 24, 2007 5:55 am

pm's welcome...

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Post by lost_alone » Tue Apr 24, 2007 7:19 am

PM me if you want

I hate you for what you have done to me and how you haunt my every waking and sleeping thought. I will never forgive you

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Post by 5th section » Wed Apr 25, 2007 1:55 pm

why do you think I dry up when I'm talking to you? because you're better than me. you're a better person than I'll ever be. I don't just feel inadequate next you, I AM inadequate.
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Post by black_23 » Wed Apr 25, 2007 9:02 pm

Pls dont think that bad of me, Im not that negative honest. Im brave for everyone else not crying, going there when Im scared. I need somewhere to say what's going on im my head or I'll fall apart. But I'm not that harsh honest. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Wed Apr 25, 2007 9:38 pm

Sometimes I wish that you would stop loving me so I could just sink into my depression and let it envelop me, let myself go crazy, give in. That way when I got sent away, locked up, or kill myself, you wouldn't be too sad. You wouldn't kill yourself. You could be happy and have a normal life and I wouldn't have to face life.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
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Post by Scatterbrain » Wed Apr 25, 2007 9:43 pm

L~ I cant do it on my own anymore. I love helping, but you are kinda pushing me over the edge right now...

J and L~ shut the fuck up. I dont care. I need help right now. I cant ask for it. You know how I get when I get stressed and need to talk... apparently you didnt pay attention at all, because I thought I was pretty damn obvious today.

Mom and Dad~ you told me that you realized how hard it was for me to tell you about SI. you said you would help. I said we could talk about it on tuesday. tuesday came and went. where the hell were you? i cant bring it up anymore... fuck you both. i thought this could help our relationship and you both would finally wake up enough to help me get help. I was sorely wrong. i cant wait to get out of here and then maybe I will be able to help myself.
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Post by Beasty » Thu Apr 26, 2007 2:11 am

To Most People: You are all a stock of immature and ignorant douchebags and I hope you all rot in hell.

To Chris: I...I want you. Really badly. Especially after seeing that video of you naked that you don't know about. I didn't take it but I have it. Please just come fuck my brains out.
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Post by steady hands » Thu Apr 26, 2007 5:36 am


I hate you, you hypocritical bastard. And when I told you this time, I meant it.

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Post by Rodwy » Thu Apr 26, 2007 7:00 am

Where have you gone? Why haven't I seen you in a week in a half? I want to try to make thing right between us I want tot try to fix all the stuff I messed up. I hope your okay and wish that I could tell you all the things I couldn't before. I still love you, even after this time, I know you love me too. God how I wish things could just work between us. I need you. Without you life seems harder than it is, my life feels dull without you. I need to find you soon for you are the one in my eyes, your image is burned into my brain and I will never forget your face. You'll never leave me in my mind but I need you here now, with me again. With me forever for that is the only way. And as long as your gone I will always miss you, always.
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Post by daisy_chain » Thu Apr 26, 2007 9:38 pm

How have you moved on so quickly? Why did you tell me about her? I just dont know what to say to you anymore. I love you. Feels like you could never have loved me how much you said you did. Im disappointed. Im sad. Im lost without you.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Thu Apr 26, 2007 9:48 pm

Sometimes, I hate you people. I wish I wasn't related to you. We may look like a normal family but we're not. We're a fucking train wreck. I don't want to be near you people. I want all of you out of my life. I want to leave and start over somewhere where I never have to see you again.
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Post by Callisto » Sat Apr 28, 2007 4:29 pm

i want you here right now. i know that's selfish but i do. i want you to just hold me until i feel safe again.

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Post by wilson » Sat Apr 28, 2007 4:39 pm

im in love with you and you dont realise it. when i make stupid little comments i am being serious. but you never notice
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Post by black_23 » Sat Apr 28, 2007 10:55 pm

I know you dont understand me sometimes and yes Im weird but there is method in how i think sometimes, and Im trying hard, just want someone to make this all go away. I need you to be there and be grown-up for me.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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Post by fortune » Sun Apr 29, 2007 8:17 am

why don't you care about me?
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Post by _____iamacliche » Mon Apr 30, 2007 5:28 pm

next time just fucking trust me when i say things will be okay. fuck sake.

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Post by Callisto » Tue May 01, 2007 3:04 pm

D: I miss you so much when we're apart. I wish I could be with you forever.

E: You're a fantabulous friend and I can't wait to meet up with you. You and S are people I really value in my life because you understand parts of me that others don't.

M: I miss you too.

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Post by styled_wrong » Tue May 01, 2007 6:45 pm

i wish i knew wot to say to u i am so sorry its making this harder cos i cant remember at all. i want to say sorry to u but since u told me that it doesnt mean n e thing to u when i say sorry then im a bit lost and i dont know how to change this
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Post by mephistopheles » Wed May 02, 2007 10:48 am

and living without you is meant to be...? worth the effort? i don't think so. and i know you hate when people write about you in here. but i feel stupid writing it anywhere else. i dunno what we'd do without you. i'm not just trying to help you because it's some sort of moral exercise. i'm trying as hard as i sodding well can because i think i'm going to be lost without you.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by PassingCloud » Wed May 02, 2007 3:01 pm

i miss you. i wish you were here. your silence makes me very angry. i wish you could see my strength right now. i wish you could see how brave im being. i wish you could see that i can still be beautiful. i wish you could see that i STILL LOVE YOU!
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
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