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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Neviah » Tue Apr 17, 2007 11:27 pm

pms ok.

im not worth anything, no man could want this mess that i am
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Post by Silentdancer » Wed Apr 18, 2007 12:35 am

I don't know how to cry anymore, but I feel like it is necessary. Maybe I will just burst.
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Post by broken this fragile thing » Wed Apr 18, 2007 3:53 am

i think i like being fucked up
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Post by volta » Wed Apr 18, 2007 4:14 am

^ i think i do too.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Thu Apr 19, 2007 12:27 am

i feel like its my fault.
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Thu Apr 19, 2007 2:09 am

I'm happy to know that there's something wrong with me.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Apr 19, 2007 2:22 am

If I saw myself looking destroyed smoking outside my uni building or walking down a street with my head down and my arms crossed, or on a train crying my eyes out... I'd just keep on walking.
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Post by wilson » Thu Apr 19, 2007 3:36 pm

im scared to get better so i have quit therapy and cut myself off from my friends
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Post by mephistopheles » Thu Apr 19, 2007 10:02 pm

I hit my pdoc yesterday
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”
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Post by Callisto » Fri Apr 20, 2007 10:27 am

i feel bad for coming back when I know i should probably stay away, but i have nowhere else right now.
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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Apr 20, 2007 2:56 pm

unfortunately a name change doesn't equal a change of self.
i thought it might.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”
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Post by TheAlmightyMogg » Fri Apr 20, 2007 6:28 pm

SA trig

- i slept with him even after he tried to rape me, i beleived he was sorry

OD trig

-i want to OD but i dont have the courage

SI trig

-i hate my scars but at the same time im proud of them
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Apr 21, 2007 1:52 am

i'm always afraid that I'll never get to say the things I need to say the most..

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Post by wish » Sat Apr 21, 2007 1:58 am

his touch makes me cringe.it makes my skin crawl.makes me want to scream and run
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Post by Beasty » Sat Apr 21, 2007 2:22 am

Sometimes I think that no one will ever love me again
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Apr 21, 2007 3:58 pm

I need money but I'm scared to get a job because I know I won't be able to handle working on Saturdays as well as going to school/college.
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Post by xx mimi xx » Sat Apr 21, 2007 4:02 pm

Im not telling my best friend something because I dont want her to watch me go through it if she cant either.
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Sun Apr 22, 2007 1:51 am

I'm scared he'll get sick of me. I'm scared that he hasn't called yet. I'm scared that he'll want someone who isn't such a mess.

Sex trigs
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I'm scared that he'll want someone who doesn't give him a bj one day and then is tentative to give hima hand job the next day, who doesn't say she wants sex, then when it's mentioned hide her face and curl into a ball.

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I'm afraid that I'm going to be just another one of his exs. I'm afraid he's going to hate me like them. That he's going to wonder why he ever dated me. That he'll stop loving me.
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Post by xox-rosie-xox » Sun Apr 22, 2007 11:39 pm

I'm so scared I will fail, I don't dare to try.

I loathe myself - I feel so ugly and useless and horrible I feel sick and just want to cut myself every time I look in a mirror.

I am terrified of not being good enough.

I feel guilty for cutting because my friend gets upset about it.

I think I might be insane or something, and it terrifies me.

I am so afraid of being alone again.
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Post by mywildrainbow » Mon Apr 23, 2007 5:37 am

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SA trig



i hate that i never told anyone how you used to molest me night after night until 10 years after you had left us

i still feel like the abuse was my fault

i should have done things differently and the abuse wouldn't have happened

my younger sister told about you molesting her, why couldn't i?




i can't remember any of my childhood before the age of 12.

i'm in love with my roommate, even though she's 15 years older than me and my family would freak out

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