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Post by collide » Tue Apr 10, 2007 7:48 am

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i am fucked up...symptoms are making me want to die, i already tried to kill myself last week, no out...med changes...but how the hell this symptom just suddenly started all of a sudden when i have been on my meds for SO LONG...i don't know :( :( :( :( :( i just want to kill myself than live like this...i can't stand it...docs don't know...when will they know? when????? could be my seizures acting up all of a sudden meds not strong enuff..i just don't know

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Post by morning-glory » Tue Apr 10, 2007 3:48 pm

Have you talked to your doc about the side affects and how your feeling right now about all this stuff? Please take care and feel free to pm me if you want to talk. :bfly:
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Post by collide » Tue Apr 10, 2007 6:58 pm

yes i have since it started happening 2-3 months ago...just got worse over time...that's why i just tried to kill myself and was locked up...3 weeks my pdoc got me off my celexa...but then he went on vac...he had mentioned that it might be my seizure meds not working for me no more (i take other meds- so this also may be the cause)....so, saw a neurologist yesterday to monitor my brain waves...but won't get the reading til 2 weeks!!!!!!

it just sucks so much...i feel so horrible in my body...i just want all of these to go away

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Post by ChaseThisLight » Tue Apr 10, 2007 8:55 pm

If it is your seizure meds that aren't working, that could have a lot to do with your general wellbeing. Hopefully the brain scan will reveal something and you'll be able to take care of the problem. And perhaps that will help you to feel better. Talk to anyone who will listen..just keep talking. Hopefully this will get resolved and you'll start feeling better. Take care.
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Post by dncn4lyfe77 » Thu Apr 12, 2007 2:07 am

Celexa withdrawl = fucking nasty

I ended up getting so screwed up that I had to come home from college and take the semester off. Im sorry you arent feeling well right now. I wish I could help :(
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Post by collide » Thu Apr 12, 2007 7:28 pm

:star: nortmarrdy :star: -

still have to wait to see if it is seizures....test results on APRIL 24....but have been feeling slighty better...still dizzy, uncoordinated, shaky...

:star: dncn4lyfe77 :star:

i was only on celexa up to 60mg...i didn't get much withdrawal symptoms except some hypermania...but also when i was in the hospital they took me of my Lamictal...now i feel some weird shaky feeling in my body...i don't know if that's the Lamictal or Celexa

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