Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ViolinPlayingGoat » Sun Mar 11, 2007 7:13 pm

alone.
disposable.

unmotivated. *sigh*


scared.
'cos i am a rocket on fire[[alone on its journey, home to the quickening ground with no-one there to catch it]]
-kate bush

You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
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Post by strmdncr » Sun Mar 11, 2007 10:49 pm

stupid
angry at self
uncertain
A friend is someone who believes in you even when you've ceased to believe in yourself. (unknown)

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Post by there_is_hope » Mon Mar 12, 2007 12:34 am

calm
tired
feeling overwheleamed
"Keep Moving Forward."- Meet the Robinsons

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Post by Spidey » Mon Mar 12, 2007 12:46 am

Good.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Mar 12, 2007 5:49 am

overwhelmed.
but better than yesterday :)

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Post by little pixie dust » Mon Mar 12, 2007 5:23 pm

i don't know..i dont feel anything

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Post by Something Else » Tue Mar 13, 2007 12:10 am

angry
depressed
ashamed
guilty
stupid
invalidated
sad
worried

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Post by Silentdancer » Tue Mar 13, 2007 12:59 am

Kind of freaked out and under pressure. I am anxious, but I can't name why. I am angry at things that I cannot control.

I am trying to keep myself distracted and am drinking hot chocolate for comfort.

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Post by Silent_Tears » Tue Mar 13, 2007 2:55 am

angry
frustrated
mad
sad
hating self
overwhelmed
urgy

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Post by Spidey » Tue Mar 13, 2007 3:05 am

I feel awesome :D :D :D
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by the edge of the world » Tue Mar 13, 2007 5:11 am

^ happy that pink spider feels awesome :)

unhappy that I don't
angry with myself for being a failure
lonely
dirty (yes.. taking a shower might remedy that...)
a little sick
disappointed in myself
apprehensive about going to school without my work done...

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Mar 14, 2007 2:40 am

I'm not doing well.

at all.

and that's an understatement.

but.

noone can do anything.

and noone can feel it but me.

so it doesn't *really* matter.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by the edge of the world » Wed Mar 14, 2007 4:32 am

hopeless
unwanted
needy
angry with myself for being needy
angry with myself for procrastinating
frustrated
bored with architecture drawings
tired of being okay
frustrated with therapy not working
tired of taking care of myself
unsure I can take care of myself
uncertain what I should do
too tired to figure it out
too tired to think about it
dirty (no shower in... 4 or 5 days? *cringes* :oops: )
self-hating
like crying on the bathroom floor (as I just finished doing) because it's the smallest room I fit in without feeling like spiders are crawling all over me

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Post by steady hands » Wed Mar 14, 2007 4:35 am

anxious.
unsure.
tired. (but not sleepy.)






stranded.




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Post by PassingCloud » Wed Mar 14, 2007 8:11 am

destroyed. exhausted. sick.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by pretty » Wed Mar 14, 2007 9:40 am

not ok. but i have to work.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by bobby » Wed Mar 14, 2007 9:11 pm

P*ssed off with myself for slipping after so long......

Confused about what i'm going to do now....

Fed up....things were going so well.....and then changed so quickly

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Post by Something Else » Thu Mar 15, 2007 2:48 am

  • tired
  • proud of myself for going to the uni's counseling center and talking to someone
  • relieved that I'll be seeing a pdoc on Monday
  • sad, for no real reason

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Post by the edge of the world » Thu Mar 15, 2007 4:48 am

overwhelmed
hurt
scared
uncertain
a little anxious
angry
frustrated
bad
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Post by steady hands » Thu Mar 15, 2007 5:18 am

confused.
crazed.
slightly manic.
but at the same time, calm.
exhausted.


like the fact that i'm awake is the only thing keeping my body going.

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