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Post by Seeshellz » Mon Feb 19, 2007 1:14 pm

A Thousand Years - Sting

A thousand years, a thousand more
A thousand times a million doors to eternity
I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times
An endless turning stairway climbs
To a tower of souls
If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars,
The towers rise to numberless floors in space
I could shed another million tears, a million breathes,
A million names but only one truth to face

A million roads, a million fears
A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
I could speak a million lies, a million songs,
A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
But if there was a single truth, a single light
A single thought, a singular touch of grace
Then following this single point, this single flame,
This single haunted memory of your face

I still love you
I still want you
A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head

I maybe numberless, I maybe innocent
I may know many things, I may be ignorant
Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands
Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands
I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times
Reborn as fortune's child to judge another's crimes
Or wear this pilgrim's cloak, or be a common thief
I've kept this single faith, I have but one belief

I still love you
I still want you
A thousand times these mysteries unfold themselves
Like galaxies in my head
On and on the mysteries unwind themselves
Eternities still unsaid
'Till you love me

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"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Anactoria » Tue Feb 20, 2007 4:12 am

James Blunt ; Tears and Rain


How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Tears and Rain.

Tears and Rain.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

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Post by robotxface » Wed Feb 21, 2007 12:42 am

Older I Get -Skillet

The walls between
You and I

Always pushing us apart nothing left but scars fight after fight

The space between
Our calm and rage
started growing shorter , disappearing slowly day after day

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder

The older I get
Will I get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed

I didn't know then it would hurt like this but I think
The older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

The time between
Those cutting words
Built up our defenses never made no sense it just made me hurt
Do you believe
That time heals all wounds
It started getting better but it's easy not to fight when I'm not with you

What was I waiting for
I should've taken less and given you more
I should've weathered the storm
I need to say so bad
What were you waiting for
This could have been the best we ever had

I'm just getting older
I'm not getting over you I'm trying to
I wish it didn't hurt like this
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this
"my gypsies talk in distant voices from where my happiness has clouded over. his face stares me down as i splash his memory from my tears. the scars ache and itch, and the new ones are new members of the family. i've caved into my nightmares, but i can't help it. i am recovering. i still lose it, and break free of this chamber i've made to myself; but i am unbreakable."

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Post by Seeshellz » Sat Feb 24, 2007 10:10 pm

Bent - Matchbox Twenty

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot

I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just phoning it in
Just breaking my skin

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Start bending me
It's never enough
I feel all your pieces

Start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Feb 25, 2007 7:12 am

I wait around for the "Still small center"
From saint to sinner
Well which one is it?
Just who do you think you are?

Well who did you call to get this?
Well is it who I think it is?
I swear to god I'm gonna kill him.


You always knew it was on purpose
Yeah what's the point if it don't serve it's purpose
"Splintered but focused" you're as good as gold
You're built from distractions so brilliantly dull
I had a better friend in my worst of plans
Than I ever had in either one of you.


Well I never made a scene
(Well they came to me)
I didn't have to, I didn't have to


I always hoped to avoid the issues
Got me alone so I couldn't address you
Home is where you make it, Love,
Don't get yourself confused
Besides what's it to you?

I traded my conscience for your
For your confidence
Attacked my lungs with lies to past the time
Made states move like regular days

I didn't have to I didn't have to
Well I never made a scene
Well they came to me


nicole, they came to me.
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

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Ask me anything!!!

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Post by 5th section » Mon Feb 26, 2007 2:01 pm

Many times I've walked the line
Longing for the other side
Only thing that changed my mind was you

(Runrig - Gabriel's Sword)
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Feb 26, 2007 2:10 pm

I Feel So - Box Car Racer

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain

I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry

I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry

I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
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Post by barnabygirl » Fri Mar 02, 2007 7:52 pm

just wanted to bump this thread so i can find back to it when i reboot my computer, hope its ok 8)
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Post by browneyes12 » Sun Mar 04, 2007 4:43 am

these parts are mostly what i've been feeling lately...

Sarah McLachlan
I Will Remember You

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard


Matchbox 20
Long Day

And I'm so
Terrified of no one else but me
I'm here all the time
I won't go away
*Yeah it's me, yeah well I can't get myself to go away*
Hey it's me and I can't get myself to go away
*Oh God I shouldn't feel this way, no*

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Post by wilson » Sun Mar 04, 2007 10:21 am

My World - Sick Puppies

I'm not coming back
I'm not gonna react
I'm not doing shit for you

I'm not sitting around
While you're tearing it down around us
I'm not living a lie
While you swim in denial
'Cause you're already dead and gone
You'll leave me out on the curb
Just like everyone else before you


[Chorus]
Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world


I don't care what you think
I'm not seeing a shrink
I'm not doing this again

I'm not another
Student or a mother
To take your shit out on
So let's see what you got
And let's see what you're not
And whatever else you pretend
You've defended my intentions
Long enough

[Chorus]

So here I am again
In the middle of the end
And the choice I wish I'd made
I always make too late


[Chorus]
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by wilson » Tue Mar 06, 2007 11:43 am

Stare at the Sun - Thrice

I sit here clutching useless lists
And keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
Show me what it means to me in this world
Yeah, in this world

'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
'Till I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
No perfect plan unfurls
Do I trust my heart or just my mind?
Why is truth so hard to find in this world?
Yeah, in this world

'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
'Till I understand or go blind
('Till I understand or go blind)

I know that there's a point I've missed
A shrine or stone I haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But I can't help feeling like I'm...

Due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign (Waiting for a sign)
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes (And I won't close my eyes)

Due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
Now stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
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R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Kaleb » Tue Mar 06, 2007 7:52 pm

Wherever you will go - the calling
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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Post by ViolinPlayingGoat » Sun Mar 11, 2007 7:16 pm

i wanna lift myself up to the sky,
serenade the stars as i pass by,
i wanna leave it all just for a while,
i'll be satellite news

i wanna lift my head above the clouds,
cut the ropes around me
and see me shine,
shine like the sun

[satellite news- feeder]
'cos i am a rocket on fire[[alone on its journey, home to the quickening ground with no-one there to catch it]]
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You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
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Post by troubles undone » Sun Mar 11, 2007 7:23 pm

what have you done now- within temptaion

anything can happen in the next half an hour- enter shikari

drugs or me- jimmy eat world
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"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word

Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"


"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.

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Post by Amneris » Tue Mar 13, 2007 3:57 am

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (you wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (so do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (you wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

KoRn - Freak on a Leash

not my best day..
Ever unfolding, ever expanding, ever adventurous and torturous and Never Done..

Making my entrance again with my usual flair, sure of my lines.. No one is there..

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Post by browneyes12 » Tue Mar 13, 2007 6:19 pm

"Changed my color for you
I shed my coat with caution
I lack the beauty you display
See here there are the bruises
And some were self-inflicted
And some showed up along the way
So I nod my head
I'm ready for the world to see
The secret I kept here inside the man you thought id be
Slip into coma calm
The coma where I calm myself down
Here come excuses why I let you down
So now we’ve come upon the hardest thing I've ever done
It's telling you that I’m a mess
What sort of mess I mean
Is self-destructive gasoline
The kind that strips you of your best
And while I play instead the way that most would end up dead
You sleep alone at home and wish that I was in our bed
With this I’m telling you
My color changes back to blue
How do I ask you this
Will you help me through
Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy I swore I wouldn’t become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy"

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Post by bobby » Wed Mar 14, 2007 9:13 pm

Wonderful World by James Morrison

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Post by bobby » Wed Mar 14, 2007 9:13 pm

Also -The pieces don't fit anymore by the same person

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Post by Random Idiot » Wed Mar 14, 2007 11:13 pm

down with the sickness - disturbed
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Post by Digitalis » Thu Mar 15, 2007 10:58 am

The light before we land The intro song for gunslingergirls
In cases such as these I'd like a hand
Don't wake me up without a master plan
With black & white instead of color
Don't you understand?
When things that once were beautiful
Are bland
And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of me
Haven for us
In truth there is no better place to be
Than falling out of darkness still to see
Without a premonition
Could you tell me where we stand?
I'd hate to lose this light
Before we land
And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of mine
Haven for us
Before we let euphoria
Convince us we are free
Remind us how we used to feel
Before when life was real
And when I feel like I can feel once again
Let me stay awhile
Soak it in awhile
If we can hold on we can fix what is wrong
Buy a little time
For this head of mine
Haven for us
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