Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Feb 17, 2007 10:49 am

i wish you were big again. i hate the fact that you're so thin now. it makes me feel fat and inadequate. and then selfish and guilty for feeling this way.

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why are you so fucking arrogant? can't you see a damn thing?


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i care about you lots. please keep fighting. i don't want to lose you

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And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by April » Sat Feb 17, 2007 11:37 am

*lang*

What part of the hint "book a table for Valentines Day" was too fucking subtle for you to grasp? And when you manage to screw that up, I told you to book cinema tickets. Aparently that was just too bloody difficult. I'm fed up of being the one to always arange everything.

At least I got a card this year from you.
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Post by wilson » Sat Feb 17, 2007 11:40 am

thankyou so much. you have no idea how much you have helped me. i only wish i could do the same for you. i feel useless coz i cant.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Feb 18, 2007 12:46 am

I think I finally got what I wanted to across.. Yea, you never know what to say to what I've written.. but it's not like I ever expected a thing from you.. you gave me more than I can ever thank.. and thank you..
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


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Post by Aly » Sun Feb 18, 2007 10:31 pm

I miss you. ANd soemrhwo gwetting ovewrly happy and hyper and uenrgetxci anmd whathwve you teels tnyhead I;m okas.
Adn then im remember yjtat IK'm not, dod I haver to don evern moers to daty happy.e
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Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sun Feb 18, 2007 11:34 pm

I want you to get sacked.
im a bitch, so what?
you annoy me so much.
i am going to put forward a complaint about the way you have been treating me, and the way you have been acting both in and out of the view of customers. it's sickening.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Feb 19, 2007 12:04 am

here, it's simple.. fuck you.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by mephistopheles » Mon Feb 19, 2007 12:07 am

it's brilliant.
if i wait long enough
you'll destroy me
save the bother.
plan.
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Post by mithz » Mon Feb 19, 2007 1:00 am

Through my own ignorance, I didn't realise how much damage I have been doing. I just want to say that I am sorry.

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Post by wish » Mon Feb 19, 2007 3:15 am

im turning into you.and him.do you know how much that scares me?
you havent got a fucking clue what you've done.your ignorance drives me insane.
or maybe you do nd your just enjoying yourself
i. hate. you
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Post by 5th section » Mon Feb 19, 2007 1:50 pm

What you said absolutely terrifies me. I think you weren't serious, I think I believe you when you say it was an accident...but what if...? After my experience I'd HAVE to do something but i've no idea what. How am I supposed to even talk about it? Am I over-reacting and being paranoid? I bloody hope so.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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Post by cinitrom » Tue Feb 20, 2007 11:57 pm

I HATE YOU.
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I'm scared. (of him, and of me because i feel like i'm becoming him sometimes, and i swear i'll kill myself if that evereverever happens)
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Look, you moron, loving isn't something that you do 'cause you owe it to someone. You just love. You can't help it, and you can't force it, and I wish you'd realized that before you hurt me.
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It's not your fault.
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Please hurt me. I can't do it all myself.

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Post by crs13 » Wed Feb 21, 2007 4:52 am

screw you. if you're my friend, act like you think I'm worth something. if you're not, just leave me alone.
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Post by crs13 » Wed Feb 21, 2007 4:55 am

stop trying to get me to fix things. I can't. you know I'm having a hard time right now and you're too selfish to back off and give me the space I need from you. goddamnit, you're my dad, you're supposed to care if I'm in pain and unable to cope, not push me toward the breaking point!
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Post by Spidey » Wed Feb 21, 2007 10:14 pm

YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL WHEN IT COMES TO THIS.

QUIT ACTING AS IF YOU ARE.

YOU ARE ENTITLED TO NOTHING MORE THAN WHAT THE REST OF HUMANITY GETS.

I AM SO TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING PLEAS FOR SYMPATHY OR YOU COMPLAINING THAT YOU ARE BEING MARGINALIZED OR OMG!111STIGMA!11111ONEONEONE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT NEITHER.

Just how in the _fuck_ do you EXPECT people to react?!
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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Feb 22, 2007 7:24 am

How can you ask me "Will you be ok, or are you going to have another panic attack?" It sounds supportive and caring, but not with that goddamn smirk on your face. The smirk that says you know exactly what I am going through and you are helping me through it. In reality, you have no fucking clue what I am going through and you arent being any help at all. In fact, I think you make it a little more unbearable at times. I wish you would grow up and realize that you cant help everyone, and no, you really cant know what all of us are going through...

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Post by 5th section » Thu Feb 22, 2007 9:38 pm

oh well bloody done. you've succeeded in making me feel bad about the one thing I thought you of all people would understand. (incidentally, not for the first time either)...
...no, in fact you haven't. I'm going to do this the way i think and you can fuck off.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009

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Post by steady hands » Fri Feb 23, 2007 6:21 am

thank you
christian and bridget.


I never would have been able to do it without you.



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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Feb 23, 2007 1:31 pm

come back to me
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Post by mephistopheles » Fri Feb 23, 2007 5:50 pm

I miss you more now than I did before. I miss how you used to say nothing. I miss your silence. Mine just isn't the same.

And did you see me? Then, at the very last? I was there. I was there.


David, I still need you.
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