Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

Kaleb · Post by **Kaleb** » Mon Feb 05, 2007 3:39 pm

im too pushy arent i ?? i just know it
im controlling and pushy and ............. i dont know

beautiful_facade · Post by **beautiful_facade** » Mon Feb 05, 2007 7:28 pm

i wish i never had to eat ever again.

Post by **Spidey** » Mon Feb 05, 2007 8:47 pm

I've got a path and a plan.
I know what to do.
And I know where to begin.
And I know what is <i>right</i>.

[Fear not - this has *absolutely* nothing to do with suicide]

purplefroggydishwasher · Post by **purplefroggydishwasher** » Tue Feb 06, 2007 5:07 am

i'm completely and hoplessly infatuated with him. i think about him all the time. i want him but i don't love him.

i keep throwing food to the chooks so i have an excuse not to eat, cus there is nothing there. it's the family's food.

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Tue Feb 06, 2007 7:17 am

I'm invisible. I can see everyone else's pain and help them with their problems. Sometimes I *want* someone to see my pain and at least try to help me...

Koru · Post by **Koru** » Tue Feb 06, 2007 1:03 pm

I'm not over you at all - I'm afraid I am only seeing this new guy to distract myself from you and that's not fair on him. It's stupid because I know there is no hope of areal relationship with you and with him it could be great but it's you I fall asleep thinking of.

Every time I see an army uniform, hear about our forces on the news, read of another military death in the middle east, I think of you.

Kaleb · Post by **Kaleb** » Tue Feb 06, 2007 6:41 pm

I love you so much that it hurts me
and sometimes i might act cold but its because i feel like im going to bo over the top with everything and it might scare you
just ...... i love you thats all.

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 12:18 am

i can't deal with things like the Berlin trip... i need my safety... and i don't feel safe going on a trip that i didn't plan...

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 4:42 am

I'm scared to go to bed and I don't know why..and I need my sleep I only got 2hrs of sleep last night...

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 4:57 am

i loved you now im so scared how could you hurt me or is this all in my head

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 4:59 am

bad girl

friarygirl · Post by **friarygirl** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 6:21 am

I can't sleep. It's not fair, I want to sleep.

I pretend like I know the answers. sometimes I do, but I can't use them for myself. I'm tired of hurting and being there for her, I want someone to be there for me. I'm so selfish. so bloody selfish. sometimes I think I only want it to be ok for her so I don't have to suffer any more.

Oh damn, thats a big secret.

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 9:53 am

I don't know if I have been SA as a child or not but some wierd memories are coming up now that might suggest that...And I'm terrified...

kendra · Post by **kendra** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 10:38 am

Comments ok

~I don't want to forgive him, I want to tell someone what he did
~I wish I could get a T but i never know what to say
~I want to cry, I want people to know I have feelings
~I wish I just didn't care and not worry bout anyone elses feelings

Hisforever · Post by **Hisforever** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 10:40 am

i say i hate him and i want nothing to do with him but thats just my way of protecting myself - i want him to be proud of me more than anything in this entire world.

**edited to add - comments are okay and are actually really appreciated**

Forget Me · Post by **Forget Me** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 11:30 am

do i love your best friend more than i love you?
god, i hope not.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 11:40 am

i'm only safe with a hospital band around my wrist

pm's fine

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 6:01 pm

I am a good girl most of the time. Really i am :w:ink:
So, i don't much like the manipulative member that i seem to be seen as atm.

It took a lot of courage for me to be honest. Generally, i'm not very good at that. I just tend to say I'm fine, and that's that. And, it seems like when i finally pluck up the courage to be honest, I receive a negative reaction. And that hurts.

I felt confident in my mind that in x days I would not be here. Wrongly, i posted that. But NOT with the intent of threatening or manipulating people. But, it seems that a lot of people thought that WAS my intent.

I know I did wrong, and for that, I'm sorry to every single person involved. But now that everyone has seen the "real me", the bitch, i'm scared. Scared that people will always hate me, and be angry at me, and stuff.

If I could go back to Sunday, I would.

I had such a lovely bus reputation, the bus baby, the angel that can do no wrong, the person people just wanted to protect

But, in two days, i've completely ruined that.

And, idk if i'll ever get that back.

Idk what to do.

Whether i should even be here

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Wed Feb 07, 2007 7:08 pm

I'm scared to tell my therapist about some abuse that happened during my childhood. I'm not even sure what kind of abuse it is...And I only remembered it yesterday, but I remembered it clearly..I was 5 years old...

PMs OK..

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Fri Feb 09, 2007 2:55 pm

i keep wishing someone would get worried and call me... i know they probably wont because they don't notice that i'm gone, but i want them to worry... just for once... that'd mean they actually cared a little...

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