Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by there_is_hope » Tue Jan 23, 2007 2:51 am

okish
tired
fat
"Keep Moving Forward."- Meet the Robinsons

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Post by wilson » Wed Jan 24, 2007 1:42 am

i feel like sht coz i got fired yesterday.
i feel like it was my si that got me fired.
i feel like i need to si.
i feel somewhat confused and alone.
i feel ssad that i prob wont see someone before i move.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Seeshellz » Wed Jan 24, 2007 1:55 am

I just want to quit everything.

I just want to hide in bed.

I just want to avoid life.

I can't stand how I feel.

I'm terrified he's gonna get me tonight.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by the edge of the world » Wed Jan 24, 2007 4:36 am

Nervous about seeing my T tomorrow.

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Post by Something Else » Wed Jan 24, 2007 6:15 am

Stupid. I met with my T for the first time, and I just feel stupid.

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Post by treasure » Wed Jan 24, 2007 8:27 am

i like being on Bus and i am giving myself time to relax. i feel calm, happy, acceptable and productive. i hope it lasts longer than a few minutes :roll:
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Wed Jan 24, 2007 2:48 pm

half mellow half anxious. I also feel stubborn. i'm procrastinating.
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Post by Seeshellz » Wed Jan 24, 2007 5:19 pm

I'm still scared he's out to get me. It's my stupid PTSD..
I feel SU, I can't take it anymore!
I feel like a failure for what my therapist said about me..
I don't know what to do with myself to help myself feel better!!! :x
And I feel like no one cares!!
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by delicateshadow » Wed Jan 24, 2007 5:44 pm

hopeful

sad

softer

disorientated
In the Dark and the Deep there are truths that can always heal ~ Ken Wilber

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Post by black_23 » Wed Jan 24, 2007 8:43 pm

Calmer
Safer
Little stupid
Sensitive
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459

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Post by Seeshellz » Thu Jan 25, 2007 2:01 am

Scared
Like I made a mistake
triggered
tired
anxious
foolish
emotional flashbacks are coming
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by fire eye'd boy » Thu Jan 25, 2007 2:58 am

confused.
overly energetic.
anxious.
i want a cigarette.
i just had a cigarette.
i should quit smoking.
no, fuck that.
like shit.
like procrastination is masturbation without the positive side.
scared.
jumpy.
tense.
like i want to play my drums.
like, my drums aren't here.
like, i live in a 24hr quiet dorm.
like, that's starting to get to me.
really don’t want to think about those things anymore

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Post by Skyeler » Thu Jan 25, 2007 4:27 am

fire eye'd boy wrote:confused.
overly energetic.
anxious.
i want a cigarette.
i just had a cigarette.
i should quit smoking.
no, fuck that.
like shit.
like procrastination is masturbation without the positive side.
Ha, I was going to write something like that, but you wrote it for me.

Thanks dude.


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My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Post by the edge of the world » Thu Jan 25, 2007 8:49 am

excited!
Brilliant!
wonderful!

and completely ignoring that I just spent an hour discussing dying with my T, my life is soo so completely fantastic, I don't know why I was even there.

once upon a time there was an elephant... But it wasn't as cool as my literary analysis idea for Crime and Punishment!

oh, yes. I am smart :tongue: (and so are all of you, and edge wishes you all one of these moments, because :) ).

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Post by 5th section » Thu Jan 25, 2007 11:38 am

a little excited, a little impatient
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Thu Jan 25, 2007 12:56 pm

lost, lacking and wanting.
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Post by wilson » Thu Jan 25, 2007 1:19 pm

SU trigs.
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Like jumnping off the rock up from my house and impailing myself of the fence.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>

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Post by Lynds » Thu Jan 25, 2007 9:08 pm

Drained
Needy
Unexcited by everything

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Post by the edge of the world » Thu Jan 25, 2007 9:14 pm

:bag:

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Post by Lynds » Thu Jan 25, 2007 9:50 pm

Better now I've been on the Distractions board
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
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