Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

Not_what · Post by **Not_what** » Fri Jan 19, 2007 2:35 am

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Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Fri Jan 19, 2007 8:34 am

I think you know about bus. Please have some tact for once in your lives. I know you both love me and want to be involved in my life. I dont want you to know about bus. I wish we could forget this ever happened. I'm not trying to hide it from you because it is "bad". I just want to be my own person and have a place where I can be myself. Is that really too hard to understand?

~Megan

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Fri Jan 19, 2007 4:01 pm

i am missing you
i hate being alone right now
it was so nice to feel like i had someone to go through life with even if it was an illusion
i am in such a bad mood right now
i feel like everything's sh*t and it'll never be okay and nothing will ever change
i feel sad, angry, restless, and like blowing it all as an expression of anger

Seeshellz · Post by **Seeshellz** » Fri Jan 19, 2007 6:25 pm

I'm scared to go to grp therapy. Scared of what it will do to me. Look what one session is doing to me now...

Quiet little Angel · Post by **Quiet little Angel** » Fri Jan 19, 2007 7:38 pm

I'm always scared people don't like me... that's why i'm not calling the persons who're supposed to be my friends... i'm scared that because they haven't contacted me for so long, it means they don't like me anymore... i'll rather live believing i'm the one letting them down, than face the fact that they probably don't care anymore...

and i blame my SI'ing and lying and hiding for it... for their leaving...

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Fri Jan 19, 2007 7:39 pm

No one realises how badly im feeling at the moment and i don't even know who i could tell. My life seems to be falling apart more and more. And i know people think im overdramatic and if someone asked me if i was feeling badly, id say no im fine thanks. Just like earlier this morning, someone asked me if i was sleeping enough and okay because i looked so tired and worn out and unhappy and i said i was and that it was just one of those days. Deep down i know it is and ill get myself through this because too scared to do anything else

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 12:08 am

i'm running out of skin

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 12:23 am

I feel invisible to everyone. I'm there and people talk to me, but no one notices how bad I am hurting. Maybe I have just gotten too good at hiding it...

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 3:37 am

i feel like a nobody.. and have found myself thinking that if i disappeared.. that i wouldn't be missed...

danonegative · Post by **danonegative** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 6:47 am

*Comments welcome PM please

SI, SU Triggs......

-I often think about SU but I do not want my wife to have to make that phone call to my mother

-I embrace my misery because I am afraid without it I will not be able to feel at all

-I play rough with my cat sometimes so he will scatch me and make me bleed

-I make the water far too hot in the shower so it will scorch my skin

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 6:52 am

some days i'm sorry
some days i'm angry

other days i'm jealous.

i miss you

TmptPlyr511 · Post by **TmptPlyr511** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 6:56 am

-feel free to commit PM me

- I wish I never told him....

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- I wish I was brave enough to actually pull the trigger that night

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sat Jan 20, 2007 7:18 pm

-I think I'm a lesbian but I'm afraid to tell anyone.

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-Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually dead, and I did shoot myself the night I was holding a gun to my head.

-I steal cigarettes out of ash trays to smoke

-I feel I don't exist

LT · Post by LT » Sat Jan 20, 2007 10:51 pm

i came close to ending it all last night

Aly · Post by **Aly** » Sun Jan 21, 2007 12:33 am

*Sex*
I just need a damn good fuck

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sun Jan 21, 2007 10:48 am

Hey everyone,

I just wanted everyone to know that I'm reading this thread, and there's a hell of a lot of pain here

Just posting a reminder for everyone. Yes, this thread is about secrets, and secrets are sometimes painful, and very abrupt without much elaboration.

But we're still on BUS and this is the coping forum, so let's try to focus on feelings a bit more sometimes rather than actions, or desires to die, or be thinner, kay?

These threads could be useful if you're in a really bad place:

The constructive venting thread

How you feel and what you're going to DO about it

Reasons for Living

Stay safe

*el steps of her soapbox*</center>

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Sun Jan 21, 2007 10:59 am

i am sad. again. i feel like i can never fully shake this feeling.

i'm starting to get so confused about my sexuality. i'm thinking maybe i'm bi. then maybe i'm straight, like what i had always always thought. then maybe i'm just plain asexual. i just don't know. and that scares me.

Binayshee · Post by **Binayshee** » Sun Jan 21, 2007 8:34 pm

i feel self destructive

LT · Post by LT » Tue Jan 23, 2007 9:38 pm

You know i'm trying

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Wed Jan 24, 2007 11:37 pm

I have no motivation for a reason.

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