Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
I get jealous of your other friends because I know ou like them more. I get jealous and abusive towards them in my head.
I know you need friends. I just wish I could be the one you liked most.
Feeling this makes me feel pathetic and ashamed. But it's true. I wished you liked me best, and not....50 billionth best...
I know you need friends. I just wish I could be the one you liked most.
Feeling this makes me feel pathetic and ashamed. But it's true. I wished you liked me best, and not....50 billionth best...
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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i wish you all knew... then maybe you would understand how much i need your hugs...
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Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
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Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
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i wish you would understand then maybe you might realise why i cant live like this. then you will realise your gonna push me over the edge. then maybe you would stop being fucking violent. im doing the best i cant. i cant do any better. cant you understand that?
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
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you want to know why i hung up?
because i knew what you were going to say.
and if you say you love me then i'll be forced to never see you.
you saying you love me will kill everything we have.
loving me makes you stupid.blind.dangerous.
because i knew what you were going to say.
and if you say you love me then i'll be forced to never see you.
you saying you love me will kill everything we have.
loving me makes you stupid.blind.dangerous.
Well thanks for last night leaving me by myself in the cold.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher
I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers
I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World
Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy
You'll never walk alone
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I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
- Manic street preachers
I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World
Your no good for me, I don't need nobody, don't need noone - The Prodigy
You'll never walk alone
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- MusicalMorphine
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It truly makes me heart bleed for you...
Pms fine.
Pms fine.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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I just came very close to saying something you really don't want to hear. one day I will say & then fuck knows what'll happen...i don't want to say it but I feel like i'm going to.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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it should have been me
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
I miss you...
Pms fine
Pms fine
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The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
- Seeshellz
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I can't take this life. I can't keep going like this. I can't live up to what you want. You don't want me anyway. I might as well SU now, I'm gonna die anyway. It just doesn't matter. I can't do it. Nobody understands. Even my therapist doesn't understand.
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
It feels like I'm the only one who hasn't moved on yet. In two days. It will be 6 months. That's 6 months too many. That's 6 months that you should have been living for. That's 6 months since a little part of me died with you. 6 months buddy. I wish you could have seen how amazing life can be. I wish you could have held on. I miss you chick. More than perhaps I will admit to anyone. How am I meant to explain to people that someone who I 'only' knew online affected me and touched my life so much that his absence tears me apart sometimes. I still hope you'll post again. Just like with G+G I still hope that it is some cruel joke. I'm waiting buddy, for you to come back. And I do so much to feel closer to you. I read back over old posts of yours hoping I will feel closer to you afterwards. Hoping that you will somehow feel my love and come back. I miss you Noel. 6 months. And it still feels like it could have been yesterday. 6 months and I still have to remind myself to remember. because forgetting is about a million times easier....I'm sorry though my darling. I'm sorry.
Always your Little Ray of Sunshine...
Pms fine
Always your Little Ray of Sunshine...
Pms fine
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.
If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
I want to drink until I forget, how Im never going to be anyone different because im me.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
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- acdcrocker1909
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why? just.. why are you this utter bitch?
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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Your (me) stupid and self indulgent why couldn't you see she was hurting as much as you, she only shouts out when she's scared or anoyed, you should have been there for her and not been an idiot. Your worthless, utterly worthless sometimes.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
- treasure
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i really wish i had the guts to say -
dad, you shocked me with your actions and now i'm not sure how i should act towards you. you are not openly critical usually, but so many little comments make me feel i'm not acceptable to you. like if i was open and honest you would not want to talk to me or see me. do you really care about the *real* me or do you just want a plastic perfect daughter?
dad, you shocked me with your actions and now i'm not sure how i should act towards you. you are not openly critical usually, but so many little comments make me feel i'm not acceptable to you. like if i was open and honest you would not want to talk to me or see me. do you really care about the *real* me or do you just want a plastic perfect daughter?
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I love you. I love you so much it hurts. When you grabbed my hand tonight, I just wanted to kiss you. I'm just too scared to tell you how I feel. I love you and I have never stopped loving you since you broke up with me 4 months ago.... Dammit, why do I still love when it seems you have moved on completely?
~Megan
~Megan
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
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"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
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- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
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