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Post by zombiepeople » Sat Jan 13, 2007 10:51 pm

Well today's my 15th birthday. I feel kind of weird though I don;t know why. Everything just seems so unreal...I try to touch things to bring myself back into reality, but so far nothing's working. I always feel weird like this on my birthdays because I always think I'm going to kill myself before I reach my next birthday sometime, and I get to my birthday and snap back into the reality of nothing and the fact that I;m still here...This isn't making any sense...I just feel weird.

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Post by rainbow_rally » Sat Jan 13, 2007 11:27 pm

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Post by falling... » Sun Jan 14, 2007 12:33 am

just wanted to say that you make sense to me, but i dont have any useful advice
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Post by Lynds » Sun Jan 14, 2007 12:33 am

Well done for making it to this birthday, mate. Sorry you aren't feeling too great though.

*hugs* if ok?

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Post by zombiepeople » Sun Jan 14, 2007 5:01 am

thanks you guys :) *hugs*

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Post by b3autifu2l37 » Sun Jan 14, 2007 3:18 pm

I always feel weird like this on my birthdays because I always think I'm going to kill myself before I reach my next birthday sometime
maybe this can show you how strong you really are. even though sometimes you think "i'll never live till then" or "i'll never make it through this," you do.

hope you feel better :star:
not on BUS so much anymore- i do check PMs :)

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