Sweet sacrifice - Evanescence - cos sleep is the only thing that makes the noise go away.
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do you wonder why you hate?
are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice
What song describes how you're feeling?
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
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'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
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danonegative
- unpacking boxes
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"Hate Me" Blue October
HATE ME TODAY
HATE ME TOMMORROW
HATE ME FOR ALL THE THINGS I DIDN'T DO FOR YOU
HATE ME IN WAYS
YEAH WAYS HARD TO SWALLOW
HATE ME SO YOU CAN FINALLY SEE WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU
HATE ME TODAY
HATE ME TOMMORROW
HATE ME FOR ALL THE THINGS I DIDN'T DO FOR YOU
HATE ME IN WAYS
YEAH WAYS HARD TO SWALLOW
HATE ME SO YOU CAN FINALLY SEE WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU
Let me put on my clown face,
Before I roll out of bed.
So everyone who looks at me,
Won't know how sad I am.
Before I roll out of bed.
So everyone who looks at me,
Won't know how sad I am.
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wilson
- just plain inspiring
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- Contact:
Emergency
I think I am falling apart
Emergency
I think I am losing the fight
AndI don't know if I can do it
I don't know if I can try
I don't know if anyone asked me the reason I lied
She sighed
the chorus of Sarah by Eskimo Joe
I think I am falling apart
Emergency
I think I am losing the fight
AndI don't know if I can do it
I don't know if I can try
I don't know if anyone asked me the reason I lied
She sighed
the chorus of Sarah by Eskimo Joe
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
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half/hearted
- orange smartie
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ViolinPlayingGoat
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3062
- Joined: Mon Mar 17, 2003 8:28 pm
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...i used to be the bright one
sharp as a whip
funny how you slip so far
when teachers don't keep track of it
i used to be the tight one
the perfect fit
funny how those compliments
can make you feel so full of it
i can shuffle, cut and deal
but i can;t draw a hand
i can't draw a lot of things,
i hope you understand
i'm not exceptionally shy
but i've never had a man
that i can look straight in the eyes
and tell my secret plans
can't you just do it for me?
i'll pay you well
fuck, i'll pay you anything
if you can end this
can't you just fix it for me?
it's gone beserk
oh fuck, i'll give you anything
if you can make the damn thing work
can't you just fix it for me
i'll pay you well
oh fuck, i'll pay you anything
if you can end this hell
hello, i love you, won;t you tell me your name
hello, i'm good for nothing, will you love me just the same?[the perfect fit- the dresden dolls]
sharp as a whip
funny how you slip so far
when teachers don't keep track of it
i used to be the tight one
the perfect fit
funny how those compliments
can make you feel so full of it
i can shuffle, cut and deal
but i can;t draw a hand
i can't draw a lot of things,
i hope you understand
i'm not exceptionally shy
but i've never had a man
that i can look straight in the eyes
and tell my secret plans
can't you just do it for me?
i'll pay you well
fuck, i'll pay you anything
if you can end this
can't you just fix it for me?
it's gone beserk
oh fuck, i'll give you anything
if you can make the damn thing work
can't you just fix it for me
i'll pay you well
oh fuck, i'll pay you anything
if you can end this hell
hello, i love you, won;t you tell me your name
hello, i'm good for nothing, will you love me just the same?[the perfect fit- the dresden dolls]
'cos i am a rocket on fire[[alone on its journey, home to the quickening ground with no-one there to catch it]]
-kate bush
You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
{radiohead}
*~*happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat*~*
-kate bush
You do it to yourself, you do, that's what really hurts,
you do it to yourself, just you, you and no-one else
{radiohead}
*~*happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat*~*
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briochick
- bus mechanic
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No one would love me if they knew
all the things I hide
my words fall to the floor
as tears drip though telephone line
and the hands I've seen raise to the sky
not praising but drowning all this time
I'll try to build the arch that they need
to float to you across the crystal see
give me your hands to hold me
cuz I can't stand to love alone
and love alone is not enough to hold us up
we've gotta touch your robe
so swing your robe down low
the prince of dispare's been beaten
but looser still fights
death's on a long leash stealin'
my friend to the night
and everyone crys for the inocent
but you say to love guilty too
I'm suround by suffering and sickness
still working tearing back the roof
give me your hand to hold me
cuz I can't stand to love alone
and love alone is not enough to hold us up
we've gotta touch your robe
so swing robe down low
(A lot of Caesomon's call songs describe how I feel at different points)
all the things I hide
my words fall to the floor
as tears drip though telephone line
and the hands I've seen raise to the sky
not praising but drowning all this time
I'll try to build the arch that they need
to float to you across the crystal see
give me your hands to hold me
cuz I can't stand to love alone
and love alone is not enough to hold us up
we've gotta touch your robe
so swing your robe down low
the prince of dispare's been beaten
but looser still fights
death's on a long leash stealin'
my friend to the night
and everyone crys for the inocent
but you say to love guilty too
I'm suround by suffering and sickness
still working tearing back the roof
give me your hand to hold me
cuz I can't stand to love alone
and love alone is not enough to hold us up
we've gotta touch your robe
so swing robe down low
(A lot of Caesomon's call songs describe how I feel at different points)
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Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
- Posts: 34295
- Joined: Tue May 18, 2004 1:51 am
- Location: Hiding in my shell...
I Want A New Drug, by Hewy Lewis And The News
Because I feel my meds are doing next to nothing for me....
Because I feel my meds are doing next to nothing for me....
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
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Scatterbrain
- bus conductor
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- Joined: Thu Sep 22, 2005 3:17 am
- Location: Washington state, USA
Weight of the World- Evanescence
Feels like the weight of the world,
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.
Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
She's nothing to me.
Feels like the weight of the world,
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.
And oh, I know you don't believe in me.
Safe in the dark, how can you see?
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I was
If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be
Feels like the weight of the world,
Like God in heaven gave me a turn.
Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
She's nothing to me.
Feels like the weight of the world,
Like all my screaming has gone unheard.
And oh, I know you don't believe in me.
Safe in the dark, how can you see?
Freefall, freefall, all through life.
If you love me, then let go of me.
I won't be held down by who I used to be.
If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I was
If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
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wilson
- just plain inspiring
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- Contact:
Understanding (Wash It All Away) - Evanescence
"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."
(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away
"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."
(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't Wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)
The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone
"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, No
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away
Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away
"But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
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fuyumi
- just plain inspiring
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黒揚羽 / rudolph steiner, and later also a n o t h e r c e l l
(kuroageha)
translated lyrics:
my once so beautiful wings
have become this dirty
i won't be returning a stale promise twice
piercing scenes hurt so
i will tear apart this useless body for you
and offer it to you in pieces
so please take me away from this place
i'm fed up with this polluted world
my decomposed common sense
my scorn
my all
i will devote it all to you
so please
i beg of you
take me from this place
(sorry about weird translation, i can't think properly >_< )
(kuroageha)
translated lyrics:
my once so beautiful wings
have become this dirty
i won't be returning a stale promise twice
piercing scenes hurt so
i will tear apart this useless body for you
and offer it to you in pieces
so please take me away from this place
i'm fed up with this polluted world
my decomposed common sense
my scorn
my all
i will devote it all to you
so please
i beg of you
take me from this place
(sorry about weird translation, i can't think properly >_< )
- so i turn myself inside out in hope someone will see -
- these precious things let them break their hold on me -
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purplefroggydishwasher
- knows the ropes
- Posts: 4756
- Joined: Fri Jan 03, 2003 10:58 am
- Location: australia near surfing mecca
Blurry by Puddle of Mudd.
bits i'm feeling...
Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real
the song feels melancholy. a kinda rockin' melancholy. dunno. sad and mellow angry.
bits i'm feeling...
Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real
the song feels melancholy. a kinda rockin' melancholy. dunno. sad and mellow angry.
what milo is
milo as in my place: Read only version - No replies, thanks!
the what's what of dressings
Zombie purplefroggydishwasherPFD IS: The Snape of Milo, Tsar of Cool, Queen of Camping Equiptment, Archbishop of Rock and a member of the Order of the Seam Ripper
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Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
- Posts: 34295
- Joined: Tue May 18, 2004 1:51 am
- Location: Hiding in my shell...
Nobody Wants To Be Lonely - Ricky Martin f. Christina Aguilera
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
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acdcrocker1909
- forum moderator emeritus
- Posts: 10453
- Joined: Fri Dec 10, 2004 3:42 am
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- Location: Little Blue dot in a sea of Red
I bruise easily,
So be gentle
when you handle me.
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart
Carved on a tree.
I bruise easily,
Can't scratch the surface,
without moving me underneath.
I bruise easily..
I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield.
Just.. because.. people don't realize that.. what they do.. no matter how small it may seem to them.. hurts me..
So be gentle
when you handle me.
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart
Carved on a tree.
I bruise easily,
Can't scratch the surface,
without moving me underneath.
I bruise easily..
I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield.
Just.. because.. people don't realize that.. what they do.. no matter how small it may seem to them.. hurts me..
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.
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zombiepeople
- knows the ropes
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- Location: next to the spooky bus stop...i've never seen a bus there though...hmm
- Contact:
Everything Ends
By: Slipknot
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
and found my whole life was a lie motherfucker.
This is the end of everthing,
you are the end of everything!
Shallow skin,I can paint with pain,
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same I love, you hate
but I guess I don't care anymore.
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
and found my whole life was a lie motherfucker.
This is the end of everthing,
you are the end of everything!
My flaws are the only things left that's pure
can't really live, can't really endure
everything I see reminds me of her
god I wish I didn't care anymore.
The more I touch the less I feel,
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore!
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die!
*Pretty much sums up how I feel in a nice little nut-shell right there...
By: Slipknot
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
and found my whole life was a lie motherfucker.
This is the end of everthing,
you are the end of everything!
Shallow skin,I can paint with pain,
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same I love, you hate
but I guess I don't care anymore.
You are wrong, fucked and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything
I haven't slept since I woke up
and found my whole life was a lie motherfucker.
This is the end of everthing,
you are the end of everything!
My flaws are the only things left that's pure
can't really live, can't really endure
everything I see reminds me of her
god I wish I didn't care anymore.
The more I touch the less I feel,
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore!
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die!
*Pretty much sums up how I feel in a nice little nut-shell right there...
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purplefroggydishwasher
- knows the ropes
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- Joined: Fri Jan 03, 2003 10:58 am
- Location: australia near surfing mecca
dizzy, goo goo dolls.
torn between two opposing actions... for once the lyrics are what i feel opposed to the actual fell of the song.
You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity
Your laugh is disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything to me
torn between two opposing actions... for once the lyrics are what i feel opposed to the actual fell of the song.
You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drowning in your vanity
Your laugh is disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything to me
what milo is
milo as in my place: Read only version - No replies, thanks!
the what's what of dressings
Zombie purplefroggydishwasherPFD IS: The Snape of Milo, Tsar of Cool, Queen of Camping Equiptment, Archbishop of Rock and a member of the Order of the Seam Ripper
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Alexannah
- one of us
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- Contact:
*Possible Trigger*
Bring Me to Life by Evanescence
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, without a home
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside, wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, without a home
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up inside, wake me up inside
Call my name and save me from the dark
Bid my blood to run before I come undone
Save me from the nothing I've become
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