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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Seeshellz » Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:06 pm

I Can't stand you taking over my life!!!

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Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by leemc77 » Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:31 pm

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Post by wilson » Sun Jan 07, 2007 4:07 am

I want to scream,
Seriously scream,
Scream as loud as I can,
Scream til I can't scream anymore.

I want to make my throat hurt,
Hurt til i cant stand it,
I want my throat to bleed.

I need to let it out

Here i go...


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Jan 07, 2007 6:35 pm

Why did you hurt me so???


AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!

:argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Jan 07, 2007 11:52 pm

*lays down on the floor*

*closes eyes tight*

*and just screams as loud as possible*


ARGH!!!!!!!! WHY?! WHY?! WHY!? WHY THE HELL DO YOU HAVE THIS "POWER" OVER ME TO MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY?!! HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET THAT ANYWAYS.. AND WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE IT BE? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE LAST WORD IN? CAN'T YOU JUST SHUT UP!?!?!?!
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Jan 08, 2007 6:16 pm

I have two bare with me..


I HAAAAAAAAAATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SCHOOL. I CAN'T DO IT. I QUIT OKAY JUST LET ME GO. :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :bad-words: :bad-words: :bad-words: :bad-words: :omad:


Why do you have to ignore me when you're with her? Why am I invisible, what's wrong with me?

:omad: :omad: :(

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Jan 09, 2007 12:47 am

*lays back down on floor*


I can't take it anymore.. I can't take YOU anymore.. I won't do this again.. I will not play these games again.. no.. they hurt last time and that taught me a lesson.. I WONT DEAL WITH YOU LIKE THAT AGAIN!
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by one out of none » Tue Jan 09, 2007 2:03 am

STEREOS HAVE VOLUME CONTROL FOR A REASON!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and on cue, comic book styley, I explode with the sheer anger of it all. :evil: <-- grumpy and tired

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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Jan 14, 2007 11:18 pm

I HATE MY LIFE!!!!

AAHHGGGRRRRRR!!!!

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and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Jan 15, 2007 1:38 am

*lays on floor*


Why dangit?! WHY! HOW CAN YOU JUST BE LIKE THIS? HOW DO YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE ME HATE MYSELF MORE?! I HATE YOU!
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by 5th section » Wed Jan 17, 2007 12:23 pm

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Jan 21, 2007 12:50 am

*lays on floor*


ARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by wilson » Sun Jan 21, 2007 1:35 am

WHY WONT YOU EVER LET ME JUST BE ME. CANT YOU BE HAPPY WITH THE WAY I AM?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Jan 22, 2007 4:24 am

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by Antenna » Mon Jan 22, 2007 6:19 am

I do exist! And I do have problems! And they do matter!!!!!!!

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Post by wilson » Mon Jan 22, 2007 11:02 am

i made one mistake cant you possible find a way to forgive me?
I FUCKING HATE THE WAY YOU JUST HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING SELFISH! IM SORRY I CANT SAY OR DO ANYTHING ELSE.
AHHHHHHHH
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Seeshellz » Wed Jan 24, 2007 5:23 pm

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"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by sweetyesterdays » Sat Jan 27, 2007 1:53 am

AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :argggh: :bad-words: :hmad:
"i smoke & i drink
& every time i blink i have a tiny dream
but as bad as i am
i'm proud of the fact
that i'm worse than i seem.
what kind of paradise am i looking for?
i've got everything i want and still i want more..."




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Post by wilson » Sat Jan 27, 2007 3:07 am

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by Spidey » Sat Jan 27, 2007 3:39 am

KLSDFHJKL:SDFHK:SDJFHS OMG OMG OMG MY FUCKING EYES THEY BURRRRRRRNNNN i never want to see that again. WOW KSFHJL:KSH AWFUL.

damn you tv for sucking so bad ><
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