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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by black_23 » Fri Jan 05, 2007 12:01 am

I want to give in and si so I can look after me :bag:
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Post by Aly » Fri Jan 05, 2007 12:22 am

You are fucking me off.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


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Post by LT » Fri Jan 05, 2007 12:45 am

I hope you know i'm trying.
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I am a pioneer, they call me primitive
I am purity, they call me perverted
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I find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had - Mad World

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Post by Scatterbrain » Fri Jan 05, 2007 2:20 am

I lied to you. Fed you what you wanted to hear without even flinching. I'm NOT ok. I SIed the last 3 days in a row. I'm just afraid you will tell my parents.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
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Post by Seeshellz » Fri Jan 05, 2007 10:57 pm

I am angry at you! Even though when you ask I deny it.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Alone_I_Break » Fri Jan 05, 2007 11:10 pm

I think i might be gay and have thought so for many years......but im a christian!
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Post by leemc77 » Sat Jan 06, 2007 12:32 am

I have a crush on you, but I can't tell you.
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Post by crs13 » Sat Jan 06, 2007 5:14 am

deleted because I'm paranoid
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Post by flipflopfetish » Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:06 am

i am a very very horrible person.

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Post by leemc77 » Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:15 am

I hate living.
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Post by Callisto » Sat Jan 06, 2007 2:49 pm

i want to be anorexic for once in my life

pm's ok

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Post by beautiful_facade » Sat Jan 06, 2007 6:38 pm

i am thinking of going vegetarian again.
i know it is for all the wrong reasons.
i don't want the hassle or the negative attention it will bring.
But it feels necessary.

PMs fine :)

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Post by Seeshellz » Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:09 pm

I need her help, but I hate it.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Scatterbrain » Sat Jan 06, 2007 9:39 pm

I literally hid from you. You came around the corner and I ducked into a random classroom. I want to tell you I got into college, but then you will ask how I am doing. I HATE lying to you. It is so hard, and you can usually tell... I want you to be proud of me, but I know if you figure out I SIed you will tell M and then she will know that I lied to her and I cant let that happen. I wish you could just let me be who I am and not interfere. But I love/need your support... I miss talking to you.

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- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by mephistopheles » Sat Jan 06, 2007 10:55 pm

I'm dissociating more than I'm actually here.
And I wish someone would notice.
I am an attention-seeing whore.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”

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Post by fuyumi » Sat Jan 06, 2007 11:27 pm

i don't feel bad when i miss the days when my eating disorder was so bad that my period stopped coming.

in fact, i miss them so much, i would rather be back in that place, than the place i am in now, three years later.

- so i turn myself inside out in hope someone will see -
- these precious things let them break their hold on me -

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sun Jan 07, 2007 5:44 pm

My mother is so oblivious to my problems that it's hurting me even more.
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Post by Seeshellz » Sun Jan 07, 2007 6:40 pm

X is making it hard for me to practice my religion. And I hate it. I wish X would move away.
"If you learn from your suffering,

and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,

you might be able to help someone else who's now

in the phase you may have just completed.

Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."

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Post by Lynds » Sun Jan 07, 2007 7:21 pm

i'm so unhappy

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Post by black_23 » Sun Jan 07, 2007 10:10 pm

I can't cope, Im scared its all falling apart, part of me wants to go back to si cos it feels safe. i cant do this.
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


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