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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Aly » Mon Dec 04, 2006 6:27 pm

I'm falling for you :blush:
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by Kaleb » Mon Dec 04, 2006 7:39 pm

oh my god what if .....if he says something what if he tells my mom and destroys everthing ?? yes i hate the lies to her but shes dying why wont he understand that ?? this is the only way i can be with sam and keep my mom happy for as long as she has got left
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If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


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Post by steady hands » Tue Dec 05, 2006 4:29 am

i'm not happy.
but i'm too afraid of hurting you to tell you.


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Post by Callisto » Wed Dec 06, 2006 12:40 pm

i don't want to work anymore...i just want to curl up and disappear.
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Post by nori04 » Thu Dec 07, 2006 4:20 pm

Pm or replys alright

~All my problems are my fault

~Sometimes I am unsure of my sexuality

~I still think it was my fault my twin died

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~Sometimes I wish I had died when I OD'd




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~I still have problems with food

~ I feel distanced from my friends

~Sometimes I feel hopeless and worthless

~I hide my feelings
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Post by claire » Fri Dec 08, 2006 12:00 am

i never ever cut to hurt you ... until last night.
i hope i hurt you as much as you've been hurting me.
i'm sorry im such a selfish bitch.
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Post by poet with probs » Fri Dec 08, 2006 6:14 am

i still love you
i love him but not the same way i love you he is dead
i want you back no matter how much you spit on me
:disco: :1hugs: :bfly: ( :moo: ) i think this is the first cow that was ever on here
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Dec 08, 2006 12:48 pm

im fucked up
and i cant help myself.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Fri Dec 08, 2006 5:57 pm

PMs welcome.

I miss him, but I haven't talked to him forever. And it's clear that he doesn't care at all. Even before I lost MSN for ages, we weren't talking so much, I've tried, but he never seemed bothered. I wish I didn't care so much but I do, I can't help thinking about how he would ask me to come on at special times, just so we could talk. I don't get it, I guess I didn't actually mean anything to him.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sat Dec 09, 2006 9:06 pm

i dont know what to do. i serously do not know what the hell to do.
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"Dance like no one's watching.
Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like there's nobody listening.
And live like it's heaven on earth."
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Post by mephistopheles » Sat Dec 09, 2006 9:29 pm

I didn't stop loving you.

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I'm confused.
I can't decide.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”
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Post by Aly » Sun Dec 10, 2006 7:24 pm

You're just like everyone else.
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by Callisto » Sun Dec 10, 2006 8:38 pm

i want to si really bad...and i don't care how much i know it'll hurt and disappoint you
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun Dec 10, 2006 9:03 pm

I'm scared to go to school tomorrow. I don't even have a reason to be scared. I just hate it so much.
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Post by flipflopfetish » Tue Dec 12, 2006 4:15 am

Why do I need other people's approval so goddamn much?

And why the fuck am I crying?
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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Dec 12, 2006 5:33 am

i have never cried this much in my entire life.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”
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Post by Callisto » Tue Dec 12, 2006 11:40 am

why won't everyone just leave me alone instead of making me do all this regular stuff (like driving lessons and jobs) when im barely coping right now
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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Dec 12, 2006 11:48 am

i'm not coping,
and i don't know if/when this can ever be over.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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Post by fortune » Wed Dec 13, 2006 2:45 pm

i don't know if i can do this. i don't know if i can cope.
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Post by Joshh » Wed Dec 13, 2006 7:41 pm

I don't when my feelings for you will end, if they do end, I doubt it because since our eyes met I have loved you, no matter how you walked all over me and fucked me around. I love you more than anything and would give anything for us again, you showed me affection, no-one else has ever. I love you Holly Louise Lockwood.

I've lied through my teeth to many times, I'm afraid it's becoming a habit, all I want is to be appreciated, wanted, desired, loved.

I'm sorry for what I did, I apologise for messing you around when I felt nothing for you, and I felt everything for Holly. I'm sorry Roxy.

I'm sorry to those people I've named, insulted, I am such a Stupid Kid.

Dad, you fucked up my life.

Granma, thank you for soo much, the affection you gave me when no-one else did.

Tom, thank you for the inspiration.

Thank you for showing me how to love, and be loved in return, and showing me it was alright to let people into my heart, well not anymore. I love you Holly.

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