frustrated

[my28secrets]

well, i dont know what i feel anymore. i dont know what i feel right now. it's like i forgot what happy, sad, angry and all emotions are and what theyre suppose to feel like...lately i only recognize frustration and anxiety. im having trouble remembering things even days...i try to get as messed up as possible. more drinking and smoking is all ive been doing...i find myself purging and when im real anxiious and depressed i just naturally want to throw up and i do and i hate throwing up so ive just been avoiding eating altogether. i dont know what to do. i dont know if i should see someone about this or if i'll just make it like ive done many times before. usually this comes and goes but now it came harder and it's hard to control my thoughts. i dont know what to do...

[oneWayOneLifeOneLove]

Heyy I think maybe you should go talk to someone just bc i think if you dnt it could just get worse or somthing could happen like you'd get sick or somthng from not eating.

take care,
Liz