Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

HiddenByLies · Post by **HiddenByLies** » Sat Nov 04, 2006 4:57 am

PM's are fine

I "try" to make myself believe that I'm over your death, and that I will be okay.

The truth is every day is a struggle to get through without you. How could I move on from someone who helped me with everything and who I talked to everyday?

I need you, but for now I'll just keep hiding behind my own self-destructive failures, and pray that someday I'll be with you.

flipflopfetish · Post by **flipflopfetish** » Sat Nov 04, 2006 9:22 pm

I think I'm in relatively good shape
So why, as soon as I have to go to a soccer game, I get jittery and my body refuses to work?
Well, at least this is the last game I shall have to go to...

I feel so bad for not liking it too. Everyone else seems to.
I must be a freak

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sat Nov 04, 2006 9:56 pm

I've been purging lots.
Like once a day
but not because i binge
just because i eat more than i "planned" to.

I'm scared I won't get through the week because you're away.

I'm scared you won't even care.
Because you're going to leave me
I know it.

I keep losing too much blood.
my forearm is all fucked
i will never get a job
or be able to wear short sleeves
ever again
& when my mum sees she will kill me

ballet_dancer7 · Post by **ballet_dancer7** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 2:44 am

i hurt myself.. pretty bad.. and i told you it wasnt your fault. i did it because you werent talking to me when i needed you.. you joked.. you didnt understand that i needed you more than ever.. and i was pissed off

(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 6:43 am

PMs are appreciated.

~ K....I hope you fail at your little budge planning. And if you do, I won't be there to help you pick up the pieces. And don't ask me for anything because I'm not giving into you anymore!

And also, don't ignore my text messages. When I said "we need to talk" that's what I meant. Now talk to me!

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 3:58 pm

even if I get a first in my degree. I'm not guaranteed a job. In fact. I'm pretty much guaranteed to NOT get a job. Shit.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 4:14 pm

pms ok i guess

there's so much of my life that i regret already that sometimes i wonder if there's any point me continuing when all i do is make mistakes and fuck things up

marshmallowfluff · Post by **marshmallowfluff** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 8:13 pm

i never stopped self-harming. I just stopped cutting.

amerylis · Post by **amerylis** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 10:41 pm

PM's are fine

Im terrified if I tell you what goes on in my head, what these scary thoughts are you'll think me a freak and run away. i want to tell you, i need to tell you and you are the only one i can trust with it right now.

I dont want the thoughts to stop. they scare me, they hurt me but if they are there I know Im not dead to all feeling when I get scared and emotionally low Its like I cant feel. this proves I can.

right now I need help, mentally self harming to me is only a small step from actually self harming. yet I dont know how to ask for it, the words get stuck and dont come out.

monkey · Post by **monkey** » Sun Nov 05, 2006 11:40 pm

PMs fine

I want to be in physical fights.
I want to hurt other people and be hurt myself.

xanemicroyaltyx · Post by **xanemicroyaltyx** » Mon Nov 06, 2006 12:50 am

i think my depression is coming back and i'm terrified

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Mon Nov 06, 2006 5:42 am

i hate myself for failing you.

[especially since i know it was all my fault.]

poet with probs · Post by **poet with probs** » Mon Nov 06, 2006 6:43 am

he is the one that drove me to it but he is aslo the one that kept me from it

Hisforever · Post by **Hisforever** » Mon Nov 06, 2006 7:28 am

i did it myself.

Hisforever <><

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Mon Nov 06, 2006 7:16 pm

I fucking miss you but I don't know how to tell you. You obviously don't care.

mephistopheles · Post by **mephistopheles** » Mon Nov 06, 2006 11:16 pm

I thought I hated you. But I've just realised I don't. I feel...weird every time I think of you. And it hurts that you're talking to her and not me. I'm still pissed that you think I'm fucking stalking you. If I was I'd do a beter job than avoiding you 24/7. DO you know how many fucking times I've seen you and hidden? of course you dont. but I wish you did. you deserve to know. I want to be friends. I dont want you to fall in love with me or anything. I just want to be FRIENDS. Is that so fucking difficult?

pm's welcome

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Tue Nov 07, 2006 3:30 am

one moment, it's like i don't exist. or like i'm just stupid.
the next, you tell me you miss me lots. and that you care.

and i'm not sure if i can keep bothering with this or if it's just too hard.

pm's welcome

RainyDays · Post by **RainyDays** » Tue Nov 07, 2006 5:39 am

You keep asking what's behind my wall...

I want to be held.
But I'm afraid to ask.

black_23 · Post by **black_23** » Tue Nov 07, 2006 10:45 pm

I cut and it made me feel better, feel so stupid cos now Im calm and in control, but I've let you down all at the same time. I just hope I can hide it from you. I think im losing control.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Nov 08, 2006 12:07 am

where are you I am looking for you please come find me fast...

bus

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