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i should be happy but all this crap weighs me down. Invisible baggage. I haven't been depressed in months, but depression here we go!
I cried some, but everyone is so quick to complain about "emo" that it just made me feel like crap.
Then Geoff called and he made me happy, even laugh some but then my mom, who is the one who made me like this --> in the first place came and made me get off and the pain inside is so much from holding it all in. It hurts so bad. For the first time in a year I feel like cutting.
And I just wish I could be talking to Geoff again and forgetting all my problems instead of having my terrible mother follow me around making me feel like dying.
sorry to trow so much on you guys but I didn't know where else to vent. Wish I could cry it out.
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
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Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
- leemc77
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Damn it, what is wrong with me?
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*curls up in corner and cries silently*
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Never underestimate the power of silence...
micro-chipped mental cyber twins taking over NewZealand...
ever reached out for someones hand only to find it wasn't there?
My place of happy-scared-random-thoughts dealing with motherhood and anxiety, visitors welcome
sod it cant do this hate all these stupid tears
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- leemc77
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I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm dying inside
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99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
- leemc77
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I hate living! I lost one of my diamond earrings that my dad gave me. My dad is not longer with me, so those earrings meant a lot to me. First week back at work and my principal already wants to meet with me. I can't go through this again this year - I don't know what will happen to me.
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99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
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4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
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^^ why can't i do this?
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Proust
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
Proust
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
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<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
Proust
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
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No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.
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- leemc77
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Why won't god leave me alone? What have I done to deserve all this pain and suffering?
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99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god
can i do this? i dont know.... oh god oh god oh god...
no tears left. oh god...
can i do this? i dont know.... oh god oh god oh god...
no tears left. oh god...
And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold
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i don't think i am real and this is all much too much
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
Proust
<a href="http://www.punkymoods.com" title="Punkymoods (Unkymoods redux): Showcase your current mood"><img src="http://www.punkymoods.com/mood.php?userid=2390" alt="My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)" border="0"></a>
If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
- leemc77
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I hate life.
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99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
99 days til siy takes over the world
4/16/07 ~ We will never forget ~ Go Hokies!
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