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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Aug 03, 2006 4:54 am

:1cries: :shakehead: :swimhelp:

i should be happy but all this crap weighs me down. Invisible baggage. I haven't been depressed in months, but depression here we go!

I cried some, but everyone is so quick to complain about "emo" that it just made me feel like crap.

Then Geoff called :lol: and he made me happy, even laugh some :blol: but then my mom, who is the one who made me like this --> :1cries: in the first place came and made me get off and the pain inside is so much from holding it all in. It hurts so bad. For the first time in a year I feel like cutting. :shakehead: :swimhelp:

And I just wish I could be talking to Geoff again and forgetting all my problems :1cries: instead of having my terrible mother follow me around making me feel like dying.


sorry to trow so much on you guys but I didn't know where else to vent. Wish I could cry it out.
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Post by leemc77 » Fri Aug 04, 2006 12:52 am

Damn it, what is wrong with me? :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Sat Aug 05, 2006 6:26 am

*curls up in corner and cries silently*
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Post by black_23 » Sat Aug 05, 2006 9:00 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: sod it cant do this hate all these stupid tears
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Post by leemc77 » Fri Aug 11, 2006 1:28 am

I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm dying inside :bsad:
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Post by Peege » Sun Aug 13, 2006 8:53 pm

i cant do this anymore :1cries:

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Post by leemc77 » Tue Aug 15, 2006 9:09 pm

I hate living! I lost one of my diamond earrings that my dad gave me. My dad is not longer with me, so those earrings meant a lot to me. First week back at work and my principal already wants to meet with me. I can't go through this again this year - I don't know what will happen to me. :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by beautiful_facade » Sun Aug 20, 2006 12:22 am

:cry: :cry: :cry:
:bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad:
:1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:
:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
^^ why can't i do this?
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Post by Peege » Tue Aug 22, 2006 2:02 am

i wish i could. the tears are there, they just wont fall.
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Post by flipflopfetish » Tue Aug 22, 2006 5:45 am

nobody fucking understands :bawl:
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Post by little pixie dust » Tue Aug 22, 2006 5:23 pm

ahhhh

i need to cry

but i can't..
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Post by beautiful_facade » Tue Aug 22, 2006 6:26 pm

:bsad:
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
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Post by Kaleb » Wed Aug 23, 2006 1:49 am

I fele so uesls an stuipd !!!!

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Post by leemc77 » Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:49 pm

Why won't god leave me alone? What have I done to deserve all this pain and suffering? :shakehead: :bsad:
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Post by Peege » Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:36 pm

oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god
can i do this? i dont know.... oh god oh god oh god...
no tears left. oh god...
:1cries: :1cries:

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Post by beautiful_facade » Sat Aug 26, 2006 6:12 am

:1cries:
i don't think i am real and this is all much too much
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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
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Post by Guest » Sat Aug 26, 2006 11:46 am

*Crys*
I hate me.
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Post by Peege » Sun Aug 27, 2006 1:14 am

:bsad:

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Post by fortune » Sun Aug 27, 2006 6:48 am

:1cries:
i don't want to keep doing this.. please. no more. another dread week, another day.
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Post by leemc77 » Tue Aug 29, 2006 1:35 am

:cry: I hate life. :cry:
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